He’d gaslight himself into thinking he hates Ruddiger’s guts and he’s glad that he’s gone (Andrew’s manipulation is slowly killing him)(he doesn’t even know if he has his own opinions)(he can’t form a thought without Andrew’s voice in his ears)
Thinking about them again…. Gmmgmfmf…….. Andrew does all the talking while Varian stands awkwardly in the back and lets whatever happens happen because he doesn’t have the guts nor will to stop the Saporian takeover because Andrew would beat his ass into next spring… someone write a fic about them being nasty and mean to eachother and Varian gets beaten to a pulp…. I’m spreading my Varian hurt no comfort propaganda











