WengderLust

I didn't care, I don't care, I won't care.

[theambitiouswoman]

Not all habits align with your goals. Some will absolutely lead you off your path. Stay intentional—choose habits that reflect the future you want, not just the comfort of your present.

Your interests shape your habits, which in turn shape your future. Where attention goes, energy flows.

Very simple advice but most don’t seem to “get it”.

[cultcieht]

[treygotguap]

Got this crazy faith that everything gon work out for me

[stuckinapril]

[thoughtkick]

“Let it hurt. Let it bleed. Let it heal. And let it go.”

— Nikita Gill

[theambitiouswoman]

You spend 100% of your life with yourself. Your first priority should be to love and impress yourself with your heart, mindset, talents, behavior & intelligence.

[weirdgirlvampire]

again and again and again and again

[roseforviolet]

[escuerzoresucitado]

[tem-per-ance]

Mini kwento

Last June(2024) nag stay ako one month sa Korea kasi nga naging fan ako ng BTS eh anniversary nila yon so I opted to stay long kasi I am working din naman non so breakeven sa gastos(justify pa).

Met some friends tapos gusto nila makainan yung mga restaurants na nakainan ng BTS. The first Restaurant na pinuntahan namin na related sa BTS yung sa may Gangnam area (97 liner Restaurant) basta I forgot the name. Anyways we went there ng hapon first meal namin and we really intend to eat a lot kaso pag dating namin, need namin mag wait for a table edi we waited outside the resto tapos may dumating na guy na naka maybach na car and may driver tapos pag pasok nila may seat sila agad. And I was like Okay baka nagpareserve beforehand he is with her jowa (saw the signs na for gf things) then I think while the staff are setting their table up sa back part ng resto the girl wanted to use the restroom. And since we are still waiting for a table for us the staff instructed us to sit sa may front part nung resto sa likod mismo nung car nung guy na dumating. The thing is habang nakaupo ako doon yung CR is nasa harap namin ang papasok doon so he was waiting for the girl at that area. Now I look upon him and I then knew artista siya ng SoKor watched him somewhere and since sobrang forgetful ko nga ng names I can’t remember then I told my friend quietly na “Sis Artista yon diba” tapos she looked at him then sabi niya parang. I am hundred percent sure na artista siya talaga pero I let that slide, tapos etong friend ko nung palabas na yung guy and girl sa may CR she was holding the phone sa tapat ng resto. I really though she was taking a pic of them and I said to her “hoyy pinipicturan mo ba sila”? Sabi niya sakin hindi edi sabi ko okay pinipicturan niya lang daw tapat ng resto.

But afterwards the guy approached us and said “jogiyo delete” we are shookt. At that time I was laughing na kasi akala ko nga din pinipicturan niya since nung pagtapat nung guy at girl sa front ng resto naka phone up talaga siya. Nagtatawanan nalang kami then lumapit nga. While they are talking tinitigan koyung guy and I knew I watched him somewhere tapos hindi namin siya kilala back then huhuhu. My friend felt offended but we are in the area na so I forced her to eat na sa Resto partly because gutom na gutom na ako at first meal of the day ko yon.

Since we are bothered kung sino ba talaga yung guy, nag ask ako sa staff but they did not answer. Then she described the face to one of her friends and the friend said si Nam Joo Hyuk daw yoon, I know back then that it is not him but since I don’t know kung sino nga. I just let it slide. Back then we are thinking na ah baka kaya pinapadelete is because may girl na kasama and dating if actor ka in SK is really something. So ayon anyways I also saw Boo Seungkwan in Korea outside the baseball stadium and he was nice but I remembered his name lang nung medyo malayo na siya sakin. Hahaha

Now as I am writing this few months after. I saw the guy in one of my mom’s kdrama na she is watching and fuck I am really convinced na si Lee Jung-Shin yung nakita namin non. Told this to my friend pero si Nam Joo Hyuk daw talaga. Pero I know na si Lee Jung-Shin talaga nakita namin HAHAHAHA. Ipilit ko to, ngayon ang naisip ko is to look for his signature doon sa resto if I ever come back at hindi din naman ako masyado nasarapan sa food HAHAHAHA.

Man those two artists look alike alot kasi. HAHAHAHA ANYWAYS BYE. Putting this story here because I might forget it anyways. Look at the photo below, I don’t know how I end up searching it but yeah.

[thoughtstherapy]

[godsopenwound]

If your parents didn’t know how to hold you, you develop the mind you hold yourself with, so you find safety in this mind that you created. So the human mind, the ordinary egoic mind, is basically a defensive structure. It’s, in significant ways, a response to pain, it’s designed to keep you from experiencing pain, it’s worried and anxious and it’s defensive, so when it comes to change and vulnerability the mind wants to defend against it. It comes out of fear, which comes out of childhood experience where the pain that you had wasn’t held, and therefore you develop these mind structures to keep you from experiencing it, and one of them is clearly addiction.

— Dr. Gabor Maté

[classycookiexo]

[tem-per-ance]

One year ko na pinu-put off pagtapos sa mba ko. Omg, I don’t know if I will enroll it this semester lol, I just need to finish the defense and the paper but I don’t know how to fucking do it? Like, I’m lost.

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[tem-per-ance]

Welppp! how do I tell my Mom that I extended my stay in South Korea for another 2 weeks???

I told her, I’ll just be here for two weeks 😅

Also, I am randomly seeing k-actors and k-idols. Saw Nam Joo Hyuk? Not sure if it is him but he approached us, the guy looks like an artist jinja. Then saw Boo Seungkwan outside Seoul Stadium, called him and he is nice! No I don’t take pictures with them unless it’s Yoongi lol 🤗

This trip is very eventful, good and bad things happened but nevertheless still grateful and happy 💜💜💜

[expensiveity]

Walking into June with a prayer & a plan. Thank you God for another month.💛