Diff anon) I just saw this, and it looks interesting (feel free to ignore if it closed) will i ever have a happy life?
Too late for the stream, but I'm happy to answer this now!
The cards say... You must reach out and take charge of happiness.
You're seeking a sense of renewal to balance your inner and outer cores. Something happened recently that cause you to feel something to do with home/belonging-- either an unexpected force made you feel at home doing something you aren't used to, or your previous sense of belonging to something started to take a different direction and shift in ways that brought discomfort. (I'm assuming you're at a growing stage or turning point of some kind from what's implied here.) That alone isn't bad because life and nature are subject to changes, and change is uncomfortable... but it's made you feel uneasy and lose your sense of peace.
The cards' advice is to be true, and express yourself more freely. There's something you've been avoiding taking charge of, whether it's a project or deeply important aspect of yourself that seems somewhat foreign. You can't keep letting it go, because sitting and waiting will only make you go further off balance with the part of you that you need to come to terms with. Reclaim your own peace, and put yourself in charge of your happiness.
(That last card, the tiger, is a fire element ruling in a court of the fire element. It's a very stark change from the more peaceful water aspect of the Past card and the more balanced setting of your Present card. Basically I think something is saying that you have to make a very drastic change, or a very demanding choice that will completely alter your current state. Your happiness seems to be something you have to grab by the horns, but the struggle will put you in a King position rather than a starting Ace position.)