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@technighost
TW: Vent
I feel like throwing up
I feel like throwing myself into the ocean
I feel like crying forever
I feel like my head is pounding and going to explode
I feel unseen
I feel unheard
I feel like I’m sinking
I feel like if I disappeared tonight no one would notice
I feel like I’ve never been good enough
I feel worthless
I feel numb
I feel empty
I feel alone
I feel like getting high tonight
TW: Very rambley vent
Nights are quiet and long, but the day feels the same to me. It’s all nothingness. I guess the difference is that I like the dark night more than the bright light of day. Yeah, it isn’t the best for my mental or physical health, but I keep staying up late into the early morning. I just sit and observe, watching, afraid to interject myself into people’s lives. It fucks with my head, but I can’t bring myself to say all of this to people. I just wait and wait for someone to reach out to me, to talk to me without me having to reach out first. I’m tired of having to be the one to maintain every friendship, I’m so fucking tired of it. I feel like banging my head against a wall, I want to scream and cry and ask “why do you never talk to me”. But it doesn’t matter. It wouldn’t matter no matter what I fucking do. I can sit in a voice call for hours, and no one will join. Not even a hello. I just feel like I fucked up everything. I fucked up. I love too much I guess, I care in ways people don’t want me to? I worry for my friends, but my actions aren’t what they want, even if I think it will help. I isolate, waiting to see if anything I try to do to integrate myself back into friendship will work. Everything is almost always ignored. What am I doing wrong, do I just go back to texting in the gc like nothing happened, or will they just ignore me again? I can’t fucking stand this. I feel like I’m crazy and just over reacting. I should just suck it up and push aside everything I feel for the sake of the status quo, to not make people more upset with me because of how I feel. Just bottle it up till I finally stop being lazy and make a therapy appointment. But uhhh it’s like almost 6 am, and I need to stfu and stop bitching right now and go the fuck to sleep.
TLDR: I need a lobotomy and electric shock therapy.
miku miku beam!!!! (its a shotgun)
i rescued painter yesterday… feels bad man… (my brother made a joke on how pa.i.nter is basically teto [which makes no sense] and i ran with it)
alternate/happy pa.i.nter below
Reblog In 5 seconds for good luck
this worked last night lets go for round two
I really need some good luck rn
I could use some luck
Reblog In 5 seconds for good luck
this worked last night lets go for round two
I really need some good luck rn
I could use some luck
it’s been ten years
its been 12 years
13 years
14 years
15 years
16 years
Loss is a dancing queen, young and sweet, only 17
Always so happy to see my fathers on my dash!
Play ball!
"One day, we'll look back and be amazed at how far we've come."
I got on tumblr bc I was into MCR and it "seemed like something an mcr fan would do"
What the hell guys
TECHNOBLADE IN THE GALLERY!!
The reception for my BFA thesis is TONIGHT! I’ve definitely fallen off of posting regularly here, but I will share process updates as soon as I have some more free time.
but HE’S FINALLY DONE!!!
Reblog In 5 seconds for good luck
this worked last night lets go for round two
I really need some good luck rn
I could use some luck
what I think will happen if I message my mutuals
the image was making me really sad so i drew the little guy being taken care of
Preorder are now open for Neru Plushie!
Smith Hioka (@hioka), the creator of Akita Neru (亞北ネル) provided the art for the preorder bonus canvas bag, and MICCHI (@swagamicchi) provided the art for the bonus postcard
Pre-orders end on April 26th, or when the maximum number of plushies are reached. The plushie is estimated to ship in early July.
Place your preorders here: pdstore.hikukastel.net
that one scene in hotel transmasculine where that guy shows Mavis the first sunrise she’s ever seen while making sure she doesn’t get burnt invented vampire/human romance actually like twilight could NEVER
Hotel transmasculine
The notes on this are fantastic by the way
