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he/him || 17 y/o || Cis bi male || Latino I will not censor myself for your convenience.

[thatcosmicstorm]

This is a public blog. I have my name branded onto it. I reveal myself unabashedly. It's all intentional. And your ridicule and slander will never be enough to silence me.

I will not censor myself for your convenience.

However, if you're genuinely open-minded and curious about anything you see on here, go ahead and ask questions! Asks are open. DMs are also open. And hey, if ya know me IRL, I'm free there, too. I'd love to talk to you and hear what you've got to say! :D

Even though this blog is mainly about a few topics, don't think that's all I am! It's just what I choose to share here. There's so much more to me outside of this blog! Social media can NEVER show the full picture of someone's life.

Also, check out my likes page! There's so many good posts I encounter that I can't possibly reblog them all.

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[thatcosmicstorm]

doing exercise while depressed is interesting cuz you start out tired. you exercise. and then... you're tired. but it's a different tired

[thatcosmicstorm]

Daily Affirmation #1:

I am allowed to take as much time as I need to heal.

[transgumption]

Daily Affirmation #1:

It's okay to eat enough

[transgumption]

Daily Affirmation #2:

I am worthy of love

[thatcosmicstorm]

Daily Affirmation #2:

I will have patience with myself when I'm feeling tired.

[thatcosmicstorm]

Daily Affirmation #3:

It's ok to be sad or upset.

[transgumption]

Daily Affirmation #3:

Feeling good is not a bad thing

[transgumption]

Daily Affirmation #4:

It's okay to ask for help

[thatcosmicstorm]

Daily Affirmation #4:

I will continue living.

[cheaphalloweencostume]

“everyone is mad at me and they just won’t tell me” —> “no one has said anything about being mad at me and i haven’t done anything to warrant being mad at so if someone is silently fuming about me and not saying anything that’s their problem and actually quite weird of them and i can effortlessly move on with my life”

[cheaphalloweencostume]

this took SUCH a huge deal of unlearning because, like so many of you, i came out of a home where being quietly in trouble WAS the default state, and i DID grow up not just with the assumption but borderline religious conviction that Everyone Is Mad At Me, I Am Bad, I Must Exist In A Constant State of Attempting to Pacify The Natural Rage I Inspire In Everyone. and no it actually turns out that my family are the freaks . and yours are too

[cheaphalloweencostume]

“this isn’t true because i DEFINITELY silently fume at people in the hopes they’ll figure out what they did and apologize” that’s not good. you shouldn’t do that

“this isn’t true because the ex-friendship that traumatized me ended explosively after they were mad at me and never told me why” that’s not good. they shouldn’t be doing that

“i don’t think this is true because my current friend group is constantly icing me out until i figure out what ive done to upset them and properly apologized without being told” hey thats not good. they should not be doing that

if the peacefulness of your relationship with someone (familial, romantic, friendly, anything) can be destroyed by effective communication/asking them for effective communication, you have got to get out of there. if you can’t get out of there, you’ve got to throw away any ideas about what that person thinks of you because they have their own shit to figure out before they can accurately read anyone else

[thatcosmicstorm]

just taking this time to say I'm absolutely crazy in love and obsessed with my girlfriend ok thanks bye

[thatcosmicstorm]

Daily Affirmation #1:

I am allowed to take as much time as I need to heal.

[transgumption]

Daily Affirmation #1:

It's okay to eat enough

[transgumption]

Daily Affirmation #2:

I am worthy of love

[thatcosmicstorm]

Daily Affirmation #2:

I will have patience with myself when I'm feeling tired.

[thatcosmicstorm]

Daily Affirmation #3:

It's ok to be sad or upset.

[thatcosmicstorm]

Daily Affirmation #1:

I am allowed to take as much time as I need to heal.

[transgumption]

Daily Affirmation #1:

It's okay to eat enough

[transgumption]

Daily Affirmation #2:

I am worthy of love

[thatcosmicstorm]

Daily Affirmation #2:

I will have patience with myself when I'm feeling tired.

