Kuroo ignores you. Whenever he gets into an argument he tunes you out and ignores you, sometimes for a few hours, sometimes days, and the longest? 2 weeks. Kuroo has a habit of just dissociating whenever heās in a situation he doesnāt want to be in, especially if itās an argument, even worse when he knows heās wrong but refuses to admit it.
Kenma doesnāt spend time with you. He forgets about your plans more often than he likes to admit and itās because he games way too much. Forget facetime or texting because all youāll be hearing is the clicking of his mouse or he just replies late, sometimes he doesnāt at all.
Kageyama gets overly competitive. Everything to him is a competition. Did you get better grades than him? Sure, heās happy but under the mask of happiness is his desire to win. Tell him about your struggles and heāll always say āIāve been through worse..ā or something along the lines. To him, winning is everything.
Hinata is clingy. Not in a good way, but the kinda that is obsessively clingy. He wants to be around you 24/7 and expects you to show up to all his matches and doesnāt care if youāre busy that day. He constantly makes you neglect your friends and family in order to spend more time with him.
Daichi is overly possessive. He polices what you can or cannot wear, what you can or cannot say, and what you can and canāt do. Itās overbearing and heās suffocating you. He constantly has to know what youāre doing and if you ignore him or forget to reply to a text? He blows your phone up with missed calls and texts saying you betrayed him.
Sugawara babies you too much. At first, it was cute until you realised that he genuinely thought you couldnāt do anything by yourself. He pampers you too much and treats you like youāre made of glass, at this rate, youāre about to lose your individuality.
Tsukishima is toxic. He lets his anger gets the better of him and heāll say the most hurtful things, whether it be about your appearance or personality or anything he deems worth insulting. The verbal abuse got out of hand and at some point, the team had to intervene after witnessing one of your arguments.
Atsumu is dishonest. At first, it started off with plain, harmless white lies but then it became a habit, it became second nature. He lies about everything at some point, whether it be the people he was hanging out with or sometimes, to the extreme, about whether he won or lost a match. You canāt believe anything he says now.
Osamu doesnāt put in effort. He just doesnāt care about the relationship but heās too afraid to admit it. But you can see it; he gets lazier, stops hanging out, and completely stops talking to you. Your relationship ended without a breakup.
Bokuto ignores your needs. He wants to only the things he wants to and has no regard for you. He plans vacations on days that youāre busy either intentionally or unintentionally. Everything must go his way and only his. Bokuto never once saw you as a different individual but as an accessory.
Akaashi bottles his emotions up. He doesnāt express his feelings and honestly, it feels like youāre talking to a robot. One day it got too much for him and he just explodes 6 months worth of anger onto you. He starts saying words he doesnāt mean and brings things up that happened months ago.
Oikawa is overly critical. He projects his insecurities onto you and says the worst things when heās mad or irritated. He calls you ugly and destroyed whatever self-confidence you once had before you started dating. Your friends pointed out how you looked more exhausted after you got together, but you swear itās not. That is until you go to the extreme to change yourself just to hear him compliment you, your friends had to intervene then.
Iwaizumi is jealous. He gets jealous way too easily and doesnāt have any form of trust in you. Constantly gets mad when he sees you talking to others and stalks your social media. The moment he started to check your phone after you went to bed and you somehow found out, you left.
Ushijima doesnāt prioritise you. In his eyes, volleyball will always be his top priority, doesnāt matter how nice you treat him, he doesnāt care. When you start threatening him between volleyball or you, heāll choose volleyball with the most deadpan expression on his face. You know you could do better than settle for him.
Tendou never takes it seriously. He treats his relationship like a fling and sometimes will ghost you for days and leave you wondering if you did anything wrong. Truth is: you didnāt, you just werenāt exciting to him. He only calls you whenever heās bored and all his friends are busy. Youāre hanging onto a nonexistent relationship.
