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She/They | Furry | ΘΔ | Ase Transbian Just a crazy old shapeshifting fox witch in the middle of the woods

[firriapril]

The kiss that we never got to see

Repaint of one of my most liked paintings, for a good reason! Who doesn't love Michiru and Nazuna <3

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

Spiraling and Complete Disassociation™ Paused!! omg, I am trying not fucking squeal over this!!!

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

rant of some kind, i guess

ok, so for probably over a year or so now, I have somewhat accepted the fact that I probably have DID (among other things) the thing is though, I truly have absolutely no fucking clue how the fuck this shit works. Like, I can tell that, ya, I can tell that there are more that just one strange and scraggly little creatures up in here but I no literally no clue how to tell one for sure from another Part of this is kind of my own doing as I know that it is a good idea to try to write things down and track things daily and that hasnt been something that Ive put too much effort into doing, but, on top of that, I have tried a bit too to do a bit of research and look at what others experiences have been and havent ever found anything that fully feels like what Ive experienced and doing online searches has been, well, general google diagnosis bullshit, very hit or miss, and very generalized info articles that gives the most basic, watered down explanations of what DID is and not much more, which hasnt been the most encouraging Again, part of my lack of knowing wtf is going on is from my general lack of actually making the fullest attempt at looking and mapping, I hardily have enough energy or motivation just to simply do most basic shit most days, and thats on top of what ever other life bullshit is being thrown at me or am being dragged into, so I cant really say that Ive made my best attempt to figure out any of this (and possibly ironically, no, I do not really feel like giving an explanation of the few things I have noticed about this as I kind of dont feel like giving/tacking on that long winded explanation on top of this all right now, I'll probably (hopefully) do that another time though, preferably not at 2am but, who knows, more than likely I will)

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

i have a feeling im probably not going to end up saying a single word in the slightest for another while so im going to take this opportunity to say... Happy Disability Pride Month!! in all honesty, i had absolutely no idea this was even a thing until very recently but im glad to see that it is in fact a thing, even if i dont currently know very much about it

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

its almost the fourth of july, which means i need to continue my biyearly, wait... *checks dictionary (actual website not fucking google ai, fuck you google, give us our fucking dictionary back)*, why the fuck does biyearly have two completely opposing definitions that cant even be determined with context?!... anyways its almost time for me to continue my tradition of playing minecraft every over the top "get together and light a shit ton of fireworks" holidays (this one and new years), where I avoid all the loud and smelly chaos of the outside and dealing with my ""family"" and stay inside to play minecraft so... um ya

[aesungaia]

Everyone's Friend

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

Upsides of Having Sharp Canines: Can look like a cute but still very much feral wild animal Downsides of Having Sharp Canines: Accidentally become a hole puncher and give yourself a fucking piercing anytime you miss a bite or have a slight jaw muscle spazz while chewing

[katlovesshrimps]

Genuinely if you made me dairy-free mac n cheese, called me your daughter, and told me you were proud of me youd have done way more to accept me (allergies included) than I feel my bio dad ever has

I am proud of you! Proud of all of you for still moving forward

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

god fucking damit, why am i crying? wtf???

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

Im a very slow worker (plus I kept getting destracted)

Also, I decided to finally experiment with something Ive been wanting to try for a while

I primarily work in traditional media and have been wanting to try to make a physical line art and then paint it digitally Im obviously not great at it, especially as Ive never really done much painting digitally and am only working with a keyboard and mouse but it technically works

[uncleromeo]

if you don't do anything else today,

Please have a moment of silence for the people who were killed instead of freed when news of emancipation finally reached the furthest corners of the american south.

have another moment for the ledgers, catalogs, and records that were burned and the homes that were destroyed to hide the presence of very much alive and still enslaved people on dozens of plantations and homesteads across the south for decades after emancipation.

and have a third moment for those who were hunted and killed while fleeing the south to find safety across the border, overseas, in the north and to the west.

black people. light a candle, write a note to those who have passed telling them what you have achieved in spite of the racist and intolerant conditions of this world, feel the warmth of the flame under your hand, say a prayer of rememberance if you are religious, place the note under the candle, and then blow it out.

if you have children, sit them down and tell them anything you know about the life of oldest black person you've ever met. it doesn't have to be your own family. tell them what you know about what life was like for us in the days, years, decades after emancipation. if you don't know much, look it up and learn about it together.

