** unholy //

𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑫  𝑬𝒀𝑬𝑺  𝑶𝑷𝑬𝑵  𝐓𝐎  𝐀  𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐃𝐎𝐌  𝐎𝐅  𝐑𝐎𝐓

[tartarum]

# TARTARUM :   selective.   private.   low-activity.   dash-only.   roleplay blog for   em.et - sel.ch / ha.des    from fin.al fan.tasy xi.v.     this rendition of em.et is highly canon - divergent, and relies heavily on personal interpretation.     my em.et identifies as transmasc - nb, he/him or they/them pronouns.     he is also gay and poly.     this blog is not spoiler free, but 6.0 content & threads will be tagged.     it gives us so much insight to em.et’s character.         as built by dak / omen.

**      blog is currently connected to @pyrakto‘s lah//abrea && @fatebrker‘s tha//ncred.     these are my only current exclusives, and you would do well to be wary of their ship content as trigger warnings apply.     i will tag as necessary.

LINKS :          info.  //   headcanons.  //   verses.

♛ PERSONALS DNI.           see carrd for rules.

[tartarum]

SHIPPING INFO !! answer the following for your muse so people know how to ship with you

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER ?

even if they aren’t around or active, i still ship exclusively with ash’s lahabrea and moth’s thancred.   i also somewhat consider them my current otp.   polyship, even.   i have always considered emet and lahabrea canon in my personal interpretation, even with the current lore in pandaemonium, and have adored the idea of emet and thancred having something in shadowbringers, but speaking with these two has merely solidified my love for these ships.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE ?

considering emet’s thousands of years old, and solus’s body seems to have been cloned when he was between 30 - 40 years old, it’s very hard to really decide age gaps.   however, so long as both characters are at least 21 or older, i have no issue with it.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NSFW ?

if it’s passionate and implied to be nsfw, then it’s nsfw.   a lot of ‘smut’ that i write sometimes doesn’t even include nudity.   smut can be emotions described in detail and still be nsfw with descriptors.   it all depends on the situation, content, and wording.   i mostly answer like this because all my smut happens to be poetic one-shots these days whereas i keep my actual smut threads to discord with people i trust.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING ?

oh absolutely.   i’m extremely selective when shipping.   for example, i refuse to ship with cishet muses and muns unless i explicitly know them.   i am also extremely critical of ocs, wols, and azems, especially those named or associated with persephone.   i also don’t deal with selchwives, ever, at all, and i don’t ship with people who are looking for an ooc relationship or who can’t separate ic from ooc.

WHO ARE OTHER CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH ?

other ships i enjoy are emet/nabs, emet/wol, azemet, emet/ardbert, hythades, hermet, hespemet, etc.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU ?

i would prefer so, yes.   due to my emet being trans, people are extremely fucking weird about trans muses, especially those who don’t transition.   i also prefer to develop something with my partner and our characters.   you can literally drop into my inbox screaming about a potential ship and i’ll likely humor you.   however, keep in mind again that i will not ship with other lahabreas or other thancreds.

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS ?

i wouldn’t say obsessed, but i do adore the sense of connection to have a friend to ship with.

ARE YOU MULTISHIP ?

absolutely!

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM ?

emet/laha............ it’s just so fucking good with the potential soft spots and the angst and just everything.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU ?

don’t be weird, don’t be a freak, don’t be creepy, and just be respectful.   it’s not hard.   also respect my boundaries and be forthcoming of your own.

TAGGED BY :   stolen

[nadiahilker]

post break-up au

[pormiculpa-deactivated20181219]

nadiahilker:

i literally can’t sleep alone anymore so i’ve shown up at your door in my pyjamas, can we have one more nap together, please? 

we promised to stay friends but we’re doing the same stuff we did when we were a couple and i don’t wanna point it out because i don’t want it to stop

listen i know i can’t just show up at your apartment at six in the morning but i need coffee and no one makes it like you do 

we broke up after i left and moved away and months later i find out you rushed to the airport to stop me but you were too late 

you keep calling me over to get rid of spiders from your apartment and i’m pretending i don’t know you’re not afraid of them at all because i miss you too

we keep showing up at all the same places separately because we’ve always had similar interests 

cop!au i’ve been undercover for months/years and i know i told you not to wait for me but i’m still in love with you and it’s killing me

or, i fell in love with you while i was undercover and i know you’re mad at me for lying but i have to go back to my old life (and i want you to be in it)

i know we’ve been broken up for a while but i still have those concert tickets and you’re the only person i want to share this with

i found the ring when i was moving my stuff out of your apartment and now everything makes sense

are you?? sabotaging?? my dates?!?!?

i’ve seen you hanging around my apartment and i thought it was because you missed me, turns out you’ve been using my wifi you asshole

i know you can’t cook for shit so i’ve been bringing you dinner every night, just, y’know, to keep you alive

i kissed you goodbye by accident - old habits die hard okay?!?!

roadtrip au where we need to save gas money so we take a long, awkward, tension-filled car ride 

instead of dividing up the CD’s, let’s play a drinking game to determine who gets what (it may or may not end in sex)

i was so sleep-deprived after the night shift that i climbed into bed with you (and you just rolled with it) 

you’re my emergency contact and i’ve been in an accident so you drop everything to come to the hospital 

soon to be divorced couple obnoxiously painting the walls wacky colours every time the other paints over it 

you’re pretending we’re still together because my relatives will disprove of the break up so you’re being all sweet it’s reminding me of why i fell in love with you in the first place

we bumped into each other in the street and you were grinning like a cocky asshole the whole time so i stalked off only to realise i’m wearing your shirt 

[tartarum]

someone made a NOT fetishized pre-op mod for male models and i’m legit almost crying rn emet can have his tits back... now i just need to wait for people to make cute tops to go with it because i’m too stupid to mod and port my own

[thoughtkick]

I may not be everyone’s cup of tea, but I am someone’s double shot of tequila.

