⋆࿐໋ ݁ pairing: bf!na hwajin x sunshine gf!reader (no specific facial features or body type mentioned suitable for everyone)
⋆࿐໋ ݁ warnings: fluff, tons of fluff, kisses, a lil bit angst like a pinch, a lil bit suggestive, domestic life, gayun doesn’t exist in this universe BUT WE LOVE HER!! no gayun hate
⋆࿐໋ ݁ authors note: i’ve been writing this for the past weeks and im absolutely hooked on this man. KIM MUYEOL THE MAN YOU ARE im not used to writing for hwajin so might be a lil ooc and i haven’t written in a while as well
˖⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who never really understood what people meant when they said someone “lights up a room” until you. The way your voice carries before he even sees you, the way conversations around you become slightly louder, faster, like people are unconsciously leaning toward your energy. He doesn’t comment on it at first because Hwajin doesn’t comment on things he hasn’t fully analyzed. But he’s aware, always aware; somewhere between observing and understanding, he realizes he's starting to seek it out. Seeking out you.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who is initially confused by how you can be so consistently bright without it being an act. He’s spent his life reading people who perform emotions, students trying to avoid punishment, adults masking guilt, authority figures pretending concern. So when you’re smiling for no reason, humming while tying your shoes, waving at strangers like you’ve known them forever. He quietly watches you for patterns. Does your mood depend on the environment? Sleep? Social validation? But there’s no hidden variable. You’re just like that.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who absolutely has bratty, cheeky moments where he acts difficult on purpose just to see how you’ll react. He’ll make you repeat yourself, pretend he didn’t hear you. If you're shorter than him, he'll purposefully stand tall to his full height to make you work for the kiss, giving you that infuriatingly panty dropping attractive smirk as you jump up or stand on your tippy toes to get a kiss. If you are taller (or as tall as him), he will annoy you by kissing you everywhere but your lips, causing you to pout. But he loves you too much to keep the teasing going for too long, the way you flutter your eyelashes at him or pout your lips just perfectly to persuade him to give in. God, he’s down bad for you.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who loves that you're naturally clingy because it means he never has to wonder if you're comfortable around him. The first few times you randomly loop your arms around his waist while he's making coffee or rest your chin on his shoulder while he's reading through paperwork, he just chuckles and goes, "Can't stay away for five minutes, huh?" But after a while, he starts unconsciously waiting for it. If you're in the kitchen, he somehow ends up standing close enough that you'll naturally lean against him. If you're watching TV, his arm is already stretched across the back of the couch because he knows exactly where you're about to curl up.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who is honestly just as physically affectionate as you are once you're dating. He's constantly finding excuses to touch you. His hand naturally settles on your lower back while walking through crowds, he'll absentmindedly play with your fingers while you're talking, he'll smooth your hair back after the wind messes it up, he’ll pull you down to sit on his lap any chance he gets if you walk by, and if you're sitting beside him, one of his legs is almost always pressed against yours. He’ll always instinctively reach for you without thinking. If you’re waiting in line, he's gently rubbing circles across your knuckles while the two of you chat, or pressing kisses on your head. Walking somewhere? Your fingers are laced together so naturally that neither of you remembers who reached first anymore. Physical touch becomes second nature between the two of you.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who absolutely melts when you greet him with one of your ridiculously enthusiastic hugs after he's had a long day. A hug where you wrap your entire body around him, jumping into his arms with your legs wrapped around his waist as his muscular arms effortlessly catch your weight, something that deeply comforts him. He'll laugh the second you nearly tackle him through the front door, catching you before you can knock both of you over. "You trying to break my ribs, honey?" he'll tease, smiling despite himself, while hugging you back just as tightly because he missed you more than ever.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who celebrates your birthday like it's one of the most important days of the year, because to him it is. You're important to him. He remembers things you've mentioned months ago, plans the day around what would genuinely make you happiest, and somehow manages to surprise you even though you swear you're impossible to surprise. Watching you beam over something as simple as your favorite cake or a thoughtful gift honestly becomes his favorite part of the day. He spends most of it smiling at you more than anything else.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who never forgets anniversaries or special dates. You jokingly ask if he has them written down somewhere, and he just looks at you like you've insulted him. "I don't need to." Of course he doesn't. This is the same man who remembers tiny inconsistencies in people's stories for work. You really think he'd forget the day you became his girlfriend?
