Borderline Empty

[storyofaborderline]

It’s been so long. I feel so alone. I’m laying here longing for a home that I don’t know.

[storyofaborderline]

I know I’m dramatic and needy. I know that I’m nearly impossible to stand, but I just need you and I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.

[storyofaborderline]

Whatever

Nothing screams “I’m an ungodly loser” like writing five full pages in a journal, bitching about a man that will never love you more than he loves himself. And I don’t mean that in a “Hey, good for him,” kinda way. I mean that in a “He’s so goddamn self-absorbed and I hate it and I hate him for it,” kinda way.

But here we are. 4am and I’m fucking miserable over a man that’s not even my boyfriend. Nor do I want him to be my boyfriend. Fuck, I just want him to treat me like a person, but I guess that’s just *waaaayyyy* too much to ask for. But whatever. What the fuck ever, I guess. I’m sorry that I’ll never be good enough for him. I’ll always be beneath him because he thinks so goddamn highly of himself and lowly of everyone else.

Whatever.

[bpdsweater]

tfw you’re dissociating so hard that you hear people talking to you but you can’t actually make out anything they’re saying

[senseitive]

your mental health is a priority your happiness is a priority your self-care is a priority your existence is a priority

[lunarbaboon]

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[clubsprout]

tomorrow’s gonna be just fine. that conflict you’re having with your friend will blow over. no one secretly hates you. the world is not out to get you. it’s ok to feel stressed out. it’s ok to crack under pressure sometimes. you are perfectly capable of enduring whatever life throws your way. everything will be alright. you’re gonna be ok.

[fraeuleinrabenschwarz]

Tbpdfw you get really excited about something and can’t stop thinking and talking about it and then someone mentions one tiny argument against it and suddenly it’s over. Excitment or even slightest interest gone. No going back.

Like once I was really convinced that I was going to built a treehouse and decorate it with pretty curtains and flowers and stuff and then my dad said that I would need a permission to do that and boooom. Who wants a treehouse? Not me.

[istandonsnowpiles]

Can I make it any clearer

[subposting-deactivated20190116]

2017 mood

[jayce]

imagine not hating yourself

[shadowthephoenix-deactivated201]

Suicidal people deserve better than to be told the main reason they shouldn’t kill themselves is because of how it might effect others. Suicidal people deserve love and help, not guilt trips. Suicidal people deserve to feel like their life is worth living, for their own sake… for their own happiness, their own experiences, their own possibilities, their own future.

[br0ken-and-lost-deactivated2018]

THIS THIS THIS

[sheholdsyoucaptivated]

[kindsuggestion]

you’re not too sensitive. you’re not overreacting. if it hurts you, it hurts you

[dependent-boy]

to anyone enduring a depressive episode: it’s ok. you’re not being lazy or selfish. your productivity doesn’t define or devalue you. you’re coping. you’re doing the best you can, and that’s ok!

[toomanyfeelings]

You can be depressed and not feel sad or blue. Depression can also be a haze of sleepiness, distractedness/obsessiveness cycles, and a twinge of irritability that can be hard to recognize because you might already be a “fiery” person. It can feel like a lazy Sunday that keeps imposing itself for weeks or months.

[thesunandtheotherstars-deactiva]