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let's go for a walk down easy street, where you can be reborn.

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        ‘ –––––––– whatever. your shit doesn’t make any fucking sense. ‘navy isn’t my colour.’ like FUCK. ’

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❛ i look like a 10 year old child in navy, that’s all there is to it. would you just let me    be, i didn’t kill a man. it’s harmless really, they won’t miss what i took. ❜

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     “YOU WOULDN’T BE getting pricked if you stayed still, frank. work with me, princess.” mia remarks as she adds another pin to the dress where a new stitch should be. she quickly grabs a needle and thread to gently tie everything together before saying, “you’re almost done, i promise. and this is for one of my classes, i need to make a modern design with a sleek frame and that’s where this dress came from - and you just so happened to be the best model for it.” she then says to the girl, “well, if you like this dress, i might get to be the one designing your wedding dress for you.”

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    “THIS SORT OF makes me wish i had actually gone to college, you know.” frankie starts, never considering how exciting and hands on the whole thing could be if you picked the right major. “not that i can sew or draw to save my life but still, an interesting concept since i thought the most stressed you could get was writing an essay for a deadline, let alone making a dress.” peering down at what mia was doing, she let out a soft laugh at the mentioning of her own wedding.  “i’ll never get married but i hope that i go to some wedding in 5 years and have them gush about how their dress is a mia de haven original. ”

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     she’d moved around enough as a kid, so much that it alone would’ve been enough for elena to be sick of travelling. all over portugal, spots in spain, and nearly the entirety of the states before her parents had found a good place for them to settle. but she hadn’t had enough yet. her creative mind sent her exploring for most of her high school years, visiting places she thought she’d never have the chance to visit —- and it was all part of the life plan she’d set out. travel early, get everything there was to see of the world, then enjoy her life with a family right after college. to think that there was a chance that she couldn’t do that with the one boy she thought she’d have by her side, terrified her. her whole plan was now set back several years. if jacob moved on to do his own thing, she’d be left on her own. could she find someone like him again ? she honestly doubted it, and elena was never a pessimist. ‘ home ? ’ the word gets caught in her throat as a few tears roll down her cheeks. ‘ yeah. yeah, ‘course you are. but i need more to a home than just you and me. can’t you… you know you don’t have to travel right away, yeah ? you can take time. we can travel with a kid, is that such a bad idea ? ’

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     jacob couldn’t stand this, nothing felt right and it probably wouldn’t feel that way for a long while. no matter what conclusion the pair came to, neither would be fully happy with the decision. turning to face the girl that he had been in love with for the past 3 years, he felt a lump in his throat begin to form. he’d seen her sad before and had definitely experienced her anger and stubbornness but this wasn’t any of that, it was the look of total heartache. a hand brushed against her cheek to wipe her falling tears, swallowing hard as he did so. ‘ i wish i could say yes and agree but think about it. what do you expect me to do between starting a family and waiting for our kid to grow up. ’ the question is somewhat rhetorical, knowing there was no answer she could say besides listing off some dead end job, one that would probably take all of the adventure out of him over time. ‘ i can’t be what you want right now and i’m sorry, i would do anything to be okay with settling down in the suburbs but i won’t be in that mind frame for sometime. we’re jacob and elena, we’ll always be that -- there’s nobody else like you but it’s not fair on either of us. ’ he confesses, pressing his finger into one of his eyes as if it’ll stop the flow of tears brimming in his eyes.

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autumncl:

HADLEE: that’s what i said! HADLEE: hurry , i may have made a few cookies to get him to help decorate

SOLACE: as if he is being rewarded for being a lil shit SOLACE: as long as you don’t break out the gingerbread  SOLACE: understandable though, i think he’s the only one that can actually reach the top of the tree

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     her accent is thick, her words beginning to slur together in a mess of desperation and nothing short of that. their relationship had been one of her longest lasting, one that she would’ve SWORN on her life would be the last one she needed. something about them clicked ; their interests, their personalities —- nothing clashed in a way that was worrying. but as someone that loved to live in the present, elena hadn’t given much thought to what would happen when they got older. ‘ fuck, i’ve done my travelling already. ’ her voice is weak, a slight quiver in her lower lip that makes her look just as weak as she feels. ‘ i’ve been all over the damn world, jacob. ’ she forces herself to take a deep breath as she combs her fingers through her hair, allowing it to shield the curve of her face —- he’d seen her cry before, but she couldn’t show weakness then. ‘ all i’ve ever wanted was stability. ’