This is Juneteenth.

white people CAN interact with this post. share it, spread it.

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

im bored, heres a random poll

Share a previous drawing

Temporarily open anonymous asks

Draw something (and share results)

Finally research that thing youve been putting off for an entire fucking year

20 random memes from the meme folder

Voting ended onJun 19

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

well, fuck i did not see this one coming

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

ok, fiiiine ill draw a lil fox in a witches hat tomorrow and maybe ill get to that other thing to but like, do i really have to? *stares at you with what was meant to be puppy eyes but is failing at it miserably*

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

im bored, heres a random poll

Share a previous drawing

Temporarily open anonymous asks

Draw something (and share results)

Finally research that thing youve been putting off for an entire fucking year

20 random memes from the meme folder

Voting ended onJun 19

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

well, fuck i did not see this one coming

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

im bored, heres a random poll

Share a previous drawing

Temporarily open anonymous asks

Draw something (and share results)

Finally research that thing youve been putting off for an entire fucking year

20 random memes from the meme folder

Voting ended onJun 19

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

I would absolutely love to see a celeste speedrun transcribed into sheet music With how few buttons there are in the game, you can assign each one to a specific note on the staff. The game is already very quick and precise in its timings and even more so in speedruns. Both of these things combined would literally just be the transcription of a musician playing the right notes at the right timings for a song. The real challenge of this (aside from either having to manually transcribe each input or making a software that does so as you click each button) would be deciding what notes to assign to each button, the beats per minute, time signature, and what clef it will be on (and likely a lot more). However, these are also the things that allow for the most flexibility and creativity when it comes to, well, everything about how the song sounds, while also being the thing that changes it from just being an assortment of random clicking of buttons into what might actually just sound like actual music (maybe with the exception of the time signature and bpm, and possibly the clef, assuming "an assortment of random clicking of buttons" isnt all it can be turned into). The specific note choices chosen would have to work well together for when multiple buttons are pressed at the same time, which will be quite often, even for something simple like moving in a diagonal, occasionally making a chord. Side note, instead of having each button being assined to a specific note like the individual keys on a piano, one could instead have it be far more like covering the individual holes on a woodwind (if that would even change anything, if you couldnt tell, i dont know very much about, well, any of this really, but woodwind instruments specifically in this case)

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

It isnt that you were born into a world you werent meant for A world you werent made for You do not have to change for the world This is a world that needs to change for others like you Please, remember that please

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

Random Horror Game: "...These creatures look human, try to act human, but aren't human, and it is your job to search them, question them, and find what makes them different from the rest and kill them, before they kill you..." Me: Wow that seems like a really scary and anxious game and- hey, wait, what exactly is this a commentary on?

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

think of/find a more calm song from a random game you loved playing a few years ago and then listen to it while slightly depressed in the middle of the night then, after youve listened to it once, listen to it again now, as you replay it, just scroll down a little and read the comments on it to be hit with a wide range of people telling stories of themes the song conveys, solemnly whispering tales of their lives and woes, all whilst the sounds you have nearly forgotten grace your ears, asking you, beckoning you, to just sit and listen, just once more

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

so far, some of my favorite ones to do this with has been from the breath of the wild soundtrack this game already has come to hold a special place in my heart ever since its release as it slowly become a virtual home for me, even for when i dont have real one that i can truly call my home even with the nostalgia aside, the atmosphere this game creates is a more melancholic sadness, an atmosphere reflected one to one in its music although i know it might be a bit cliche to listen to a song that is depressing while feeling depressed, it does still help a bit and, because the game has been out for, uh, quite a while (wtf you mean this game is almost 10 years old), there has been ample time for so, so many people to return to this wonderful soundtrack and just, reminisce yes, these songs may carry a deep sadness with their every breath, but the words i have seen spoken around them simultaneously carry just a bit of joy with them to its truly melancholic

[thatcrazyfoxwitch]

think of/find a more calm song from a random game you loved playing a few years ago and then listen to it while slightly depressed in the middle of the night then, after youve listened to it once, listen to it again now, as you replay it, just scroll down a little and read the comments on it to be hit with a wide range of people telling stories of themes the song conveys, solemnly whispering tales of their lives and woes, all whilst the sounds you have nearly forgotten grace your ears, asking you, beckoning you, to just sit and listen, just once more