āWelcome one and all! Donāt be shy, allow me to heal your pains! All are welcome here!ā
Rules:
ā¢Basic DNI
ā¢Custard cookie III is also available for asks (his age here is 7 so yeah no creepy stuff)
ā¢Shipping is only allowed between other blogs with 18+ mods
ā¢innuendos or implied sex is okay
ā¢The mod has a personal Bias towards Shadownilla
Blog backstory TW: Eating disorders:
The blog follows canon for the most part, as well as a personal headcanons here they are itās pretty lengthy
PV has adopted the avatar of destiny, giving them the name āAvaā theyāre actually really docile for an eldritch horror and mostly wander around the vanilla castle in a smaller cookie sized form, they canāt speak so far although PV has been trying to teach them, but they can make bird-like noises.. they are also open to asks and gifts!
many people speculate pure vanilla cookie has an eating disorder due to the fact that he skips his jellies as noted by Hollyberry, however itās also said heās known to be quite decadent in his diet if given the opportunity. This leads to my assumption that Pure Vanilla cookie likely suffers from Bulimia Nervosa, more specifically the purging variety. It was a grusome cycle heās gone through for most of his adult life, perhaps initially as a form of self punishment or for some religious reasons of āpurging his body of sinā that became far more severe. He spends most of his day eating nothing, then spend the evening āfeastingā (binging) on luxury food followed by Purging not long after, by any means necessaryā¦ not that you would ever be able to tell at first glance. After he became the Reculse it only became worse, his self loathing and feelings of isolation and guilt made his desire to binge and purge unbearable, it didnāt help that shadow milk cookie kept dangling delicious feasts in his face. As much as it disgusted him to consume Shadow milkās foodā¦ recluse did it anywayā¦ and would purge right after, sometimes he would even be sick without intention due to shadow milk sickening him already, after he awakened. The next time he saw himself in the mirror he was horrified at the state he was in, on the outside things appeared find but he did notice: his cheeks had become puffy and swollen from vomiting, his teeth were beginning to decay, he had little holes in his lips from the amount of stomach acid that was getting onto them, blood occasionally dripped out whenever he coughed due to throat damage. And his muscles were wasting awayā¦ he decided this couldnāt continue and he needed to get better nowā¦ heās still recovering at the time of the blog, and is suffering issues because of it, mainly faintness.
||and indigestion, he canāt eat larger meals regularly at the moment otherwise it makes him sick, leading to vomiting or diarrhea. Itās also hard to avoid the urge to binge eat and the thoughts of disgust are still there but heās fighting against them if not for himself then for his friends. So please be gentle when offering him food.
He did have a crush on white lily cookie in the past but those feelings wained, mostly because A. Those feelings werenāt reciprocated and heās okay with that, (in addition to believing that he isnāt worthy of Lilyās affection) and B. He has a crush on Smilk now
He also feels especially guilty for his past thoughts on white lily especially the fact that he said that her becoming dark enchantress cookie was inevitable, he also feels guilty for not comforting her during or after the events of beast yeast episode 1 and 2 and desperately wants to make up for that
(HCS MAY BE UPDATED)
