There’s no light or anything ethereal when you’re on the verge of death. Just consciousness, and the realisation that you can’t even fucking die properly.
ayooo on March 25 it will be 5 whole years since I tried to do that noNo thing (then posted this sometime after hosp) & I'm v glad that I sucked at it even if things honestly suck even more now but idc!!!! idgaf!!!! You're all invited to my rebirthday party on March 25 save the date xoxo























