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I had the best night tonight!

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God has bigger and better plans for me

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Do I scream slut?

I'm actually one of the nicest girls ever and I am far from easy. I'm not shy to say this because its the truth - I really am a genuine down to earth nice girl who is far from a slut........... I pride myself for this. So fuck off sleaze bags. 

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I love my phone

But all these annoying fucking guys who just want sex are texting off the fucking hook. When I don't reply don't send me another fucking 4 messages omfgggggggggggggggggggggggggg. Phone ima drown you. 

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Some days its really hard and I think about you ALOT. Other days its a tad easier and I like those days. They say it takes half the time you dated someone to get over them, therefore we dated 1 year - 6 months to get over you - 4 months down - boom so close! But I don't know If I believe that.... time does heal things though. It's hard to get over someone you never wanted to let go of but at the same time their actions should make you 100% over them and when my brain will finally let me realize this I will be one happy girl. 

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Fuck I hate guys

Seriously. Thought of turning lesbian but nope I'm just not into that. 

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Looks like your spending nye alone

Boom that's what you get! How does it feel girl. Hope your learning some harsh lessons. 

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Weird dreams

I have been having some very weird dreams lately and I mean very weird and I wake up and I'm like wtf. This is not cool they are actually scaring me. Sad part of it is that my dreams are more entertaining than reality at the moment... 

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Life is too short

So many people take life for granted. Oh I'll do that tomorrow. Oh I'll see you soon. Oh maybe next time etc etc... What if today was your last day? You would regret all those things that you didn't do but were going to do. So many people spend time holding grudges against each other when realistically we are wasting precious time. 

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Best decision I have ever made

I love looking back and being really proud of a decision I made. Then there are those decisions that I'm not so proud of but the majority of them I can just laugh at. Regret nothing. Learn from your mistakes. Move forward. 

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Never give up

Until you are certain with yourself you have done everything you can. Good things take time. Nothing good ever comes easy. 

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Closure

I need closure. Are we over before we have even begun? Just give me something!!! Anything!!! Why is it so hard. You are doing my head in. 

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The next move is yours

So in all seriousness on top of all the other failures there is a guy who I am actually really interested in - he is the first one I have looked twice at since my ex. I'll keep this short but I thought he was interested in me too - well so I have been told and he has given off all the right signals. But I don't know. It's going nowhere. We barely even talk and if we do it's because I have initiated it. I just wish he would do something, anything!!! So frustrating. Its like we both want to get to know each other and hang out but no one will make a move. I have made all the moves so far so its time he did. The next move is yours buddy. 

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How I feel about guys right now. ^^

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You fucked up mate

So there is this guy who I have had my eye on for a while and he has had his eye on me however, every time we try to organise something such as a movie, dinner etc he always has an excuse or will just stop replying to my messages. So today out of nowhere he messages me that he has the house to himself and really wants me to come over so we can hook up. Hmm okay just a few problems mate:

1. We have never actually met. 

2. I thought we could maybe get to know each other. I don't know call me crazy. 

3. I am not just some booty call. Considering I have never met you don't even get me started...

Like I get it. Some guys you go back to again and again and you have exes, ex flings etc but seriously dude put in some grafting. That's just pathetic. If you want a slut there are places for that shit but looks like tonight your just gonna have to pull yourself. 

I swear I know how to pick them. 

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Falling for someone you shouldn't...

Well more like just having sexual attraction towards them, strong sexual attraction. But you can never go there and I mean it. Suckssssssss. 

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This guy

Seriously just stop. I met him through mates on facebook and all he does is send me pics of himself including a dick pic. Like seriously dude. I thought that only happened in the movies but apparently not. Does my head in and you stop replying and you get 'Whats wrong gorgeous?? xxx' 'Send me a pic gorgeous xx' clearly no hints are ever taken. Get the fuck out of my life. Rant over.