Good luck with that, man!

I dont remember half the shit i post on here take it with a big fat grain of salt . he/any this blog is for me to be suicidal and horny . not much else

[tearfulcatalyst]

All I have in life is horror movie yaoi and masturbation

[tearfulcatalyst]

I wish i knew what was wrong with me so bad

[tearfulcatalyst]

I wish i knew what was wrong with me so bad

[tearfulcatalyst]

Always gonna be an absolute piece of shit

[your-local-feral-mutt]

Alterhumanity rooted in disablity (zooanthropia, psychosis, delusions, neurodivergence, etc.) deserves to be seen and validated. Shoutout to my disabled aletrhumans ! You're cool and legit.

- 🐺🍂

[strings-ofand-code]

I always think I wasn't SUPPOSED to exist as I am. I glitched along the way. I don't know what parts of me I'm supposed to be.

[cluster-a-culture]

suspecting stpd culture is convincing myself i subconciously made myself more schizotypal after finding out about stpd

[mediedits]

various stpd pride buttons!

[stpdgooglesearches]

how to see yourself

how to see real self

how to see what you really look like

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[the-fading-angel]

Something that's super bizarre to me (as a schizophrenic) is like...

How some TADC fans are sitting there like "Uhm, wouldn't finding out you're in a simulation like completely shatter reality?"

Like... Okay, maybe it's because I DO have simulation delusions sometimes, but... It doesn't bother me???

Like legit my reaction? "Oh, we're a simulation now. Neat."

I don't know, maybe it's because out of everything, that's one of the least horrible realities I could be in? Like oh, cool, we're in a simulation. Okay, so where's my digital food.

Is living in a simulation really THAT reality shattering to non-psychotics???

[userboxes-mostly]

STPD userboxes

[chartnumber3]

i am a terrible person to be around and to get to know and to even just briefly interact with

[tearfulcatalyst]

Idk no matter how much he loves me now its not gonna last

[tearfulcatalyst]

I hate these stupid periods of anxiety i fall into every week or so where i feel like i have to get hostile and leave everyone

[tearfulcatalyst]

I hate these stupid periods of anxiety i fall into every week or so where i feel like i have to get hostile and leave everyone

[destroymeinearth01]

If your least favorite person in the entire world isnt your preteen self, You dont get it

[limitlesslimbo]

Anyone else experience 'spikes' in delusions. Not like psychosis I don't think, but, something adjacent maybe? I usually have these beliefs, though I don't really think about it unless prompted by something most of the time. Just kinda knowledge I have. But, sometimes, I'd have these huge spikes in how much those beliefs show up. It pretty much takes over my life when it happens, it becomes all I talk about or think about with few exceptions. But I don't have hallucinations or anything. It can last from literally half a day, up to multiple months. I'm really confused about what this is, and possibly what causes it.

Some extra info, my first experience of this I can remember is 13 years old, dont remember how long exactly it lasted but it was at least a month or two.