Unknown (via thoughtkick)

[tartarum]

it my unofficial borthday (:

[snapdragonling]

characters who continuously tell themselves they’re okay and even start to believe it until someone says their name very gently and asks if they’re alright, at which point the facade crumbles completely

[tartarum]

tumblr’s new dash only popup is so ugly it fucks with the aesthetic of my header and description

[tartarum]

i got a progress sketch back on a ns.fw comm of emet so i’m going to share just his naturals (: artist btw.

NSFW BELOW //

[tartarum]

sighs as i once again think about how emet was so closeted from the world he loved so dearly and tried so hard to protect and bring back.   and i say that because it’s indicated by shb and end that he... never really got to leave amaurot.   that he misspent his youth.   that’s why he was able to pretty flawlessly recreate amaurot and even the buildings in it, even during the final days.   the way he watched hyth retreat back into the architect’s building, the way he likely turned and ran through those streets to find elidibus and lahabrea.   the way he found his escape from the sundering in that general area.

he literally only went to elips because his work sent him there, and hyth had to show him around.   emet wasn’t even cleared to use the teleporters, but hyth was.   and i think it was partly because of his duty that he hardly left amaurot, but i also think it was his lack of socialization.   the way emet just ??? hated being perceived.   probably hid behind his mask and underneath his hood, kept to himself as best he could, but hyth always knew where he was.

honestly maybe he... was afraid?   of his own power, i mean.   of his alternate form.   because i don’t think emet really mastered hades’s power until sometime throughout the millennia post-sundering, and his lines during ktisis imply that a) his hades form is its own entity merged with him and b) that he can’t control the form or hasn’t mastered transforming at that point in time.   i just think about him a lot.

just like i think about the place elidibus sends us to in sos is also probably the very pocket emet, lahabrea, and elidibus escaped into... and it was probably the place the ascians used for their meetings because it was safe there.   they all knew it was safe because the unsundered survived the sundering there.

[conjuringink]

hi… this is a new rp blog for hermes from ffxiv and this is my shitty little promo post. please like/reblog if you’re interested in interacting and make sure to read my pinned post! i haven’t touched the tumblr rpc in a hot minute so i feel like an old man trying to figure out what’s going on.

[tartarum]

@fanfolds   said :

aphrodite is holding a goose behind their back, and the creature is wriggling around and thrashing about. "EMEEEEEEEEET, i have a gift! catch!" and she. tosses. the goose. right at emet. oops!

                   AH   ,       A       TRUE       TEST       OF       HIS       PATIENCE   .     had he been more attentive———   correctly : less obsessed with attempting to wrangle some flying fish out of the sky     (   because who, in their right mind, decided it was a fantastic idea to teach fish to fly and have the audacity to make it HIS problem ?   ) ,     he may have seen, perhaps even heard, it coming.     but he doesn't until it's too late.     his name leaves their mouth and he WHIPS around on his heels, because he anticipates it means nothing good, only to be proven it was far worse.

                   A GASP !     the fluttering of feathers and honking of a not-so-pleased winged fiend seized in his hands at the last moment he attempted to block the attack.     which, for the record, he failed to do and had a face full of angry oversized bird before wrestling with its thrashing.     it's kicking him in the ribs and biting at his fingers, his robes, his hair.     and the DREADFUL SOUND it's making . . .

                   ❝   APHRODITE !   ❞     oooh, he's seething.     angry.     far more angry than he should be, but then again they did throw an entire goose at him.     with a HUFF, blowing a stray feather from his face that clung to his nose, emet feels inclined to return the gift to its sender... but this time, preferably, on fire and much, MUCH bigger.     surely lahabrea wouldn't mind a momentary borrowing of his phoinix... right ?

[tartarum]

hey ur a big god or something right wanna fight

please tell me you actually mean fight and not something else...

[death-420]

hey, nice meeting you. lol... on second thought, *my boss theme plays* i’m going to end you

[tartarum]

hey

goodbye

[chilewithcarnage]

pussy so tight it crack dicks like crab legs

[tartarum]

thinking about how in the live letter yoship literally said venat intended for emet to survive the sundering... which means he would have been wholly ALONE had laha and eli not been with him when he found a rift to retreat into.

which, I think, is why emet clings so closely to memory and sentiment. because when he's left with the other 2, elidibus's memory becomes... a mess and laha's vessel jumping has left him of unsound mind. so in a way he was alone anyway. not physically, but mentally.

idk I just. it hurts me. the fact he was meant to be the sole unsundered survivor only for him to save 2 of his colleagues at the last second, only for them to kinda get really fucked up regardless so he ends up alone anyway for all these years is pain. esp when I consider the fact my emet was in love with laha.