Noë

⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ 🧁they/she🧁 19 °❀.ೃ࿔*clown pup themcel

[teacupnoel]

digital diary 🧁 [PINNED INTRO]

noë | they/she/any | 19 ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

420 friendly! + 🥂

About mee🐾 (<— click me)

girlboy pup ~ autistic ~ ao3 reader

-Special interest !🍪

stardew valley {elliott, alex}

mlp {pinkie pie, spike}

queer media

clowns

weed

-youtube

{rhett and link, shane dawson (i do not support him its just a hyperfixation on his old videos), drew monson, kubscouts}

-horror movies/shows

{scream 1996, the long walk, the substance, lisa frankenstein, goosebumps, the haunting hour, my babysitters a vampire, etc ; letterboxd @goregutslut }

-kin list

{fozzie, pinkie pie, strawberry shortcake, annoying orange, fred figglehorn}

-TAGS

#yapper noe- random post, mostly shit posting

#stoner noe- all things related to weed, all weed related post will also be tagged with #cw weed

#ask noe- all ask me’s will fall under this

#little noe + #puppy noe- all regression related post! Which will ALWAYS be sfw!

#clowny noe- all clown related post always tagged with #cw clown

[their-bby-dino]

Honestly nothing makes me feel more regressed than sitting in the backseat of my friends cars like I get to have my own quiet space and then I get to hear conversations I can't fully understand or hear up front. Recently was in the backseat and my friends know how much I love firetrucks so while I was quiet in the back my friend went "Oh! Here comes a Firetruck!" And it went past us and I felt like. Five again.

[teacupnoel]

My clown outfit will be arriving soon, im so nervous. I have a insta for my clown but I don’t know how to hard launch it to people. So if anyone wants to follow its, sprinkzdaclown , i even made a strawpage if you want to know more abt sprinkz. Also if anyone thinks I should add things let me know!

[scary-caregiver]

Scary Godmother Stimboard

🔮 - 🍬🎃🍬 - 🍬🎃🍬 - 🍬🎃🍬 - 🔮

[teacupnoel]

Neeeeeed

[teacupnoel]

EEEEE I FEEL SO HAPPY 1ST TIME REGRESSING IN A LONG TIME ^_^ CHEEZ CRACKERS IPAD ND TV TIME

Im also baby baked im so happy

[teacupnoel]

I got my safe foods i feel much better now

[teacupnoel]

im closer to 20 i cant help but to feel like ive accomplished nothing. everyone I know from childhood/school is in college now, all I have is a passion for being a professional clown. i dont feel like im good at anything, it’s so discouraging. I don’t feel motivated by life right now. I just wake up , work , come home and sleep. maybe im just having an episode. I feel empty and lonely, very see- through. I told my grandparents that maybe id feel better with an animal back in the house (ive had esa before so i dont see why there would be a problem) but they are very against it. They feel like if I really want one then I’ll move out. And its not that I can’t do it , its that im afraid I’ll lose myself even more. Its bad enough im a stranger in this home, but living on my own would just be isolation in itself.

I talk but i don’t think many people are listening, I dont think anyone is at all. You can tell in my face and in my voice im not happy anymore. Nothing makes me happy anymore. But i don’t want to complain, I don’t want it to take me whining and reminiscing on the past just for someone to see me. To actually hear me. Im just a doormat to people , just something conveniently placed so you can wipe your dirt on. Something that at times is useless but anything, if it means someone can step on you.

I downplay every emotion or thought i have because I feel like nobody care which is true but the more I do this, the more i feel lost with the concept of myself. Constantly checking what and saying and feeling and if it would be appropriate or even worth saying out loud. Its a shame how much pity i have for myself.

[teacupnoel]

It only took forever but now all of my tags have new dividers ! Idk if I’ll go back and edit all post with all the new dividers but for now on ill have a more coherent layout

[teacupnoel]

Im going to be troubleshooting some banners to make posting under my tags easier!

[teacupnoel]

I spent 300 dollars on my clown dress and bloomers etc and woah , I’m so excited! Im trying to gather some motivation so I can draw out [redacted] the clown! Just not in an art mood recently. I’ve also been trying to perfect my clown makeup but ugh idk. I guess its a bit harder to form a look with my outfit.

Update on juggling; I’ve been using the scarves and those work fine but I’m not amazing at it. I also tried to use my juggling balls but i have a hard time catching them and throwing them properly.

I want to get more bubbles

And I’m going to try balloon shapes again because I do think I’m allergic to balloons but idk

[teacupnoel]

Sometimes i get really sad that there isn’t people actively trying to get my attention (romantically and or sexually) because it makes me feel undesirable,,i know that bad but I can’t help it.

[spoopable]

Summerween checklist!

☐ pool party with spooky floaties! ☐ Make a yummy spooky treat or drink! ☐ graveyard strolls or hiking! ☐ check out abandoned locations with permission! ☐ ghost hunting!! ☐ haunted road trips!! ☐ make a spooooooky playlist! ☐ wear somelight light but spooky! ☐ carve a fruit into a jack-o-lantern! ☐ have a picnic with spooky sweets! ☐ swim in the nighttime when the sky is clear! ☐ go camping or host a bonfire! ☐ Watch scary movies!! ☐ Read a horror or scary book! ☐ Make the PERFECT Spooky summer fit! ☐ Go looking for spooky antiques or halloween-themed items at a thrift store! ☐ Binge a spooky series! ☐ Visit haunted locations! ☐ Do a spooky painting! ☐ Tell spooky stories! ☐ watch some horror stories or podcasts! ☐ Do spooky crafts! ☐ Write something! ☐ Buy or use ghost mallows for s'mores! ☐ Bake an apple pie! ☐ Read by a fire ! ☐ take a walk when it's raining! ☐ Go to a fair or a farmer's market! ☐ Make a cool spooky wreath! ☐ drink some cider!

