all my thoughts are essays

'98. she/her. aus. just trying to care about something. atm that's Dan and Phil, and Heated Rivalry

[pseudophan]

OKAY. DAMN.

[lesphian]

can you imagine being phil sitting at home lonely because your partner is on tour and you're apart for the first time in over a decade and then your phone chimes and it's the sister daniel photos???? I'd dye things green too

[gruffdaddyphiw]

trying out some old/new brushes :) i love risography so i made this one inspired by it!

[orufreyhaunting]

I think not enough people understand that Shane was willing to give up hockey for Ilya from the beginning. He is dead set convinced that being outed, especially with his League assigned enemy, will ruin any chance he has to play hockey professionally. And yet he still is the one that prompts their relationship becoming serious at every turn. He asks Ilya if he feels it too at the Tampa All Stars. He asks Ilya to come to the cottage. He asks Ilya to be honest about his feelings. He makes a ten year plan to get to a point to be together openly. He proposes. Shane has been choosing Ilya over hockey since the minute he said 1410 and he has reinforced that decision every time. And hockey is *everything* to Shane. It is his reason to live. He genuinely has never wanted anything more in his life- except for Ilya. Ilya asking “would you choose me over hockey” is the equivalent of asking a partner “would you die for me”. It’s intense and heavy and alarming. The fact that he hesitated is because he knows how scary the choice is to say aloud and he still does. Shane saying “fuck you” to Crowell is literally the most punk thing he could have done.

[gayhockeyshow]

BREAKING: Mr. Potato Head has been cast as Commissioner Crowell in Heated Rivalry Season 2

[twirlingfreckles]

Harris: Hi Troy 🥰 what’s up? Cool stick tape!

Bood: Hey Troy! Wanna come over to my house today?

Troy: (thinking) They all hated me…

[gaynehollander]

Ilya so immediately clocked Shane's little autistic flirting in that Saskatchewan parking lot but I honestly don't think Shane clocked it himself so, years later, when Ilya talks about it as "Shane coming onto him" and Shane goes "hello??? I just wanted to introduce myself??" Ilya just says, "Shane, the apple of my eye, the light of my life, my breeze in a stuffy room, my sunshine in the dead of winter, when have you ever willingly initiated small talk with another person?" and Shane is forced to concede that, yes, looking back, he was flirting.

[bipolar4autistic]

theres a world where ilya casually mentions accomadations hes made for shane around their home to prepare for moving in together to yuna and shes like aww thats so nice that you tend to shanes Quirks tm . and ilya says something about googling how to make autistic roomate comfortable moving in and yunas expression kinda shifts and shes like. and why would you need to google that? :)? and ilya senses the tension immediately and looks to david for help whos like im gonna get a drink. does anyone want a drink? ilya ill go get you a drink. and flees the room

[noctuathene]

troy gets into some conversation with one of the other centaurs that he doesn't really want to be having. he turns and runs away while they're mid-sentence. on the other side of the locker room, there is a heavy sigh and the number on the "days since troy ran away mid-conversation" sign is changed back to zero.

[liminal-kid]

This flavour of Hudson.

[isolabellz]

clingy

[russianblush]

*cough* boyfriends *cough*

[russianblush]

he’s got the cutieful harris vibe down, trust

[cottagehillsunset]

Ilya who, whenever Jurrasic Park or any sort of dinosaur movie is on, takes a picture of the TV and sends it to Scott Hunter with a "good game" or "did not kow you were playing tonight".

Scott just lets out a long sigh everytime and counts to ten in his head.

He ends up on the same flight to New York as Shane after an away game in Ottawa, with Scott going back home and Shane travelling for the launch of a new Rebook store in New York.

And Scott can't help but laugh when he sees what the in flight movie options are. At Shane's curious look he waves at the small tv screen and explains the bit Ilya has going on. And Shane, just for a second, gets this weird glint in his eyes before offering Scott one of his earbuds with a smile.

"Want to rewatch the game with me instead?", he asks, holding up his IPad. And, why the hell not, Scott thinks, there are worse things than reviewing their game with Shane (even though he doubts Shane will share any of his strategical thoughts with him).

So, Scott takes the earbud and settles into his seat. Only to be hit with the opening notes of Jurrasic Park five seconds in.

[mina-logan]

“Shane, how does it feel to be back on Montreal ice?”

[the0ther-side0f-dawn]

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[the0ther-side0f-dawn]

if there's one good thing that's come out of the past 2 years, then it's hot honey