A hotel is a common placement in my dreams now. Even last night, I dreamt that I was to complete an errand. When I came back, the place I came back to had become a hotel and there was a buffet dinner just the way I like it. I pressed the button on the vending machine, a hotpot and noodles appeared. My whole family were there.
My interpretation of this dream was on the premise of me being in between jobs. After all, to me, a hotel is a place people rested. After having quit a hectic and stressful job, I started to live on my savings and just did what I liked all day. I began to ask myself how I felt about this, dealing with worldly judgements.
After these dreams, I now see what my subconscious says about the matter. I am perfectly happy with how things are, mirroring the happiness I felt in the dream hotel.
I dreamt of touching myself, what I think it meant
First, do let me apologise for this tasteless post, but I feel it is important in understanding dreams and interpreting dreams since dreams can be tasteless too.
I dreamt that I was touching myself in front of other people and got embarassed and immediately left. Well, of course I became embarassed because that is not something one does in front of people. But since this is a dream, I believe there are other meanings that can translate to my life and its circumstances.
I believe that touching myself and then getting embarassed in the dream means that I am embarassed about self-expression. In other words, I am embarassed about showing my true self to others.
To explain further, in days preceding the dream, I have been reading up on the chakras and found that the sacral chakra governs both sex drive and creativity, which I have linked to self-expression. It is possible that my dream used this to tell me that my issue lies in my shame in what I want to express to others.
So there is quite a bit to uncover today. The stabbing of the botanist, Shirahama's trauma, and the mystery of other people unveiled.
So the botanist was stabbed and they were at a loss to know what to do. Everyone looked to Shirahama to do something but it was out of his knowledge base. Kayashima took over and used a sewing kit to sew the wound shut even though nobody knew what would happen.
The backstory of the botanist is someone who had buried his head into his studies, and has difficulty in making friends. But when he was going to die, there was a trainful of people who tried to get him to live. At the end, he was able to say that he has made friends now.
Shirahama is ashamed that he is unable to help the botanist and he kept trying to make fire with a stick and a board, but he wasn't always successful despite how everyone seems to be able to do it on bouken shounen. He talked about how it was because he made a bad decision to open a door that led to a room full of fire that caused his friend's injury. Miyuki comforted him and said that she was not a great person either. When he had felt better, he was able to make fire.
Later, they followed a boy they did not know. And they were invited to the area of another group of people. This group was on the other train carriage, carriage 6. They greeted our three protagonists and the episode ended.
Episode 3 focuses on 3 things. Kayashima's relationship to his brother, poisonous berries, and a mysterious passenger in the train who does not want to show himself.
We learn that Kayashima has learned hairdressing and has set up a business. He works long hours and the brother is by himself most of the time. When he knew about that, Kayashima was sad. But Kayashima also found a younger brother in the form of the male student on the train with them.
The teasers to today's episode has been the poison berries, which when seen on episode 3, is a bit underwhelming. But it does show that they need to learn to know their edible plants better. The DaCapo guy is still suspicious and has left the group but is shown to come back to take things from the train.
The mysterious passenger has been flagged to be suspicious by the police and is running around, trying to avoid the passengers, but not going far enough to avoid the passengers. The passengers have found a possible river and are going to find it when they see the mysterious man and their nature expert is bleeding.
I saw a video with this really tall guy with a member of kinki kids and I first thought the tall guy was a member of kinki kids but I searched for the only English word in the comments which was snow man and that is a new-ish group and so I searched for a member that looked like the one in the video who to me reminded me of yunho from ateez and it might’ve been his teeth shape? Anyway I found him his name is Ren Meguro because of course his name is Ren but I found a few other members that are pretty yummy 👀 and then I found well ok so
It’s Shota Watanabe, Iwamoto Hikaru and the last two are both Ren and 👀👀👀👀 YES so anyway they have a video called ‘kissin my lips’ and it’s all English and it’s spicy they have very hornknee song titles tho, one is called ‘juicy’ and another one is called ‘yum yum yum spicy girl’ 👀 I’M NOT MAKING THIS SHIT UP LIKE WHAT THE FUCK THEY REALLY SAID 🥵🥵🥵
ANYWAY HAVE THE YUMMY MEN AND BTW REN IS 6’3 ALSO ALSO RAUL IS KINDA 🤤
A sense of leadership and accountability will be awakened in you this month. For some towards others or their career/studies or pursuits and for some towards themselves. Maybe in the past few months people have told you to 'humble yourself' or have projected an energy of, 'well, you're not special. So be quiet.' which in turn made you second guess your own capabilities. Well, that is about to snap itself in half. Because you'll realize you do yourself a great deal of disservice when you give into this mindset. There's a fine line between humility and straight up imposter syndrome.
You'll also be feeling connected to the spiritual side of yourself. Now this is something very personal to you but you may feel as though you're receiving intuitive nudges or spiritual downloads. Mostly in the form of words, phrases, messages, texts etc. You may also be inclined to write or express yourself more. A part of your mind will be very analytical but in the sense that you'll have more discernment instead of giving into herd mentality.
There will be steady progress and even promotions for some or some of you might just pave your own way because you got tired of building things for others when you could surely use your talents elsewhere or for yourself.
