Say you break your ankle. You could know everything there is to know intellectually about the injury. Even with this vast knowledge, you will still experience physical pain.
Now take this logic and apply it to things like ADHD, autism, clinical depression, and other less visible/divergent disabilities. You cannot think your way out of feeling.
That is to say: you are not a bad, lazy, or selfish person for struggling, even if you know why you are struggling.
Duuuuuude, Maddie, is that you? It's been so long! I barely recognized you? What's it been, like, a year? Dunno. You have a bakery? Can't believe I never thought to ask you any of this stuff! Don't tell me you've been having drama and stuff without me...
Joking. You don't seem like the type to get into that sort of thing...
-Dizzy 🌀
Heya!! It has been awhile! ^_^
I just found something I really enjoy and decided to do that. The bakery is decently popular with quite a bit customers here and there.
*They pause for a second.*
As for drama, There has been a bit that has happened but I settled that! I hope… ╥ ᴗ ╥
Do you put your whole pussy into this blog, or just a small portion of your pussy?
The blog requires about ten pussies a day to function and they HATE me at the ASPCA. People see me and say "there's the guy who just feeds humane society cats to his tumblr blog" and their children cry.
The soil testing equipment on Curiosity makes a buzzing noise and the pitch of the noise changes depending on what part of an experiment Curiosity is performing, this is the way Curiosity sings to itself.
So some of the finest minds currently alive decided to take incredibly expensive important scientific equipment and mess with it until they worked out how to move in just the right way to sing Happy Birthday, then someone made a cake on Curiosity’s birthday and took it into Mission control so that a room full of brilliant scientists and engineers could throw a birthday party for a non-autonomous robot 225 million kilometres away and listen to it sing the first ever song sung on Mars*, which was Happy Birthday.
This isn’t a sad story, this a happy story about the ridiculousness of humans and the way we love things. We built a little robot and called it Curiosity and flung it into the star to go and explore places we can’t get to because it’s name is in our nature and then just because we could, we taught it how to sing.
That’s not sad, that’s awesome.
*this is different from the first song ever played on mars (Reach For The Stars by Will.I.Am) which happened the year before, singing is different from playing
Curse of Shifting Shadows
Curse of Assumed Binary
Curse of Voluntary Challenge
Curse of the Bottle
Curse of Unseen Wires
Curse of the Contemptuous; Mirror
Curse of Second Servings
Curse of the Hangman's Bluff
Curse of the Misaligned Night
Curse of C̷̳̩͆́̅̓ơ̵͖̥̔͝m̶̧̲͓̯̲̠̐͋̓̏̚͝p̸̛̛͈̻͌ă̵̜͇̈̍́͝r̸͈͈̬̘̬̓ͅi̷̤͈̅̍̾ͅs̴̹̝͔͎͚͖͌̾̋̃̑͘ó̶̥̈́̄̕͝͠ņ̴̬͙͋̄̿̄?
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I miss Harmony in oops land loud and dramatic sigh
-🥩‼️
SIGHS DRAMATICALLY ALSO I LOVE HARMONY IN LOOPLAND
Can you tell where I gave up trying to emulate the style (hint hint. Half the freaking drawing H3art and 2oul look so out of place I’m Gigglinh. M1nd only blends in because dormouse is so small)
Harmony looks freaking gorgeous though so I win
Uh uh, the grain is my attempt at trying the effect I wanted from Snooping again since that’s my biggest failure ever I Made the halftone too big. It looks nice here,,
evil gracerocky au where they're both pretending that they want to solve the astrophage problem bc they think the other wants to. grace sabotages his own experiments. rocky messes up his xenonite soldering under the excuse that it works different in sol atmospheric conditions.
for the most part im just combining the separate evil grace and evil rocky aus ive seen floating around cuz i want them to be evil and codependent and selfish forever. like lets all make gracerocky more unhealthy i think. for fun
grace who doesn't wake up with amnesia by some miracle so he follows through with his threats to sabotage the mission. rocky whos grown bitter and maybe a little insane in all his years of isolation. mmm
they know tau ceti's star system will be completely fine so they don't really care to do anything for their respective star systems. the only concern would be food, but maybe they both lock in on synthesizing food for each other and its like. hm. interesting!
cuz all their experiments for the astrophage problem mysteriously fail, but they lock the fuck in when it comes to increasing the longevity of their lives? the "clumsy" grace is oh so dextrous all of a sudden? xenonite is suddenly a lot more stable of a material than before?