[teacupnoel]

I must do tis

[scary-caregiver]

Halloween Dessert Stimboard

🌙 - 🍬🎃🍬 - 🍬🎃🍬 - 🍬🎃🍬 - 🌙

[teacupnoel]

HAFF WAY TEW HALLOWEEEEN

[vickysnowpawz]

when you get this, list 5 of your favorite songs, publish. send this ask to 10 of your favorite mutuals 🌟

I got tagged in lots of these and look to all the people who have tagged me in them Im so sorry for not having done them it’s just that I didn’t exactly have time.

so uh moving to the tag game ( or whatever I should call this )

I don’t actually have specific favorite songs so I just shuffled a playlist i have songs i like and listen to often

Life By the Sea - Tubbo

Shifting roots - Blixemi

Freaks - Jordan Clarke

ALICE - PEGGY

Night Dancer - imase

I love all my moots so if your not tagged don't worry I still care about you

@soda-sprite @sunshine-snake @potatoanarchist @poppyz-and-lilacz @lilmushroom779 @cosmoseyekon @beanzdabean @nerd-alerts @ghghghostt @unablebagel

[potatoanarchist]

ayo thx for the tag g

SMG4 Movie: PUZZLEVISION (MR PUZZLES SONG - CREATIVE CONTROL)

Lights Off

Alan Walker, K-391 & Emelie Hollow - Lily (Lyrics)

Vera lynn - We'll Meet Again (Lyrics)

panic! at the disco - house of memories [ sped up ] lyrics

ok so I seriously did not know who to tag so I literally pulled up a wheel of names generator and pulled the names from there

photographic evidence:

it's literally all of y'all because I couldn't fucking pick for the life of me

so, it chose @formulaparkolympian @maybemarz @l-zah1ra @nicoscoffee @trafficcat @lmanburglogs @writingwithoutconfidence @vixiestarfrost @epichermesholymoly @lunathetunaaa

[formulaparkolympian]

Oooooh bet bet bet. Thank u @potatoanarchist !!!

My top five songs oat are these:

Lying From You - Linkin Park

Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park

Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold

Nothing Else Matters - Metallica

So Far Away - Avenged Sevenfold

Honorable Mention:

Lost But Won - Hans Zimmer (from Rush) absolutely An amazing movie about 70s formula 1

Here are my top ten sacrifi- mutuals 😅

@rose-thornzz @meerman28 @krakenstay29 @katarinaek @longlive-thegoatking @aliceverstappen1 @aikaisdyingwithstrawberries @annabeth-chase-enjoyer @c0sm1c-love @ace-of-5pades

[ace-of-5pades]

Thanks for the tag :)

my top five songs…

‘39 by Queen

Tomorrow is Closed by Nothing But Thieves

Take me to War by the Crane Wives

I Can’t Decide by the Scissor Sisters

November Rain by Guns ‘n’ Roses

@runawaysfromthepride @zianathebi @em-the-mushroom815 @psyche-official @ducknamedcocoa @loki-banana @multishipper33 @mintpixel @cainstellan @purple-dinosaur27

[cainstellan]

ty for the tag moot! Also uhhhh uhhhhhhh I’m a Libra I can’t choose only FIVE favourites 💔💔💔 IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER (because the order changes all the time):

sun bleached flies - Ethel Cain

fishtail - Lana del Rey

Be - Hozier

Dog days - Ethel Cain

why would you be loved - Hozier

no pressure tags! @smollilguy @babyimanal1en @ach1lles-heel @davidssdimples @evermorecatra @indig0bluee @p4tchw0rk777 @random-indian-girl @onebigcritter

[p4tchw0rk777]

OMGGGG TYSM FOR THE TAG MOOT!!!

had to go through my bangers playlist for this and theyre still not in a particular order but:

sad boys - dazey and the scouts

square - mitski

soft animal - the hotelier

the killing moon - echo & the bunnymen

flashlight - the front bottoms

no pressure tags (sorry if you’ve been tagged before) @tatelangdonsweater @lucretia-the-crow @teacupnoel @unstuffedcrab @infinitely-cute @againsthemachine @forgetful-clairvoyant @godsentangel666 @cherryredjasperr @eclecticelectriceccentric

[teacupnoel]

YAYAY TAG GAMESS

My current top 5s

Childhood - mj

Colors - halsey

Save me - chief keef

Legendary lovers - katy perry

Ben - mj

No pressure tag 🧁 @shnzywrld @annimosityxo @mylittleluckylove @k4ndiapple @fifitheflowertot19 @clownjuiceart

[teacupnoel]

I’ve recently been making balloon shapes (dog, swords and a turtle I freestyled) and I brought juggling balls nd bubbles. Im trying to get really good but I do feel discouraged, on the bright side I can juggle scarves so I feel really confident that I’ll be able to do it with balls soon. Balloons are super confusing tho, bubbles are scented!

[teacupnoel]

I hate working so much but I’ve genuinely never made this much money in such short time T-T I just wish I had things to do, I feel bored 90% of the time

[teacupnoel]

I just ordered some clown stuff, I’m so excited my hatch day is near!! Just struggling to find someone to commission a suit from, or at least a place to buy cute fabric. I have no issue making the suit myself but I’m such a perfectionist I feel like I wouldn’t do good. But again no place to buy cute fabric UGHHHHHH