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— welcome to my blog! this is a semi-personal acc where I mostly reblog fan media of my SpIns and hyperfixations; post my own art projects; gaming photos; and overall ramble.

Lapis/Atom | ⚧️ (it/its) | 22 | Métis

- audhd + osdid - lover of freaks n' monsters

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fallout franchise; zombie/slasher/horror media; creepypasta; Identity V; L4D; TLOU; resident evil; Transformers; HLVRAI; steven universe; stardew valley; art/music/queer history; etc.

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[parasitecompany]

They want to talk but there’s no time, one look is all they get

[buggbott]

they're exactly where they want to be

[moetronus]

i think i know you . i’ve been waiting for you my entire life

ok listen Ik a popular interpretation is that D-16 would hate Megatron and I’m not against it, I don’t think it’s wrong . But I’m of the opinion that Megatron is D-16’s repressed power fantasy given LIFE .

Megatron is D-16 and ik that’s obvious but Megatron has the exact same worldview that D-16 did . D-16 thought “might is right” all the way from the very beginning, it’s how she justified her (implied) oppression . When D-16 got that big ass cannon, she didn’t change her worldview, she didn’t get introduced to revolutionary political theory, she didn’t say the word “equality” ONCE lmfao .

So if you went up to D-16 and told her that in the future, she’d be a warlord in command of an army and she’d have a sick ass cannon and she would be powerful enough to kill a (false) Prime . IDK if she’d hate it, even if you mentioned that she nuked Pax !

When I say Megatron is D-16, I mean that her resentment of Pax was always bubbling under the surface . It’s not that Dee caught Pax and Megatron dropped him, they are the same person . D-16 is Megatron and D-16 made the choice to let Pax fall . She felt guilty about shooting Pax but #shedidwhatshedid . Pax was shot by accident but that friendship was alr on the thinnest of ice .

On the flip side, I do think Megatron wld view herself as these two halves and loathe who she used to be . Megatron 12 am cringe flashbacks in the sequel . Convoluted self hatred .

TLDR: what if u turned into ur self insert alicorn OC from middle school . but u had to drop that one friend who u lowkey blame for all ur problems . yay or neigh

[rika-segfault]

Cutest little evil🐱

[birdsandcake]

Emerging from my burrow and chucking this out into the light of day only to retreat right back into the burrow again (I’ve removed his layers under the cut)

[terminal-hacked]

Can't stalk me now, asshole.

[terminal-hacked]

I wonder how many new accounts and new usernames my ex is gonna come up with until they just flat out run out of ideas/emails

[supppe]

full anesthesia is already preddy hot but partial anesthesia is just... woah.. okay they way youre still consious but dizzy from from all the medication.. even though you feel no pain you absolutely feel the preassure of tools and hands and everything moving inside you and touching you in places not meant to be touched. not to mention the inherent sexyness of a room full of people who dedicated their entire lives to learning how to be inside of you without hurting you right now. what im trying to say here is that im still riding the high of when i got my wisdom teeth removed under localized anesthesia. a very very similar feeling to losing ones virginity imho. thats also why brain/neuro surgery is the hottest of all surgeries. if i had the choice i would have elected to get my spinalcord surgery under partial anesthesia. but i couldnt -_-

[eebzly]

I loved you, little boy. I wish I didn't. / I loved you so much.

Happy late 2-year anniversary to one of my favorite games!

This piece isn't going the way I wanted it to so I'm leaving it here for now. See under the cut for older/the original concepts from a year ago. Slowly recovering from losing all my favorite brushes in CSP and PC issues.

[zuggy]

Act II screencap redraw! Putting scenes of this game into 3d space is a fun challenge, did a few of them earlier this year to practice perspective with 😀

[girl-of-stupidology]

Surprisingly gentle

[rilkean-robots]

my beautiful girlfriend and my stupid boyfriend

[contradan-etc]

Uhmmmm what the dog doing

[j-em-g]

🐕🐈

[vinndas]

why did I paint the meme doodle I did forever ago? The Labyrinth.

[kuttenberg-gauntlets]