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sorry I've been absent from here and not posting art

tumblr rules suck and i also want to die al the time lol hope everyone's well

I miss nurseydex (colored quick doodle so y’all know I’m alive)

#nurseydex #derek nursey nurse #william pointdexter #omgcp #omgcp art #nurseydex art #art #digital art #doodle #my art #procreate #artists on tumblr

what?? I love garbage.. (runaan and gren and just runaan)

#slightly nsfw #pls let gren save runaan so they can escape vieren together and fall in love :)#runaan #gren #the dragon prince #tdp #gren tdp #runaan tdp #art #fanart

i binged the dragon prince on netflix and i love every singe character in it except for vieren.

#mainly gren and runaan bcs I'm gay #but also amaya and rayla and soren and ezran.. and everyone #the dragon prince #gren tdp #gren #fanart #art #digital art #procreate

i doodled tree bros kissing instead of drawing connor and miguel like i planned

#i still haven't read the book bcs i had school stuff but i'm starting tomorrow #i flipped through the connor pages and i already know it's gonna destroy me #connor murphy #evan hansen #tree bros #convan #deh art #dear evan hansen #art #doodle #digital art #procreate

person: I'll be there for you even if i have to physically stop you from trying to kill yourself

me: thank you yes okay

person, when i actually show suicidal signs: i can't be there for you it's too much negativity and my anxiety is acting up today so I'm taking a day for myself when I'll ignore you

#ignore me #I'm high #evwn tho i was drunk all weekend..#i keep digging through this shit and the rest of my mental baggage even tho i know it doesn't help #whatever #I'm gonna buy more weed soon and ***#text #not art #i can't tweet this and I've already complained to the only 2 other people i talk to #so pls #it's fine #tw suicide

I got my first shot of the dude juice today!! After 2 and a half years of struggles and awful experiences and waiting!! Can’t wait for what my second puberty has in store.

#mine #art #digital art #character design #me #self portrait #trans #gay #ftm #testosterone #starting t

Murphy siblings trick or treating 🧛🏻‍♂️🙎🏻‍♀️🎃

#idk how to draw girls so zoe looks... bad #and in general i hate the way this looks but eh #digital art #connor murphy #zoe murphy #halloween #digital inktober #deh #dear evan hansen #deh art #fanart #mine

does anyone who follows me here want me to post a summary of my trip to nyc, seeing deh and bmc, and meeting the deh cast and maybe post my pictures?? i don't want to annoy anyone since this is primarily an art blog but if you're interested maybe like this or shoot me an ask :')

#not art #text #deh

More Connor. Unsurprisingly.

#mine #art #digital art #dear evan hansen #connor murphy #artists on tumblr #deh #tree bros #deh art #mike faist #alex boniello #broadway

Tree bros doodle i did while I’m getting used to drawing in Procreate 🤷🏻‍♂️ I’m actually seeing deh tomorrow and I can’t wait!!!

#idk who theyre supposed to look like #probably a weird hybrid of alex amd mike and mlb and ben lol #mine #art #digital art #dear evan hansen #my art #connor murphy #tree bros #deh art #evan hansen

it's past midnight here so yay to me unfortunately surviving yet another decade or whatever

#my past 3 birthdays were incredibly sad and lonely so excuse my passive aggression #not that anyone cares or will see this amyway #art #character design #me #artists on tumblr #meet the artist #birthday #broadway #deh #bmc #gay #ftm #trans

this is officially the 100th drawing of connor murphy I've done.

what's more important though, is that it also happens to be the world suicide prevention day today. it's probably not surprising considering how much i've been saying connor murphy is relatable to me, but i've been really really struggling with my mental health for the past 5 years, although it's taken a big turn for worse this year. it feels incredibly draining when every second you're awake brings you pain, when it feels like your emotions are out of control, and you keep acting out on your family and friends, pushing them further away from you. please, check if your friends are okay, be patient if they're not, be grateful if they are. be kind even if your brain is screaming at you to lash out, respect people, donate to mental health charities if you can and fight for the betterment of your local mental health support systems that are sadly still failing so many of us. ♥️

#my art #depression #mental health #world suicide prevention day #suicide awareness #connor murphy #dear evan hansen #deh #art #deh art #digital art #mike faist #tree bros #character design

in the words of a very wise man, alex boniello: shit up will roland

(will roland is cute when he smiles and his hair is down but you never heard it from me)

#mine #my art #deh #dear evan hansen #deh art #art #musicals #jared kleinman #will roland #jeremy heere #bmc #be more chill #digital art #character design

mlb and alex version of tree bros i did as a cool off doodle

#my art #i watched the stars in the alley sincerely me performance a while back and they were rly adorable ok #their dynamics and appearance but as tree bros...im soft #i love them #dear evan hansen #deh #tree bros #mlb #michael lee brown #alex boniello #convan #connor murphy #evan hansen #art #fanart #digital art

warm up doodle of dwsa moritz from today

#mine #my art #moritz stiefel #dwsa #deaf west spring awakening #spring awakening #daniel durant #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #d #doodle #fanart #sa

messy richmichael doodle that i might redraw later. he hold.

#mine #bmc #richmichael #expensive headphones #rich goranski #michael mell #Be More Chill #bmc art #they #george salazar #gerard canonico #doodle #digital art #art #my art #artists on tumblr

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