A bastard, son of a whore

💕- JP

Even though Alex had been deep in a book and not expecting JP, he returned the kiss gladly. “Survived another day at the cafe I see.” He joked, setting the book aside. He wanted to focus all of his attention on his boyfriend.

@thebastardburr

benderoftime:

“Then we’ll make it happen.” Alex brushed an affectionate hand along JP’s jaw as he was kissed. Both of them were worried about different things but Alex was committed to this, to what he had with JP. It worked for them and that was all Alex needed to know.

He shivered at the tender touch, and curled further to tuck himself against Alex. With a small whimper, he pressed his forehead to the other man’s shoulder. “Tell me something good. Just talk to me about something you’re writing or reading until we fall asleep. I need a distraction. Please?” Alex’s voice was something he would always be able to focus on, and focusing on something other than his broken body was what he needed right now.

💕- JP

Even though Alex had been deep in a book and not expecting JP, he returned the kiss gladly. “Survived another day at the cafe I see.” He joked, setting the book aside. He wanted to focus all of his attention on his boyfriend.

@thebastardburr

benderoftime:

Alex’s answer was swift and certain, with no hesitation. “Even then.” Sometimes Alex could almost forget that JP was sick but then something would remind him. Some might find it too much, but all it did was make him that much more appreciative of the time he did get with JP. He was special and Alex knew that. Nothing could replace him.

“Good. Because I still wanna marry you someday.” He leaned forward, despite the ache in his hips, and pressed a swift kiss to Alex’s lips. He worried, sometimes. Maybe not as much as Alex did, but he had his insecurities, and needed the validation every so often.

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Alexander wearing booty shorts to distract people

sure

#baby pls

💕- JP

Even though Alex had been deep in a book and not expecting JP, he returned the kiss gladly. “Survived another day at the cafe I see.” He joked, setting the book aside. He wanted to focus all of his attention on his boyfriend.

@thebastardburr

benderoftime:

There were many things Alex couldn’t protect JP from and he hated that fact. Even with a “superpower”, there wasn’t a damned thing he could do. But he could be there, at least. He tucked his arms around his boyfriend carefully, not wanting to accidentally bump him. “I know.”

Most days, it was easy to pretend he wasn’t sick. It was easy to just spend the nights with Alex without this dark cloud hanging over him. But nights like this it was harder. “Still wanna marry me someday? Even though there’s a whole lotta shit like this you’re gonna get?”

💕- JP

Even though Alex had been deep in a book and not expecting JP, he returned the kiss gladly. “Survived another day at the cafe I see.” He joked, setting the book aside. He wanted to focus all of his attention on his boyfriend.

@thebastardburr

benderoftime:

“We’ll have to work on that then.” Alex commented as he set JP down on their bed. His brow furrowed at his boyfriend’s words. With his weakened immune system, even a simple cold could be a big deal for JP. “If you’re worse tomorrow you might want to head in to the doctor Monday.”

He laid down, pulling Alex towards him and curling in close. He didn’t have a fever, but he could feel one creeping up the back of his neck. He just hoped it wasn’t shingles again. “I will. Don’t wanna, but I will.”

💕- JP

Even though Alex had been deep in a book and not expecting JP, he returned the kiss gladly. “Survived another day at the cafe I see.” He joked, setting the book aside. He wanted to focus all of his attention on his boyfriend.

@thebastardburr

benderoftime:

“We could go at the same time, that would be okay. Because I sure as hell won’t be around forever.” Alex mused. He nodded at JP’s question. “You got it, baby.” Carefully, he got to his feet and made his way through his apartment, cradling JP close like he had the most important thin in the world in his arms.

“Don’t want you to die either. We’ll just have to share immortality.” JP curled into his boyfriend’s arms, groaning softly at the most gentle movements. “I think I’m getting sick or something. Everything hurts.”

💕- JP

Even though Alex had been deep in a book and not expecting JP, he returned the kiss gladly. “Survived another day at the cafe I see.” He joked, setting the book aside. He wanted to focus all of his attention on his boyfriend.

@thebastardburr

benderoftime:

It was indeed cheesy, but it was hard to Alex to hide how much those simple words pleased him. It was nice to know that JP was thinking about him, even though he already knew that. Confirmation was good, in his book. “You’d better not die. Then I wouldn’t be able to hold you.” Alex said lightly but even the mere thought of JP dying was enough to make him hold his boyfriend a little closer.

“Guess I’ll just have to live forever then.” He settled comfortably in Alex’s lap, resting his head against the older man’s shoulder and letting him hold him tightly. In truth, he was tired, and sore, and all he wanted was exactly this. “Mm, carry me?”

💕- JP

Even though Alex had been deep in a book and not expecting JP, he returned the kiss gladly. “Survived another day at the cafe I see.” He joked, setting the book aside. He wanted to focus all of his attention on his boyfriend.

@thebastardburr

“The thought of you gave me all the strength I needed to keep going.” It was a cheesy little line, but there were days when his only motivation for getting through the day was seeing Alex later. “I swear, that place is going to end up killing me someday. And then you’re gonna be sad, and I’ll have to haunt you until you die so you won’t be too lonely.”