Channel your aggression in any kind of sports or just brisk walking. Nearing the end of the month you'll feel very excited about something that makes you feel that the true summer of your life has just begun.
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This month, remind yourself that every expert was once a novice that didn't give up. So if there's something you've always wanted to do but were too reluctant to try because you weren't already perfect at it, discard the perfectionism mindset and go for it.
You may really want to go back to a time of your life where things seemed more innocent and sweet before you got too hyper aware of everything and being a responsible adult took away the child like wonder that you once had. Please allow yourself to indulge and find beauty in everything.
Likely whilst revisiting this energy you'll figure out your true calling in life. You'll also realize the more fun you have or the more you engage in activities that just seem silly yet exciting, even as simple as watching a film and making that your personality for a week or discussing new or old things with a friend, the quicker you find clarity, confidence and things falling in place for you or manifestions coming in quicker.
You'll feel more in tune with your emotions without having to dissect them or discard them.
Some of you may also be drawn to flowers, floral designs or fragrances. Like I said, a childlike wonder towards things more. The more those aspects of you are catered to the happier and peaceful you'll be.
Towards the middle or end of the month you may have improptu travels and events to celebrate with your friends and family.
Some of you always have an ancestor or a late family member looking over you, they want you to realize your worth and take pride in yourself and your accomplishments and what you will be accomplishing ahead.
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Romantic admirers and romance in general but a lot of healing when it comes to the wounds relating to the matters of the heart and relationships, doesn't have to be solely romantic relationships but the ones that were significant to you but caused you pain along the way.
I see you romanticizing your life this month, at least starting to. I literally heard, "this is my Sophia Copolla movie era, I do not care."
For some of my ladies and those who identify as women, if you were having issues related to let's say hormones or coming into your femininity in the past this will be a good month to recover and heal those.
You'll be putting yourself on the pedastal and focusing on your physical appearance, aesthetics, skin and hair health and well being. You just want to slow down, make a routine for yourself, see which supplements suit you best etc
Some of you may be wanting to get into a creative, intertaintment or fashion industry so you'll be making that your primary focus. There will be a lot of deep changes, lot of discarding the old story, old mindsets etc moving away from chaotic times to happier ones.
Some of the events in this month might just feel destined or that whatever is happening is leading you to your goal or life path. Keep a tunnel vision when it comes to your desires as priority.
Right from the start, we can see that all the inner planets are in air signs. Sun, Mercury, Venus, and Jupiter in Aquarius, Moon in Gemini, and Mars in Libra. What this means is that Meguro’s personality is based in air. Carefree, communicative, and restless is some of the traits of air.
Of all of them, Aquarius features prominently, especially since one of them is in the Sun sign. Whatever he looks like, Meguro is happy when he is able to express himself in a unique fashion. What that means is that I would not expect him to go with the flow when giving comments. And to those people asking him to be separate from a group, that many air signs does not indicate that he would want to be by himself since being able to communicate with others is important for him.
An interesting part about his chart is his Mars. His Mars is retrograde (moving backwards) in Libra, the sign of harmony. Mars, traditionally the planet of aggression moving backwards indicates a reversal. In my interpretation, Meguro has very low levels of aggression, exceedingly low. This is further strengthened by the opposition to Saturn in Aries.
Aggression denotes several things. One of them is behavioural, he will be gentle to people around him, and I believe this is how he won Raul and Micchi over, and why both of them are willing to mention his name as much as possible. He is very unlikely to get angry no matter what you do (within reason).
Lack of aggression also indicates that he would avoid confrontations as much as possible. So we can forget about the cut-throat variety shows. It would be very stressful on him. With all the air signs, I think he would be at his best when he can interact freely with other people and talk about the things they have seen and experienced.
It is possible to do a tarot reading for yourself, but you may find it quite unsatisfying, as it was for me.
The tarot cards were facing up on my bed, I was reading them with all the symbolism pointing to the main issues I was facing. The tarot reading was by any standard, accurate. The only problem is, it was not anyone else doing the reading. While I understood what was happening, and what the challenges were, I did not feel supported.
I think that in getting a reading, tarot or otherwise, the querent is hoping to not only get the answer to their questions, but also to hear it from someone else's mouth, so that the querent is able to feel understood and validated. It's just not happening while I read the tarot for myself.
So in my latin class we were discussing the health of eyes, as this is a class focused on roman health and modern reflection or evolution. During this, we got into the topic of what seeing actually was. It got me thinking about how people call the act of seeing into the future the gift of sight.
There are cultures that say that some blind people are born with these gifts. Could that be because they see what is unseen? Blind people do not see darkness, they do not see at all. However, they are percienved as readers of the future because it is unknown, unseen.
Maybe the general distinction is if your mind focuses too much on the physical world, you have a strong physical sight. If your mind focuses more on the spiritual, or maybe the unrealistic in the literal sense (non-physical forms), you are more capable of seeing the unseen.
I also thought about how when people grow older, they ahve the potential to become blind. It could be because they’ve already seen what the physical world has to offerand now want to focus on purely the spiritual.
Here’s a little exercise. Do some introspection around your eyesight and how you percieve the world. Do you tend to look at existence as defined, individualistic, and material? What about blurry, connected, and layered? United, boundless, and hidden?
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