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who is incredibly protective without ever making you feel controlled. He trusts you completely. But if someone ignores your "no," gets too close, or refuses to respect your boundaries after you've made yourself clear? That's where his boundary begins. He steps in calmly, positioning himself between you and them. His voice stays level, but the warmth disappears completely. "She said no." That's usually enough. If it isn't... well, he's never been afraid to handle people who mistake kindness for weakness.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who absolutely adores how expressive you are. You gasp dramatically at cute dogs. You clap when you're excited. You bounce on your toes when you're happy. Half the time he isn't even listening to what you're saying anymore because he's too busy smiling at how animated you are. Sometimes he has the overpowering urge to kiss you silly because you are so precious; he'll interrupt you with a whispered 'excuse me' before cupping your face in his big hands and pressing the sweetest and most loving kiss to your lips, leaving you stunned. When he leans back and smiles and encourages you to continue speaking, you just stare at him with your mouth open, like a fish out of water, for all thoughts have fled your brain and you need another kiss from him.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who has absolutely zero shame about asking for affection from you once you're alone. He won't say, "Come cuddle me." Instead, he'll open his arms while you're doing something else and simply raise an eyebrow. You immediately grin because you know exactly what that means. "Need attention?" you tease. "Didn't say that," he replies. Or if you've been occupied with something for too long and he can't go on without your touch, he'll simply pick you up and carry you to the bed or couch, slung over his shoulder if he's feeling like a little shit.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who notices whenever your smile isn't quite real. Most people don't. They see your bubbly personality and assume you're always okay, but Hwajin notices immediately. The way your smile doesn't quite reach your eyes, you hesitate before answering, and your usual energy is just quieter. He never calls you out in front of anyone. Instead, once you're alone, He’ll gently bring you into his side, wrap his arm around you, plant a tender kiss on your forehead, and ask, "What's going on?" Not because he expects you to be cheerful all the time, but because he wants to be the person you don't have to pretend around.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who genuinely enjoys being the person you instinctively run to. Whether you're excited, upset, proud of yourself, or just saw a very cute cat or dog, you're immediately looking for him to tell first. And every single time, no matter how busy he is, he gives you his attention. Because seeing your face light up when you share your world with him is something he never wants you to stop doing.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who never tells you he's had a rough day, you can just tell. He unlocks the apartment, drops his keys into the bowl by the door a little more quietly than usual, and before he can even say hello, you're already padding over in your fuzzy socks with the brightest smile you've been saving just for him. The second you wrap your arms around him, you actually feel his entire body relax. He lets out the quietest sigh against your hair before murmuring, "Missed you."
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who tries to convince you that the bruises 'aren't that bad,' only for you to stand there with your hands on your hips, completely unconvinced. "Sit." "I'm fine." "Na Hwajin." He raises an eyebrow at your tone before giving in with the tiniest smile because the two of you both know who's winning this argument. Twenty minutes later, he's sitting on the couch while you're gently cleaning the scrape on his cheek, muttering under your breath about how reckless he is. He just watches you the entire time, finding your little lecture far more comforting than he'll ever admit.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who absolutely loves when you play with his hair while he's working or just in general. He'll be reading reports at the dining table, completely focused, until you wander over behind him and start absentmindedly running your fingers through his hair. He doesn't even look up from the papers. He simply leans back into your touch without thinking, earning you a tiny smile when you realize he unconsciously sought out your hand. If you've both had a long day, he'll quietly lay his head in your lap while you're watching a movie without saying a word. Your fingers automatically begin combing through his hair, lightly scratching his scalp, and before long, his eyes are closed. He isn't asleep; he's simply comfortable enough to let himself completely relax with you.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who automatically reaches for you despite being asleep. You could fall asleep on opposite sides of the bed and somehow wake up with your back against Hwajin's firm chest, his muscular arms wrapped around your midsection, and his face snuggled in the crook of your neck, or Hwajin would be sleeping on his back, you sprawled on top of him. Ask him about it the next morning, and he'll genuinely look confused. "Did I?" Meanwhile, you're trying very hard not to smile because apparently even unconscious Hwajin refuses to let you drift too far away.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who can't help laughing whenever you dance around the apartment while making dinner. You have absolutely no rhythm whatsoever, but that doesn't stop you from dramatically singing into a wooden spoon while stirring soup. He'll lean against the kitchen doorway with his arms folded, watching your little performance with an expression that's half amusement, half complete adoration. Eventually, you'll grab his hand. "Dance with me!" Five minutes later, he's letting you pull him around the kitchen, both of you twirling and dancing with no rhythm, simply enjoying each other's company, sharing smiles and sweet kisses.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who never says no when you ask for "just five minutes." Five minutes of cuddling before he leaves for work. Five more minutes before getting out of bed. Five minutes of lying on his chest after dinner. Five minutes of making out with him. He knows perfectly well your five minutes usually turn into twenty.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who knows exactly how to fluster you after months or years of dating. You'll be rambling about something while standing between him and the kitchen counter, and without interrupting your story, he'll casually rest his hands on either side of you, effectively trapping you there for a moment. He isn't trying to intimidate you; he's just close enough that you suddenly forget what you were talking about. He waits a beat before smirking like the smug bastard he is. "Lost your train of thought?"
