speaks in circles and circles and circles and circles and circles and circles and circles about yelling about tears
heart and stomach flinging irregular rubberistic spasms and tears
contorted.shallow end of agony.can nicotine withdrawl cause vertigo?.weaping
guilty of not having wept enough
guilty of doubt
a desert of pale scorching light between us
guilty of thinking it is alone.guilty.an indeterminate quality/amount of numbness.give something stronger.give something to cradle.it is good for something it promises.and deeply
in tune with itself
so thats something i guess
and not enough
irresistible pursuit
like warm tar complicates clockwork
rot rot rot rot rot rot rot.salvation via repeated gentle exhaustion.hopefully
hopefully
a completely different game
unserious and crucial
shared
vascular
system
