Jaz's journal

Jazmin D' Roa - A poet 19~

[echoesoftheinfinite]

Made to love, but not to be loved; made to understand, but not to be understood; always the poet, never the poetry.

[thatflowerjazmin]

I will never understand these because I am my poetry. I cannot be the poets if I am not my poems. It is my voice most of the time. It is the way my heart aches in itself, outside me in somebody else. It is me in an abstract form. Different narrators are third voice but in the end they are more my children than anything else. I am the poetry. Idk

[echoesoftheinfinite]

Made to love, but not to be loved; made to understand, but not to be understood; always the poet, never the poetry.

[theburneddowndairyqueen-deactiv]

the very rare phenomenon of a volcano producing vapor rings/volcanic vortex rings. Mount Etna today (April 5, 2024) by Boris Behncke

[suturesque]

poem by gazan poet nadine murtaja—(nadine.with.dr on instagram) shared on ig by majazz project

[intricatecakes]

Nadine's gofundme

$26,567/$40,000 as of 5/27/2024

[troyandabedsnewapartment]

YOURS, JUST THE WORD AND I WILL BE THERE.

1. letters to felice, frank kafka | 2. strangers, ethel cain | 3. overture (1992), helen frankenthaler | 4. desperation sits heavy on my tongue, a.m | 5. against the loveless world: a novel, susan abulhawa | 6. a green thought in a green scale (1981), helen frankenthaler | 7. wife, mitski | 8. ruth 1:16 | 9. lush spring (1975), helen frankenthaler | 10. no exit, jean-paul sartre

[fandom-trash-goblin]

you live in a house of god; praying on your knees; and wonder why he never saves you.

on being unloved by god

credit:

Kate Cayley, “Lent” // in image // meriem evangeline, deus mortis // this pin // The Poet X by Elizabeth Acevedo //The Road by Cormac McCarthy // Mariners apartment complex, Lana Del Rey // the unabridged journals, Sylvia Plath // Heather O'Neill, Lullabies for Little Criminals// Akwaeke Emezi? // in image // in image //Day After Tomorrow, Tom Waits (it's a song?)

[heavensghost]

you don’t have to belong everywhere

[heavensghost]

you can get stickers of this here!

[sofiasgirls]

Sofia out and about.

[bambiali]

[feral-ballad]

Ama Codjoe, from Bluest Nude: Poems; “Bluest Nude”

[Text ID: “I crave. I want to be seen clearly or not at all.”]

[thatflowerjazmin]

Amy March, from Little Women, 2019

[annieroses-rant]

pseudo-pain

pseudo-pain

My room is never clean enough

My words never as good

And my handwriting is third grade chicken scratch

My hair is dry, my teeth aren’t white

I don’t do my math homework

And everyone wants something from me, for me

But what if I’m tired of trying?

Can’t roll out of bed

I try to do what I’m supposed to

But it doesn’t matter in the end

If no one sees the work that I put in

Does it even really matter at all?

Once it shatters nobody wants the mirrorball

All these years and all these tears

Do you think it's pseudo-pain?

What if this is all my best is cracked up to be

And everything just stays the same?

One day I won’t do it

I’ll walk right out the door

And I’ll run faster and farther

Than I ever did before

I’ll cry so hard that I can’t look back

At everything I’d leave behind

Memories rushing like rivers in my mind

And when I wake up

from a daydreamer’s nightmare

I’m left with the pseudo-pain

How can I sit here crying

when nothing’s wrong again?

It’s my latest affliction

It’s the pseudo-pain again

Lose myself in fiction

Just until I’m sane again

[mikefrawley]

Love Will Find You (Revisited)

I know you’ve lost your faith in love I can hear it in your wistful sighs Yet it’s as certain as the morning sun exploding daily in the eastern skies Have a little patience my dear friend love dances to none but her own rhyme It’s not over I promise, it’s yet to begin but maybe today is just not her time  While I see your sorrow in every tear it’s true that love cares for her own Remember I told you love will find you  and then you’ll never again feel so alone

[metamorphesque]

I need you to love me more, love enough to drown it out (mitski)

― Stevie Smith, Richard Siken, Ana Lucía Ceballos Cáceres, Emily Palermo, Katrien de Blauwer, Natalie Diaz, F. Scott Fitzgerald, Natalie Wee, Jenny Slate

[metamorphesque]

I need you to love me more, love enough to drown it out (mitski)

― Stevie Smith, Richard Siken, Ana Lucía Ceballos Cáceres, Emily Palermo, Katrien de Blauwer, Natalie Diaz, F. Scott Fitzgerald, Natalie Wee, Jenny Slate

[verystablegirl]

Girl you alright?

once a month i go crazy but overall my life is beautiful

[belladonnaofmelancholia]

[metamorphesque]

― Fyodor Dostoevsky, White Nights

[metamorphesque]

― Li Young-Lee, A Story