I put years of work and dedication to build up my walls. Walls that were meant to keep me safe and make me stronger. Nothing could hurt me. I kept myself protected from vulnerability. I wasn’t going to let anything in because every time I had, I gave up my everything. Being taken advantage of and told I was loved and cared about only to be hurt again and again. One day I decided to build a wall. Brick by brick. I began to focus on myself and becoming better and loving myself. I didn’t need anyone else because I had myself. I learned to love, care and take care of myself. For once in my life I became my own friend and cared for myself as much as I cared for everyone that walked in and out of my life. The happier I became with myself the more people that entered my life. I surrounded myself with smiling faces. Happiness filled my heart. Then there was you. You broke my wall down. Not all at once but piece by piece. So slowly that I was too distracted to notice. Our laughter covered the noise of crashing bricks. Your eyes consumed my vision. By the time I noticed what was happening it was too late. My wall was down and you were standing next to me holding my hand. My heart was in the palm of your hands. I felt more vulnerable than ever. I became so comfortable in your arms that I forgot to protect myself. My heart still so damaged. Something that should feel like love and peace and safety feels like a waiting game. I’m just waiting to be hurt again. I wish I could stop that feeling and just be happy. Since you broke my wall I guess I must trust in you.
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