Fluidity of the mind

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[thatavengedkid]

Greetings from the past! 2012 To be exact!

This post was created at 11:30 AM on March 15th, 2012

greetings from the past :3

[thatavengedkid]

:(

[iglovequotes]

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[thatavengedkid]

Theres not a part of me that wants to die,

But it's getting hard for me to see the light at the end of the tunnel when everywhere I look reminds me of the darkness.

[thatavengedkid]

How do you get past anxiety when every random anxious worry turns out to be right.

[thatavengedkid]

Just got massive anxiety because I thought i smelled like weed until i realized I was standing in line at the dispensary oops.

[thatavengedkid]

Please just let me be happy again. Please.

[thatavengedkid]

I just want you to hold me and tell me everything’s going to be okay.

[galaxiesfallenangel]

All I do is cry, hate myself and smoke weed tbh..

[ohheyits3m]

You see when my anxiety kicks in, I can’t control it. I don’t know how I feel or what to say or who to talk to. I overthink & soo many thoughts are just running through my head. I cry. I feel sick to the point where I might throw up. I always feel Stupid or obnoxious when I try to explain to someone what is on my mind. Most don’t understand. Who knows how long it lasts, a hour, 2 hours, sometimes it last all night & I get soo emotionally exhausted but still can’t fall asleep. It goes away tho, it does.. But doesn’t mean it won’t come back. I’m cursed. Anxiety is a curse, but I deal. Like everything else, I deal with it.

[dark-skies-and-blue-eyes]

*starts uncontrollably shaking* Person: hey are you okay? Me: yeah this just happens sometimes

[pollen8]

Physical pain doesn’t bother me much at all…but pain felt in my heart is very unpleasant.

Katsuhira Agata (阿形 勝平)

[storyofaborderline]

I know I’m dramatic and needy. I know that I’m nearly impossible to stand, but I just need you and I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.

[aliive-but-not-liiviing]

[handsewn]

Shout out to the people with mediocre talents

The people who can carry a tune but don’t have a remarkable voice

The people who can draw more than stick figures but can’t develop their own style

The people who have a decent imagination but no idea how to write it all out (or vice versa)

The people who can play covers of songs but can’t write their own music

The people who can dance with choreography but not freely

The people who can do sports but never make the team

The people who are good- that just don’t feel good enough

[fluohrine]

Love her. Love her at 6pm when she’s all dreamy and lovable. Love her at 3am when she’s all scared and crying. Love her. Hug her when she’s feeling low even when she pushes you away she just want to have you more closer. Kiss her nose while making her coffee with only two sugars how she likes it and tell her it reminds you of her beautiful and mysterious eyes. Read to her when she’s sleepy and tell her she’s the kind of girl authors write books about. Listen to the words she doesn’t say and hear every whisper of her. Grab her hands when she’s shaking because God that’s when she needs you the most. Let her cry, let her scream, let her break things, let her feel the lowest and then hug her, hug her and let her cry on your shoulder. Show her that you care, show her that you love her even when she’s mad, even when she’s down, even when she’s high. Kiss her slow while she kisses you with hunger, let her take you, let her push you on the couch, let her loose her breath while kissing you. When she says she doesn’t love you, tell her that you love her even more harder. And love her, oh how much she needs your love. Don’t try to figure her out, just be there and love her.

(via fluohrine)

[refiningfire]