Thinking about Rodney McKay taking what was possibly loads of amphetamines to stay awake on the seige, thinking about how he had to fight control of his body in duet, thinking of how he overdosed on space meth to get home, to be strong, to feel brave, thinking on how he is a coward until someone is in danger than he's the bravest man ever, thinking on how he is a danger to himself and others when he hyperfocuses, thinking of him... Always thinking of him.

