[thatcosmicstorm]

Daily Affirmation #1:

I am allowed to take as much time as I need to heal.

[thatcosmicstorm]

Imprisoned

Sinking eternally

An endless void

Rebar and concrete

My cage is constructed

Never leaving - what's next

The black sticky sap

Keeps me stuck

I try moving

Hours pass

Trapped - what's next

No light

Not a beam nor ray

Eternal night

My eyes now useless

Sight gone - what's next

My mind left intact

I run for miles

Vast empty plains

Feet broken lungs empty

Left to run - what's next

Unbroken

Endurance is the game

Unshattered

For I will persevere

Escape - what's next

Date: 7/23/2025

Comments:

I have some old poems like these where the poem has more personal meaning in the future compared to when I wrote it. Mentally speaking, I had no idea I'd ever get anywhere close to what the narrator is going through. I wish I had the unconquerable spirit that they do. They're going through the worst of the worst, and yet, they are unbroken. I look up to the narrator immensely. I created my own hero. Poetic. Literally. Lol.

[thatcosmicstorm]

Happy Pride Month? I sure hope it is.

[thatcosmicstorm]

Me: What's the term for when everything feels like it's too much effort? Internet: Depression. Me: What's the term for when you're tired all the time? Internet: Depression. Me: Ok, but what's the term for when you're constantly sad— Internet: Bro, stop. You're depressed.

[thatcosmicstorm]

I've looked up the symptoms for depression a dozen times atp. It's like I keep expecting the answer to change or something :/

[thatcosmicstorm]

Me: What's the term for when everything feels like it's too much effort? Internet: Depression. Me: What's the term for when you're tired all the time? Internet: Depression. Me: Ok, but what's the term for when you're constantly sad— Internet: Bro, stop. You're depressed.

[thatcosmicstorm]

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past[,] I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone[,] there will be nothing. Only I will remain."

Frank Herbert, Dune (1965)

[queerpersonwhodosentknow]

holy fuck. please people spread the word.

moot- @pansexual-frog-offical

and some blogs im following- @satan-offical @pukicho @laciffo-natas @sapphic-offical @homosexuality-offical

[trans-boy-thing-offical]

@ao3org @anti-furry-offical @autisimyfoxerronii @autisticfeministcranberry @aschermorgan @badjokesbyjeff @byjove @but-will-it-be-famous @bisexual-kitkat-offical @bleedingpencils @chickfila-offical @days-without-ai-ads-offical @duck-from-hell-offical @doxxer-offical @drudg30n @depsidiase @genderqueer-offical @gambling-offical @homunculus-argument @holy-roman-empire-official @hekate-offical @homosexuality-offical @isdonaldtrumpdeadyet @julius-caeser @justcallmedom31 @lycan-freak @lucifer-the-gay-offical @laundrydetergentskeleton @lemonade-offical @marblefoxarcheress @man-offical @mischievous-archeologist @normal-offical @nurse-offical @null-the-void-monarch-offical @nightmare107 @no-one-offical @offical-fanartist-offical @offcommitingarson @our-queer-experience @purplezrb @rubix-offical @raxlexander @raventhecrispy-offical @raynilikescats @stacys-dad-offical @snail-offical @sirsamueloflydia @satan-offical @isuggestrevolution

[isuggestrevolution]

breaking temporary silence to bring attention to this, my real suggestion is of course a bit more than calling, but in the mean time using 5calls.org isn't a bad idea

[thatcosmicstorm]

I will never understand why this much misery was ever needed.

[thatcosmicstorm]

No matter where you go.

No matter how rural.

No matter how homogenous.

There will always be queer people.

We will always be here.

Always.

You cannot get rid of all of us.

You cannot snuff us all out.

We will always be here.

Always.

[thatcosmicstorm]

[thatcosmicstorm]

The same logic should be applied to humans, too.

If someone can never be held accountable, i.e., no consequences for their actions, e.g., they're undeposable; then they must never make management decisions either.