Terushima is unloyal. He cheats, makes it up to you, waits for a bit and cheats again. Itās a cycle you can get out off because youāre so hopelessly in love with him and you somehow think he still can change (he canāt). So you stay by his side like a kicked puppy. Everyone around you that knows looks at you like youāre damaged goods.
Hii!! It's nice to see you back, idk why but the notifications weren't coming in for the previous few posts :,< and yess there aren't lots of ushi fics uwu thank you for your hc!! College sucks for everyone I think hahaha, glad you're out of it and doing well now. Hope you find back your groove soon!
Hoping it will give you some inspiration; usually I get the plot down first (if essay taught me anything it's to get the content down) before filling up the description by looking at some drawing tutorials for inspiration. Weird but welp uwu it works sometime. If not i will copy poems or writings with a pen and paper to feel the vibe. Well, all the best to you!!
AWWWW TYSM š„ŗš„ŗ this was so nice to wake up to and thanks for following and keeping up with my posts (even though my writing standards have been getting more and more subpar) but iāll keep your tips in mind!! ā¤ļø
Heās such a gentle sweet boy and heās so attentive to those around him and he cares so much but he doesnāt know how to word his sentences properly so it might come out as blunt but he cares !!!!
i like to delude myself into thinking that toshi likes to take candids of his s/o and heās a pretty decent photographer! most of his instagram stories are just candids of his s/o when heās out on a date! its tooth-rottingly sweet and everyone kinda teases him for it.
He actually uses tiktok but his fyp is just full of sports and workout videos. not too keen of challenges and would never participate in a dancing challenge but short, easy ones are fine with him! i can picture him doing the wotakoi challenge.Ā
Ushijima is the type to buy things that remind him of you! if he sees a pretty necklace while touring in a different country and he pictures said necklace on your neck, heāll immediately get it.
He isnāt the type to hide his relationship per se, but he isnāt one to boast it either. If you date him during his high-school days, most people actually wouldnāt be aware. but if you asked if he was in a relationship then he would truthfully answer that heās in one. he just doesnāt see the need to tell his relationship to everyone.
i think if ushijima were to like a kpop group it would be twice. his favourite song from them? what is love for sure. he lost a bet once and had to dance the choreo, the team had a blast that day
if youāre his s/o and happen to play volleyball too, he would 100% ask you for constructive criticism. also, play! with! him! thatās literally the key to his heart.
slight nsfw!! people who say he isnāt vocal ummmm my mans literally screamed while spiking a ball during s3 š¤Øš¤ØĀ heās not the loudest but he does occasionally moan and groan during sex
not the type to get jealous easily, actually itās almost impossible to. ushijima just trusts you so so much and he knows youāre not gonna jeopardize your relationship by flirting with other guys and all that.
heās a reddit user through and through. He doesnāt post anything on it but he can spend hours scrolling through different subs. one time his favourite volleyball player hosted an ama and he may or may not have commented
my last life update was posted about 2 years ago, here it is. honestly i just read it through and like ...wow i was still so young back and had so many things in store for me.Ā
also updated my masterlist and pinned it! life update below the cut
tldr; became a kpoppie, finished college, might get back into writing.
am i gonna continue writing:
i honestly donāt know if Iām able to commit for a list of reasons. iāll write it out in a list form:
college made me dumb. i havenāt wrote anything descriptive in so long i honestly forgot how. I was reading my older fics and i was genuinely so impressed by my writing. all i can write now is thesis, reports and like idk analysis. college stupefied meĀ
my internship right now albeit not too stressful, is incredibly time consuming. Iām working 6 days a week and by the time i get home i honestly just wanna crash in bed, but iāll find a way
i really REALLY do wanna get back in writing and rekindle my love for writing and reading but its so hard to get the motivation to do so. its even harder right now because i open up my writing app and just stare at it for like, 30 minutes and nothing comes out. Iāll probably start small and write headcanons and slowly build my way back up.
education and all that jazz:
The last time i consistently posted updates on this blog was about 3 years ago, I was 16 then; Iām about to turn 19 in month and this blog has somehow stuck with me for the good and for the worst.Ā
2 years ago I mentioned that I just started college, I was naive to what the world had to offer. 2 years later: I graduated and just finished my diploma, Iāll be starting university to get my degree next year. To keep it short, college has been a wild, wild ride.
