wanderlust ☀

Maryam. 24. Malaysian.

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Guess who got their life together!!!!!

not me but someone probably has

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Beautiful stained glass panels by Illumination Art & Design. Photo by Sean Michael Felix

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Beautiful stained glass panels by Illumination Art & Design. Photo by Sean Michael Felix

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Penpal wanted

Gosh it’s been soo long since i’ve sent snail mail letters and I just wanna get back to that. Anyone wanna be penpals? Preferably someone around my age (24) or older 😊

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[tediousthoughts]

It's been a while..

Honestly tho, I can't handle my life right now. Trying to make my parents proud by going to uni, doing tons of courseworks and trying to look for work during placement year. Doing a course on business and IT, I like it but my interest lies elsewhere. I want to help the community, that's my dream; to volunteer and travel, but the thing we call 'money' is such an IMPORTANT part of society and is needed for basically EVERYTHING nowadays. Sometimes it gets to the point where i just wish i was dead. I won't have to think of worrying about anything. I'm currently at the stage where i'm just awake throughout the night, feeling sad, crying for no reason and feeling like there's no air to breathe. idk, life is just soo hard, i hate my life. I used to be such a happy kid, where did that kid go? I grew up. that's it. worrying about my future, what would happen to my brothers if something were to happen to my parents. it's just soo hard and I have no one who knows my true feelings and thoughts, not even my family. They just assume that i'm some bubbly person with some anger issues, is paranoid and will be successful. Truthfully i'm the opposite; i'm such a pessimist, worrying about every single thing, insomniac and depressed. I wanna die but i fear disappointment from everyone i know.

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Jason Segel in Freaks and Geeks (1999-2000)

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details: mark tuan

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