Schrödingers Girl

a lonely friend, loving afterthought, and devoted creature

[tellingismysilence]

everytime you happen to see one of my posts just keep in mind that this is who's behind the screen

[tellingismysilence]

I'm not a fairy. I'm not an angel. I am an invertebrate. Soft bodied and spineless, teetering on the edge of a crack in the pavement...

[tellingismysilence]

I don't have a fight or flight response. My body has developed the ability to automatically shape-shift into any inanimate object of choice.

[marsargo]

...

[tellingismysilence]

I quite enjoy talking to myself

[tellingismysilence]

I never know what to do with myself

[garadinervi]

John Giorno, Dial-A-Poem, (recordings of 200 poems by 80 poets, four telephones; original answering machine, telephone, reel-to-reel tape recorders, and microphone; printed and handwritten ephemera), 1968/2012 [MoMA, New York, NY. © The Estate of John Giorno]

[tellingismysilence]

I didn't think it was possible for a person to hold themselves to such unachievable standards while also somehow simultaneously doing nothing to uphold oneself to said standards

[tellingismysilence]

does anyone wanna b friends and confess our deepest darkest secrets to each other like we're huddled around a campfire

[tellingismysilence]

all my problems are shamefully superficial and entirely self-inflicted but nevertheless this snake will continue to feast upon itself...

[tellingismysilence]

Girl's just wanna be covered in blood!!!

[tellingismysilence]

ready to have my Holden Caulfield winter (plagued by an inexorable sense of guilt and grief, experiencing sudden bouts of existentialism, using my impeccable sense of humor and ill-timed sarcasm as a suit of armor anytime I find myself uncomfortable with confrontation or reality, and the casual urge to run away.)

[tellingismysilence]

There's something sacred about the ships that are so cataclysmically tragic they either literally lead to ending the world or saving it; no in-between.

Give them love or give them death!

[tellingismysilence]

Is it true romance if their fates aren't unavoidably destined to end in both the ultimate betrayal and the fondest mercy?

I mean; who else could possibly be more fit to plunge the proverbial knife, if not the one whose touch hurts the softest?

[sharlinefreire]

canon mlm rep be like "i like a boy..but im!?!? also a boy!? >-<??" meanwhile queerbaiting "if you die i'm alone".

[mediocreauthor]

"i couldn't throw away this life that you saved" without even seeing Hachi for years... this wasn't even queerbaited we were queerhunted. queersnipered.

[tellingismysilence]

a girl could dream

[wallywallywallyworld]

shipping guts and griffith in berserk after reading the eclipse is like shipping hachi and takumi in nana after finding out he's a cheater.