I had a boyfriend 2 years ago then but right now Iām single and exploring my sexuality. Iāve been through a rather traumatic experience last year with my second ex and I havenāt fully recovered from it yet. But i learned to accept solitude and independency: I love being single, itās freeing and immensely gratifying. Iām in a way better place than I ever was since I was 12. Iām happy now. And for the first time, Iām confident when I say that.
The friends I made in college in the past... well, most of them didnāt stick through the 2 year ride, except 1. Iām sure heās gonna be a friend for life.Ā
College sometimes sucked ass but I picked up some skills along the way. I finished my internship requirement back in March this year, and after graduating I decided to intern for my aunts company, which brings us to today; Iām doing well.
my interests and all that
To keep it short, I suddenly became a kpop stanā much to my and everyoneās surprise. I fell in love with BTS during a very dark time and their music was the one keeping me sane. I stan other groups too but theyāre my ults :) I also run a stan twt account and made more friends there. One of which I would call my āfriendā soulmate.
to be frank, i fell out of love with haikyuu for about 2 years and stopped keeping up with updates. But come quarantine this year and I watched season 4; needless to say, I fell in love all over again and I love that show more than ever before. The ending of the manga made me bawl like a 15 year old but I was so, so happy with it. The new episodes every week are the one thing I look forward to nowadays.
apart from haikyuu, i also fell in love with BNHA but the fandom on twitter puts me off a little so iām not too crazy over it. but bakugou <3
i also got back into anime now, and my obsession (read: addiction) is pretty bad right now! Iām close to watching a 100 shows now and itās really fun picking up new series. Here is my anime list.
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if you read all the way here, thank you :ā) this is definitely gonna be a challenge to get back into writing and honestly the sole reason why Iām back here again is because of the lack of ushijima fics and itās getting on my nerves but u didnāt hear that from me š¤ØĀ anyways im excited to be back, see u soon <3
By now, weāre probably aware of the fact that haikyuu!! is coming to an end next week. I created this blog during 2016 may 17? Iām not sure but iāve been a fan since the anime started.
Itās bittersweet really to have it all come to an end. I cried about 5 times over it in the past week alone because I canāt bear to have my boys leave me after they been such a pivotal part of my life.
The last panel of chapter 401 was more of an ending in of itself. Hinata and Kageyama, both on the world stage and both wearing their respective numbers as they did in highschool; its a nice end after 8 long years since the series began.
Haikyuu!! will always be something Iāll hold dearly in my life and will always be one of my favourite series to exist out there. Itās bittersweet but everything has to come to an end eventually
(Anon who canāt spell agahjsjdkd) or if we wanna get even darker maybe his mom was sick and passed away and he was trying to drown out those conversations D:
1.) I just realized I spelled ātheyāreā wrong in my ask and I want to disappear ahhh 2.) maybe itās because Iām a child of divorce and my parents has really had arguments and Iām projecting lol but thatās my headcanon too :( especially knowing that he didnāt live with his mom
awww anon iām sorry :( but i grew up in a smiliar household too. my entire childhood just consisted of my parents having a match of who can yell louder but if kuroo really lives like that then iām :(((((
Do you have any theories on why Kuroo sleeps like that? I do but there sad :(
people with weird sleeping positions like him are usually brought forward from their childhood so it probably is because heās scared of loud noises? iām thinking thunder or lightning maybe.
but if we were to delve into something darker than itāll probably be because of his parents. we know that kuroo moved in to the neighbourhood with his dad and his grandparents, but not his mom. so his sleeping habit could be him trying to drown out his parents arguing when he was younger
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