She had known it was a possibility. Every day when she woke, Adeline feared that it would be the day the news would break, answers and closure that felt far worse than being in the dark — but knowing it could happen, fearing it, didn't mean she had ever been prepared for it. The news had only shaken her up a little in the morning, hearing that someone had burned the bowling alley down, and later, that Kayla's father was a suspect, but she had managed to focus on work and push her emotions down. A part of her even thought good riddance. She had, stupidly, thought that would be the end of it.
She was on her way home from the library when the third update came through, a knot tying itself in her stomach the moment she started to read. But when she got to the part about the bodies, the words stopped making sense, her eyes jumping down and lingering on the second name listed, turning into a blur of letters when her eyelids refused to blink. DERRICK ADALHARD. Seconds passed, maybe minutes, while she stood with her feet planted on the sidewalk, the words "oh my God" falling from her lips like a mantra. Our deepest sympathies go out to the families impacted by this tragedy.
"Oh my God. Oh my God."
Her phone fell to the concrete by her shoes, hands starting to shake too much to hang onto it, and after wondering briefly if she was going to lose her lunch or burst into tears, she found herself following it down, her knees hitting the concrete with enough force to jumpstart the crying. Choked sobs began to rattle her entire body as her nails raked the cloth against her skin, scratching at her chest, as if she could dig the pain inside of it out.