"hey rocky did you make the chains yet"
"no but i managed to make multivitamin supplements for you in case we stay here for a longer period of time"
"lovely. thanks, bud"
i do think that eventually one of them figures out what the other is doing. but instead of confronting them about it, they like watching them Squirm and hide it. like rocky once heard grace poke holes into the breeder tanks and hes like oughh my human is so cute <3
evil gracerocky au where they're both pretending that they want to solve the astrophage problem bc they think the other wants to. grace sabotages his own experiments. rocky messes up his xenonite soldering under the excuse that it works different in sol atmospheric conditions.
for the most part im just combining the separate evil grace and evil rocky aus ive seen floating around cuz i want them to be evil and codependent and selfish forever. like lets all make gracerocky more unhealthy i think. for fun
grace who doesn't wake up with amnesia by some miracle so he follows through with his threats to sabotage the mission. rocky whos grown bitter and maybe a little insane in all his years of isolation. mmm
they know tau ceti's star system will be completely fine so they don't really care to do anything for their respective star systems. the only concern would be food, but maybe they both lock in on synthesizing food for each other and its like. hm. interesting!
cuz all their experiments for the astrophage problem mysteriously fail, but they lock the fuck in when it comes to increasing the longevity of their lives? the "clumsy" grace is oh so dextrous all of a sudden? xenonite is suddenly a lot more stable of a material than before?
"hey rocky did you make the chains yet"
"no but i managed to make multivitamin supplements for you in case we stay here for a longer period of time"
"lovely. thanks, bud"
i do think that eventually one of them figures out what the other is doing. but instead of confronting them about it, they like watching them Squirm and hide it. like rocky once heard grace poke holes into the breeder tanks and hes like oughh my human is so cute <3
Had a new headcanon pop up into my mind recently in regards to both Green and White. It essentially boils down to their childhood and how those formative years shaped them. Lemme explain:
Green (The One of Many)
I imagine Green came from a household filled with many siblings. With their background of being a worm farmer, it wouldn't be out of the ordinary for their parents to have a big family (as more children = more helping hands on the job). Green is one of those many children. And, while I do feel Green's parents generally care for them, there is only so much attention they can give to any one of their kids at a given time. Major Judy Hopp's parents from Zootopia type vibes. They're loving, but ultimately not truly in tune with Green. And, in some ways, Green just was part of the conglomerate that is "our kids we care for and love". Not malicious by any means, but unintentionally lacking a personalization to foster a strong bond.
Green, for their part, wanted something more than this farming life. They wanted to be a captain. And perhaps, starting from whenever they made this desire known, it's what ultimately defined them in the family. Green stood out from their siblings in a way that their parents could pinpoint in something other than name. More than that though, it's something Green's entire village (which is where I imagine Green got a majority of their socialization and care from when their parents simply weren't available) could define them as. A novelty when the whole family, hell, maybe even the entire community, can be boiled down to 'kind, honest, and hard working worm farmers'.
Green stuck out from the many siblings they had, and I imagine that shift would be the start of a building tension. In a mix of sibling rivalry, financial heartship, and Green's own changing mindset, perhaps there would be a point in which failure could never be an option in Green's mind. They have to succeed at becoming a captain, or else they wasted all the time and scarce resources that the village could have used for something else on them specifically. Because going from one of many to THE ONE of many can be a perfect cauldron for impostor syndrome. That fear that, out of everyone, maybe they didn't deserve these opportunities they're getting. Especially if they have other siblings (or even just those in thier village community) that had smaller but much more attainable/realistic goals and dreams that would have been sidelined to help Green.
Imagine a world where Green finds out that, actually, the captain life didn't call to them the same way once they were well on track to getting there. But, now at this point, there is no backing out as it'd effectively be a slap in the face to everyone that gave up their resources for them. Green needs to be a captain, because the alternative is them being the failure that drained everyones' bank account for an unrealistic dream that a simple worm farmer had no buisness pursuing anyways.
White (The One and Only)
White is an only child, 100%. The kind of child that I imagine only came about because it was another mark on their parents checklist. Major rich power couple has child type of news. Expectantly, White wouldn't want for anything materialistically. They'd be fed, they'd be watered, and entertained by the many servants and devices shoved in their face. However, what they needed, the actual love and care of a present family member isn't something they'd ever get.
I imagine they weren't to a great college, maybe starred in a few movies (possible child actor?), and did things most beans could only dream of doing. They did things, but not because they were things they were passionate about or even particularly wanted to be. White feels like the type to do the thing that has least resistance and follow whatever their parents tell them to. "Get an education? Sure, why not a degree in communications or something. Oh, that's not good enough and I should take a degree in the sciences? Okay." They do things because 'why not'.
And, at some point, they'd realize that they don't really have any hobbies or much of a personality to make them interesting. Perhaps the only reason their funfact sucked so much, is because they legitimately couldn't think of anything that was worth telling. For White, if they truly believe the norm is yatchs, being on tv a lot, and getting a job at the head of a pharmaceutical company, then it says a lot that their funfact boils down to always waking up well rested for the day. Maybe in some way, the mundane and less extraordinary things in life is far more interesting to them?
Regardless, I can see White taking up the MIRA trip of all things really highlights their naivety and "why not" sort of attitude. I've no doubt if the cork was something like a free trip on some raggedy fishing boat to 'Sharks-Feeding-Ground' island, they would still go. Surely there can be more layers underneath such a choice, but I think I rambled enough.
That's my headcanons! Any thoughts or questions, feel free to throw them my way. Not sure if any of this made sense, but just wanted to put them out there so it's out of my head at least.
