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what’s your deal? Why’ve you been flirty? Do you mean it? Were you drunk?

Why’d you tell me my sweat turns you on and that you think I’m cool and smart and sexy and stunning and fun to be around and you wanna make cookies with me then ignore me all the next day?

Did you take it too far and need to send me a message about backing off by ignoring me?

I don’t get it dude. When I asked for consistency? This is what I meant. This is super inconsistent.

I’m not blind. I’m taking all the good with a grain of salt bc that’s what you taught me to do. You taught me that your affection doesn’t actually mean anything.

It still felt good. And then it felt shitty when you took it away like you always do.

Is it just enough to keep me on the hook? Just wanted to check on my devotion to you while not giving me anything to rely on in return? You get to have me to keep you stable and grounded and I also just get to have me for that. It’s not fair dude.

What’s your fucking deal?

#lune

where did you go? Why is it so hard to stick to your word?

#lune

thank you. I needed that. I think that we healed each other’s spirit, in some small way tonight.

#virgil

steveyockey

affirmations they will not kill me at work today. it is not in my job description to get killed. if they did kill me at work that would be weird and probably not worth it for them

quakerjoe

gemstonesweetheart

I need either affection or attention or a baseball bat to the temple. Whichever happens first

literary-sparks

“Why don’t you use ai” idk man beyond the obvious environmental and “this machine causes psychosis and encourages people to kill themselves” thing I think asking the equivalent of a solid D student who is also a pathological liar if they can answer my question/do the work for me seems pretty fucking stupid

what is it about me that makes people treat me so badly? Am i so hard to love?

#lune