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       the male’s head was a whirlwind of thoughts, feelings and solutions that were crashing into one another at what felt like fifty miles per hour like a chemical reaction of realisation laced with sadness taking over his being. though everything came to a halt when she said she’d already been free and seen the beauty that different places and cultures have to offer, every solution fizzling out. ‘ and i’ve had my stability, college was it for me -- i waited patiently to kick the routine college instilled into me. i think i’d lose my mind if i had no time to find myself. ’ he inhales sharply, knowing that whatever he said would make the situation worse and the slight hinder in elena’s voice makes him realise that his whole world is crashing down around him in this very parking lot.  ‘ i thought i was stability to you -- home even. ’

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HADLEE: your brother doesn’t seem to enjoy these festivities HADLEE: as much as either of us do HADLEE: pls come home for christmas before he kills me

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SOLACE: clearly he’s not really related to me, what a scrooge SOLACE: i’m due home on monday, pls tell me you haven’t started baking without me

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     her legs push up against her chest, chin resting on her knees as her gaze falls ANYWHERE but the other sitting beside her. ‘ how doesn’t this affect you ? that… that you don’t want anything that i want ? ’ she laughs, almost bitterly as she presses her fingers against the corners of her eyes. ‘ how couldn’t we have figured this out years ago ? ’

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  jacob eyes are squeezed shut as he listens to her speak, her voice had become familar over the years and was arguably one of his favourite things about her. even now, when he could tell that she was hurting, her voice was calm and somewhat pacified him all those times he needed it. ‘ because i thought that was the point of us, we weren’t your run of the mill couple, settling down was never an option. ’ the male tries his best not to sound frank about his words while maintaining the tone of his voice, not wanting it to quiver as he spoke.  ‘ there’s plenty of time, el. look at it from my point of view – you can come back from travelling but once you have a kid, that’s it. ’

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       “CAN YOU FUCKING stay still for two seconds? goddamn,” mia complains, laughing a bit to show that she’s joking. she managed to rope the other into wearing one of her designs so she could alter it, knowing that she’d end up owing them for helping her out. “i already said i owe you big time for this, can’t you just do this and then get payback later? i really need this finished.”

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      “HEY ! YOU TRY having a needle pricking your skin by accident every 5 minutes. ” frankie quips back, trying her hardest to stand upright and still at the request of the budding designer, getting more used to the tight pulling and the weaving formation of god knows how many pins to hold the design in place. “yeah, yeah, i got you. at least tell me what this is for, i feel like it’s my wedding day with all this fuss.”

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skye rolls her eyes playfully before turning to him with a smirk. ‘ you know, if that happened to me i would be happy too, too bad it will never. ’ she joked, in fact she didn’t used to do that kind of comment but it was good to mess with him. ‘ what’s that supposed to– yeah you’re a eighteen years old boy but doesn’t know anything about lilac girls things and why or for who they’re buying. and stop crying, we’re already leaving. ’ she complained at his comment, bumping her shoulder on his arm. ‘ let’s get something to eat somewhere? i’m hungry. ’

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❛ uh, you’re not involved. you can get a bunch of girls in your room, only  wearing underwear whenever you want -- it’s called a sleepover. ❜ he  puffs, almost in jealousy though his idea of what girls got up to at those  kinda things was completely warped.  ❛ we’re going to mcdonald’s and   i don’t wanna hear any arguments, i need a big mac pronto. ❜ matthew  practically nudges her in the direction of where his car is parked. ❛ never  again will i be dragged shopping, make the most of my wonderful company  while you can. ❜

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“well, if you put it like that, i’m sure every name’s copyrighted with someone already.”

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❛ i can’t believe you are being like this, when i win a grammy   for best new rap artist -- i’ll remember this. i’ll thank everyone  but you because you are providing no help.  ❜

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she didn’t mean any of it, veronica probably couldn’t tell, though. falling silent, the brunette couldn’t muster a single string of words, she could only focus on the aching feeling at the pit of her stomach. “i’m not denying shit, i think i know myself better than you do.” she spat, offering the girl the fakest smile she could manage. “mhm, just know that those guys will do a better job at fucking me than you ever did.” this was all a mistake, something that blew out of proportion because she refused to face up to it. “i’m not listening, in case you haven’t noticed. you know where the door is.”

