Outside the museum entrance, former registration building The tour was divided up into two parts; the first part was of Auschwitz I, the oldest part of the compound.
The former housing structures now host a number of displays, including a staggering number of sorted possessions brought by the incoming prisoners.
The suitcases were weirdly fascinating; they were all marked with names and birth years of the owners
from an enormous pile of children's shoes. I'm not entirely sure why I took a photo of these specifically Two things in particular struck me, one while touring the place, and one while I was reviewing these pictures earlier. The first is sheer numbers. I'm not sure where the bottoms of the piles were, but if they went from the floor to the ceiling, at their tallest points they were at least ten or twelve feet high; they were about seven to ten feet deep, and usually about twenty feet across the length of the room. The tour guide also mentioned that if someone was to stand one minute in silence for every victim of the place, you'd be standing in silence for two years. The second is this picture.
To be frank this picture creeps me out. When someone hears about concentration camps, they probably think of Auschwitz, among others, but in all likelihood they picture something closer to Birkenau. You learn about Auschwitz when you learn about World War II, you identify it as a place of unfathomable cruelty, and its name becomes uncomfortable to say, something you have to say in a lowered tone of voice. At the very least you expect those barbed wire fences,
but to see it from this other angle on a nice fall day and without a view of the fences, and knowing the place's legacy, is very, very weird.
Execution wall, now a memorial
This baby was in the group in front of us, and really rather adorable Then after a break we went 3km to Birkenau.
They're a little hard to see in this picture, but just before liberation the Nazis dismantled most of the "living" quarters to ship back to Germany, leaving rows of phantom chimneys.
On the memorial here are plaques in a number of languages:
"For ever let this place be a cry of despair and a warning to humanity, where the Nazis murdered about one and a half million men, women, and children, mainly Jews, from various countries of Europe." Overall, while there and afterwards, I was--and am, when I think of it--stunned and confused; I've been relating that confusion to the feeling when you wake up, and it takes a minute to remember where you are. Trying to fathom what happened here, and the scale on which it happened, is like trying to fathom space, for me: there are parts of it you can quantify, but that quantifying makes all the unimaginable parts all the more difficult to understand. I haven't liked thinking about it, but I'm grateful that I've had this opportunity to do so.