the crastle never left my mind

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[the-crastle]

Get to know me post

This is @ne-hny-patyk minecraft/mcyt sideblog

just-a-mineman → the-crastle

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I sometimes do memes. Sometimes I do them in Ukrainian

Personal info

Time zone: Eastern European (GMT +2) / Eastern European Summer Time (GMT +3)

Languages: English, Ukrainian

SMPs I'm into:

Hermitcraft (since s8)

Empires (since s1)

Outsiders smp

Life series (since s1)

Personal tag: #mineman's mind

Cowboy smp

Vampires smp

Bannerfall smp

I'm very lazy at tagging

[lexis-rae18]

(Refrence/Base below the cut!)

[ghostk0905]

‼️I'M NOT DEAD‼️

I kinda just... maybe forgot this account existed ;-; been busy with life and stuffs, yknow how it is. Might come back and post occasionally again, no promises tho!! In other news...

🚦HAVE SOME CRASTLE DUO!!! ❤️💛💚

Made some inked versions and copied them to paint in gouache :]

I want to see if I can make more while the series is on hiatus, at least I don't have to bounce back between more teams to fixate on ;-;

yes I'm also aware it looks like it says "Grastle" TvT

[thegremlininyourcloset]

things happened please give me a comprehensive guide to apo please

okay so!!

I think the core of Apo’s character and story is “what if you did everything right and it wasn’t enough”. Like, this might not make sense because Yes, she is flawed!! She does bad things! And yet it’s still abundantly clear that Apo is the bigger person, who’s been victimized over, and over, and over again. She’s the cathartic tragedy of wondering “if I was kinder, smarter, stronger, would I have prevented it all? Is it my fault?” and knowing that no, it wasn’t. No, you couldn’t. And yet simultaneously, her story is about reclaiming agency. It’s about clawing your way out of hell and emerging bloodied and broken but alive. It’s about never getting justice, and it’s about surviving anyway.

here’s some of my apo stuff, also:

insane ramble that honestly sums it up pretty well: here

analysis(ish?): here, here, here, here(?), here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here

relationships(platonic romantic and everything in between): here, here, here(?), here, here, here, here, here, here(?), here(?), here, here, here

shitposts: here, here, here, here, here, here

miscellaneous: here, here, here, here, here, here, here

[pixiecaps]

if theres anything an mcyt blogger knows how to do its endure

[pixiecaps]

[redstonebug]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!! the flight fan discord was joking about if the Academy had a GSA club and it spiraled into a bunch of silly hcs.

we decided Cam would found it cause he's just that much of an #ally but then would insist he couldn't possibly be in charge of it, so Water immediately steps up to be club president. Graecie is treasurer cause I think it's amusing if a.) she has prior experience from the Flock and b.) also because she grew up in the Flock she has no idea what any of the flags mean, she's just happy to be here.

[apocherri]

opened martyns episode 8 to rewatch nothing in particular and the video just happened to have been played until just before the apo/ren kiss and its truly like. wonder what i was doing last KDHDKSHSKSJSK

[apocherri]

really funny screenshots unfortunately.

[apocherri]

opened martyns episode 8 to rewatch nothing in particular and the video just happened to have been played until just before the apo/ren kiss and its truly like. wonder what i was doing last KDHDKSHSKSJSK

[apocherri]

really funny screenshots unfortunately.

[sconesalot]

champion of ares

[autumn4510]

Chef au cherri euuu…. And also volleyball au fanart… au created by @froggyjuumps

[sconesalot]

champion of athena

[uzu-is-empty-head]

Another thing my mind thought of

[ivory-frill]

i like how you added the scarring on the neck and the choker :D attention to detal is immaculate

[sockth]

Hey if you See This can you reblog this or comment on this with a character you headcanon as aromantic, asexual, or both. It can be canon it can be founded on absolutely nothing I just need more aroace stuff on here #yay

[harvestmoth]

cobble appleg...........

[thegremlininyourcloset]

did I ever mention how much I love the appletree bite scene? genuinely one of the most impactful moments of the entire series.

like. they are far from the only instance of consensual blood drinking, but what really sets them apart is the buildup

Apo and Martyn are both practical people—they don’t make a super big deal of it in the scene itself. but when you consider all that led up to it, the fact that this moment has been consistently foreshadowed since session four (quite positively as consistently foreshadowed as any scene between two specific characters CAN be, in an unscripted series like vsmp)

it’s insane. it’s devastating. it’s literally everything I wanted from them since, again, motherfucking session four

and it gets even more haunting when you know how it ends

because they were so, so close.

never will a scene truly illustrate “cautiously, but with admiration” (cc!Martyn’s own words on v!Martyn’s opinion of Apo) quite like this one

[the-crastle]

Do you ever think about how painful it must've been for Apo to watch Pearl's turning in the vsmp finale?

Do you think it hurt when she looked at someone sacrificing their humanity for the sake of the whole town just like she did? Do you think it hurt that everyone will remember Pearl's sacrifice but not hers? Do you think it hurt that Pearl's turning was some sort of ritual in the presence of everyone while Apo was alone? Do you think it hurt that she was always so alone?

[lightblueglazedterracotta]

Jealousy was always described as an ugly emotion to Apo, but standing across the towers roof from Pearl and Cleo it is all she can feel. Though maybe it was not jealousy, maybe it was anger, hot acidic anger that burnt as the back of her throat as she watched Cleo slip her fangs from Pearl's neck.

It was soft and gentle and nothing like her turning.

And that was the crux of the issue. Pearl's turning was so different from hers. Turned by someone who cared for her, recognised by her neighbours for her sacrifice, not ridiculed or scolded but praised.

And there they stood seething, across from her sire Scott, who was somehow allowed to live, trying not to scream at the unfairness of it all. Because when has it ever been fair for them. Not when she was brought to the crypt, not when she tried to explain herself, not even when she returned to fight beside the people who distrusted her. Not when Scott Goldsmith was allowed to live after what he did to her.

And worse of all he can't even blame Pearl for how she feels. The fact everyone recognises her sacrifice and not Apo's was not her fault. In fact she would be the reason she gets to go home.

So she bit her tongue, because jealousy looks ugly on you.

[vicprobably]

there's no specific context for this, I can just distinctly hear it in their voices