i have built these walls so high for the past three years and then came this guy.. it took him months before he was able to put those walls down and i’m scared. this overflowing happiness is what scares me the most. kasi hindi naman pwedeng masaya ka lang palagi. for sure may kapalit to eh. pero deserve ko naman tong nararanasan ko ngayon diba? i never thought i’d meet someone who will make me believe that i can be in relationship again. he treats me right. his timing was perfect. i know we agreed to take things slowly, but some things are just overwhelmingly good. he already introduced me to his family and some of his friends and i’ve been spending some time with them since then. Lord sobrang too good to be true? ganito ba talaga pag binigay mo na yung nilaan mo para sakin? sya na ba to? because it’s not just the mababaw type of happiness that he makes me feel right now. i feel blessed. both of us from a relationship that really taught us a lot, made us wiser and more mature, and now we’re here. it feels so surreal. pinagdasal ko lang noon na hihintayin ko yung taong ilalaan Nya para sakin, nung nakilala ko sya pinagdasal ko sya.. at hindi ko naman lubos akalain na pakikinggan mo ko Lord. naiiyak ako sa tuwa :’)




