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who loves when you steal his attention because it gives him an excuse to steal yours right back. You'll walk over while he's reading reports, hook your finger under his chin to make him look at you, and grin. "Hi." He'll hold your gaze for a second before smiling that annoyingly attractive smile. "Hi." Then, before you can wander off again, he'll catch your wrist and pull you down to sit on his lap, immediately pulling you in for a passionate kiss. "You started it."
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who has developed the habit of greeting you with a kiss before either of you says a single word. You walk through the apartment door after work, still halfway through taking your shoes off, and before you can even say hello, he's already standing in front of you with that familiar smile. One hand cups your cheek, the other settles naturally at your waist, and he steals a soft kiss before asking, "Long day?" He also has a habit of absentmindedly kissing whatever part of you is closest. Your shoulder while you're washing dishes together, the top of your head while you're reading, your temple when you rest against him, your hand after you patch up one of his cuts. He doesn't even think about it anymore because loving you has become instinct.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who always knows when you're trying to get his attention in that particular way. You'll wander around the living room, where he'll be working on something, wearing one of your fitted t-shirts without a bra under it, causing your nipples to perk through the thin material, and one of Hwajin's favorite panties on you as you move around the room pretending to look for something. When bending over to 'look' for the object, making sure you're in his eyeline and stick out your ass a little extra. He'll watch your poor acting for another ten seconds before putting down whatever he's doing and walking over to you, bringing your back to his firm body, his very obvious bulge poking your ass, and immediately placing firm kisses on your neck as you lean back to allow him more access. "You done pretending yet?" You gasp theatrically, the gasp fading into a breathy whine.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who absolutely adores slow mornings where neither of you have anywhere to be. You'll still be half asleep, tucked against him, and he'll lazily trace shapes over your back while the room stays quiet. If you're both a little more awake, you would occasionally glance up at him before leaning up to press a long, slow, and lazy kiss to his lips, never being able to go too long without his kisses. Hwajin will eagerly return the kiss, his lips moving with the same passion as yours. His hands roam all over your body, pausing on your ass before gently squeezing it, causing you to let out a soft gasp. Usually, soft and slow make outs like this in bed result in a lot more.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who finds domestic life oddly relaxing. After spending all day dealing with awful people, coming home to you humming while making dinner, dancing around the kitchen in fuzzy socks and one of his shirts, genuinely becomes his favorite part of the day.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who will gladly carry your purse or anything else for you. He is a gentleman like that, and he will not allow you to carry anything yourself. He doesn't care if your purse is pink, feminine, large, or bedazzled; he'll proudly wear it on his shoulder or in the crook of his elbow. If you go shopping together, he will carry every single bag in those strong arms while still leaving one hand free to touch yours because he can't help himself.
⋆࿐໋ ݁ bf!hwajin who is a complete giver when it comes to love. He notices the things that make you smile and quietly builds them into your life. He'll warm your side of the bed before you climb in on cold nights, and he'll refill your water bottle before it's empty because he knows you'll forget; he'll slow his pace when you're walking together without either of you mentioning it. Loving you isn't something he switches on and off; it's woven into the hundreds of tiny decisions he makes every day. And if you ever ask him why he does so much, he'll look at you like it's the most obvious thing in the world.
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would people be interested in reading something very very long for na hwajin (from teach you a lesson) because that man is so fucking hot that I cannot stop writing for him AND THE FACT THAT THERE IS SO LITTLE ON HERE FOR HIM
LOVE the authors writing for him tho i love yall🫡
would people like to read something long for na hwajin?
i absolutely love how nikki is nearly always bathed in shadow (whether it’s fully in the dark or with a single light behind her with her as the faceless darkness). she’s quite literally become a shadow of her former self. no autonomy, no personal thoughts or emotions, just a carved image of what bear desired.
if i think too hard about nikki’s experience in Obsession i feel physically ill. imagine one second you’re just walking up to your house after a night out, and then the next, you’re looking out of your own body, but you’re not longer in control. you’re a prisoner to a terrible, unnatural version of yourself that only exists because of a choice someone else made. when you scream, nobody listens. when you claw your way out for long enough to explain that this isn’t you, nobody listens. when you beg the man who trapped you in this situation to put and end to it, to set your free, he just. doesn’t. listen. and then when you do finally regain control, all your friends are dead, and you are covered in their blood. because of a choice someone else made
I genuinely appreciate how obsession doesn't try to frame bear as morally grey but just fully leans into how deplorable he is. a lesser movie would have tried to give him redeeming moments along the way but no, at every single crossroads bear makes the wrong choice. when the customer service rep asks him if he wants to cancel his wish, he says no, and asks to alter it. when nikki, the real one, begs him to kill her, he asks her "if it would be so bad to love him", and right at the end, backs out of killing himself and tries to throw the pills up. he is the villain, not another victim, not a confused, cowardly boy, the villain.
