Organized Chaos

Sophia | She/Her | 26 | AuDHD | Bi Polyam |

[akindplace]

Laura

[demilypyro]

I think it's very important we never *see* anybody abstract in the whole series. We always follow the other characters as they *find* someone who's already abstracted off-screen. The closest we get is Jax nearly abstracting in her bedroom but notably that instance is interrupted when Pomni knocks on her door.

Abstraction always happens in solitude. It happens when someone is isolated and beyond hope, and then one day, you check on them, only to find they're already gone. The thing that remains isn't them anymore.

The suicide metaphor is... pretty apparent when you realize that.

[distractionsfromthefood]

[kaijuyuri]

i like how all cats regardless of species can either look rlly badass and cool or just incredibly silly stupid

[kaijuyuri]

my proof

[6qubed]

truly the capacity for Silly Goofy is within us all

[thenationalyrics]

My head is a buzzing three star hotel

Lights VI: The Spa (1974), Micheal Andrews / Blank Slate (2008), The National

[voidflower-xcii]

[therenobee]

when I see breasts

[katfishcomsfw]

i mean.. he didn't really have a choice, right?

[mysilent879]

[spoonfight7]

Apparently

[bluejaycespec]

I had to immortalise these tags, im afraid

[airprime7]

pomni isn't a woman, women are pomni

[mogegee]

"Jax, look, I know we don't get along, but I think you need to transition so we can start yuri maxxing the circus"

[adderall-juice]

me when they call my name at mcdonals (i am approaching the counter)

[blogspede]

here you go sir

[adderall-juice]

thank you

[sacred-portal]

[h2ooc]

[answerpancakes]

I imagine Jax can't take off her overalls for a while, so she'd have to get creative

[gaymaramada]

I keep thinking about Piano Jax.

When Pomni asked where the “real” Jax was, I interpreted it as an inaccurate observation; that all of the different versions of Jax were just different aspects of his personality.

I still believe that to an extent, but this one — the frightened, trapped, quiet one that only serves as background for the other personas — is the most raw, honest side of Jax; the part of Jax that, had he not let herself succumb to his fear and self-hatred, would have ultimately saved her from abstraction. Even after it was essentially all over, she still tried, offering Pomni a way to reach her as soon as he had the chance.

Jax wanted to reach out, wanted to ask for help, but his ego, dysphoria, internalized misogyny, and self-hatred continued to hold her back until the very end.

[telepathylove]

in the chillest possible way,

[my-dailydreams]

[i-draws-dinosaurs]

This picture is NOT CUTE

they are making her use Window 8. unimaginably cruel