hi

disabled, queer, cancer having content creator

[thatonecancergirl]

So, I'm dying. I'm terminal

[thatonecancergirl]

I made peanut butter bars and I feel like I'm an adult

[thatonecancergirl]

[thatonecancergirl]

Maybe it's getting better

Maybe it's been one while minute without pain

[thatonecancergirl]

I hate GERD

[thatonecancergirl]

I've had lung surgery three times (THREE FUCKING TIMES) and I'll probably have to have another one. But at least I have my pain team so I actually feel like my pain is under control

[thatonecancergirl]

Guess who's painting little hearts on their nails today 💅

[thatonecancergirl]

Scratch that, reverse it

(I will be having surgery tomorrow, no little hearts for me)

[thatonecancergirl]

FUCK, here we go again

[thatonecancergirl]

Guess who's painting little hearts on their nails today 💅

[thatonecancergirl]

Do I paint my nails for Valentine's Day or do I prepare to have a chest tube?

[thatonecancergirl]

And here I am still not knowing if I'm having someone cut me open on Wednesday or not. My Dr should have personally gotten back to me instead of me having to call the communication coordinator for any news (of which, there was none) I feel a bit forgotten about and discarded

[thatonecancergirl]

I do kinda feel like my life is falling apart a little because everything (like my whole existence practically) has been up in the air since Thursday. Hopefully I will be getting a call from the clinic today to know more but I feel so lost right now

[thatonecancergirl]

I could be having lung surgery on Wednesday or I could be notified that I have cancer in a muscle in my back... What is happening??

[thatonecancergirl]

Y'all I finish my antibiotic this Friday and I'm feeling really good

Like I'm actually getting better

This antibiotic actually works and doesn't have terrible side effects

And the only reason I couldn't take it first was because of insurance

Delay Deny Depose

[thatonecancergirl]

Feeling good so far on this new antibiotic, I'm hesitant to be excited about it

[thatonecancergirl]

Wait omg it's not as bad as I thought. I mean- I do have c diff BUT no more vancomycin which was really what I was scared of

[thatonecancergirl]

Fuck