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 this was an absolute mess, and veronica could see no solution to the issue  at hand. if she backed down, she would end up looking weak and valerie in   turn would continue to deny her sexuality but if she walked out of th door,  god knows what would come of their so-called relationship. a sarcastic  laugh passed through pale pink lips at her horrible retort about her per-  formance in bed. ❛ i knew you could stoop low but denying the fact that i  gave you the best orgasm of your life when these little boys can barely   keep a good thrusting rhythm. ❜ a roll of verdant hues accompany her  words before she gets up, though passes the front door and veronica   now stands peering up at the brunette. ❛ come on, make it easy for me,  look me straight in the eyes and tell me i never mattered and that i was  merely someone you used to experiment with. over and over again. ❜ 

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“what the hell are you —oh god.”

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❛ right jingle bells, that isn’t helpful. oh god is big sean’s thing,   like sure his actual pseudonym is big sean but i’m still sure    that oh god is copyrighted by him in some way.  ❜

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❛ okay so, i’ve spent the last 2 hours teaching myself how to rap busta rhymes’ part in look at me now. i think i can do it. i even learnt the ayo breezy ! part. i think my rap career is ready to take off -- help me think of a good pseudonym to go under.  ❜ 

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“it’s not a fucking attitude. you don’t have to do that, though, it clearly doesn’t fucking matter.” there’s a sigh pushing past her scarlet lips, and she’s tugging at her hair in frustration. “i’m not making anything complicated, you already are somebody to me but doesn’t seem like that’s enough, is it? i’m obviously doing a shit job at proving it to you.” the last bit of veronica’s words drove her over the edge and it was almost like she had no control over her own hand as it knocked over the first thing her eyes landed on. “alright. you’re right. you know what? we’re nothing, you mean nothing to me and if it really had to come down it, we’re friends. i toyed around with you, y’know, to experiment, thanks for the sex. is that better? does that tell you where we fucking stand now?” at this point, the brunette didn’t process anything that came out of her mouth and she knew she was going to regret saying all of those things in an instant.

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 ❛ wow. ❜ that’s all veronica could muster up for the moment, taking in the   loud thud of the fruit bowl knocking to the floor.  ❛ in my almost nineteen   years of living, i’ve never seen someone been a) so spiteful or b) try so   hard to deny their sexuality. ❜ though her heart was hurting at the words    that flew out of the brunette’s mouth, she knew this wasn’t really about    her but it was about valerie keeping herself closeted. ❛ 100%, thanks for    clearing it all up, doll. when you go out and fuck 5 guys in order for you   to keep this ridiculous façade up, remember what you threw away. ❜ to   be perfectly honest, veronica couldn’t understand the hatred towards    having such a small part of your life go against what was deemed    normal.  ❛ your internalised homophobia is a joke, no matter whether   you’re lgbt or not -- it’s an ugly trait to have, knock it off before someone   ruins that pretty face of yours. ❜

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“what does that even mean, veronica? where’s all of this coming from?” she’d been dreading and fearing this conversation for as long as she could remember, simply because she had no answers to offer. “i’m not ashamed of myself,” the brunette spat, annoyed at the choice of words the other had, “i’m not fucking ashamed of you either.” yet she couldn’t bring herself to even look the girl in the eyes, so she kept her distance as she turned around, gaze jumping to anything but veronica. “i’m just - i don’t know. i, uh, i like you and you like me so why does it have to be complicated?”

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❛ drop the attitude, i get that this is something you’d rather avoid but i can’t   deal with having to shrug my shoulders whenever my friends ask if i’m    seeing anyone. ❜ she sighed, though she would continue to protect valerie   as it wasn’t even an option to out the brunette, even if it was to her group    of accepting friends. ❛ you’re the one making it complicated, i don’t get    why you want to keep me in the dark, like we’re fuck buddies -- i wanna    be somebody to you but you’re not letting me. ❜ though her voice was  laced with infuriation, she didn’t want her anger to force the other to doing  something she didn’t want to.  ❛ look, i’m not gonna stand here and listen   to all the excuses that you’ve told yourself a thousand times over. just   figured you should know where i think we stand. ❜

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