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until carrd decides to actually publish my site some of my old files (including the LUTs and BJD Race) can be found at this link, everything else on Nexus
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- Breathe Out -
@forevervobla‘s Focippe.
( HQ )
These energies are too powerful my mind is being destroyed as I type this.
Walerian belongs to @forevervobla.
[Flickr]
The perfect subject…in regards to photography of course, not dissection. I want to give him 10,000,000,000 kisses.
Walerian belongs to @forevervobla.
I used the wrong LUT for this lol I should have stuck with All-Is-Vain.
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Willow
@forevervobla does wonderful things with the hands in her poses.
made this a while ago but I changed some things and gave it a background, Drasis in a more comfortable casual outfit
I'm getting more comfortable with backgrounds even if they are very simple for the time being
"Ending this with "entitled brats" isn't the best way to get literal children to listen to you. Y'all sound like my parents." fucking lmao
what does this mean. are you lost
I made the skin retex in general darker so it would work better for all skin colors. I made some changes as well to meshes and records to allow at least two skin sets, unique diffuse, normal and spec maps. There aren't many skins that truly consider black people. I wanted to work against racism and the whitewashing of skins and black and brown people in general. The racism executed from Bethesda themselves, but as well the racism executed from other mod authors.
And I want to name it as such, because that's what it is. Because we often avoid to name it by it's name. To prevent confrontation and conflict. That's my privilege as a white woman. I can avoid. Black people can't. They have a pathetic small list of skin retex they can use that truly work for Redguards. The Black People of Skyrim. And that's the result of systemic racism. If you like it or not. And if your skin texture that's meant to be a skin overhaul for Skyrim doesn't include to work at least better than the original for darker skins, then that's racist. Simple as that. Because you can get away with it. That's your privilege.
"Hopefully. But I can see why if they don't. Most people don't prefer to play darker characters. Its niche."
I just read this comment on a new skin on nexus as a reply to someone pointing out that the skin in it's form is NOT supporting darker skin colors.
And that's racism. Simple. Heart breaking, horrible racism. I read that comment and imagined how black and brown people feel when they read this reply. Not only are they again excluded from an amazing new skin, no they have to read this racist bullshit. And it has to stop. We really need to be better. We really need to do better. It has to stop for those who already have endured enough.
And because I always like to be as inclusive as possible, I tried to keep the lips pretty pale on the texture itself, because I wanted to make black people with albinism/hypopigmentation felt included. So the skin texture would work for both ways.
Rant over.
Have you before had an encounter with one of the Blood-Cursed? We had one captured and caged here recently. Apparently doing such a thing is usually difficult, but this thing was sloppy and animalistic, behaving much less like the cunning creatures they're usually portrayed as.
I've learned a lot against my will through my station here as this thing was kept. In the human world, they'd call it a 'vampire,' but I've read some of those myths myself, and this is something different. They don't require blood for sustenance and instead need normal food to survive, just as any of us do. Feeding on the blood of other beings, the way they describe it seems more like a compulsion of some kind, but not exactly that because the compulsion - as they claim - is like a pressure on their consciousness from something outside themselves, rather than some kind of internal conflict. An incessant, keening itch. The longer they go on without tending to it, the more unstable they become, slipping deeper into a state of monstrous desperation until the thirst is sated -..to the point where any warm body around starts looking like prey, even if it's a child or a loved one.
I've learned most of this from one of the scholars who visited for a rare opportunity to study the thing. According to him, they used to be called “Addon's Forsaken.“ An insult when it comes to the Mardorisian's, but carrying the Blood Curse is apparently venerated by those who follow Addon. I can't imagine it's a pleasant experience to be damned to that kind of existence - even Addon's most devout must suffer as a result of it, but perhaps they view their suffering as a form of devotion? Their bloodshed as a form of sacrifice?
Maybe now that the thing is gone and I won't have to be kept awake by the unholy noises it makes in the night, I won't have to think about it anymore.
--Excerpt from a letter by a prison guard, translated from Cekenid
DAZ is easier than reinstalling skyrim so i'm doing that first
Hey, I'm looking for your awesome Luts for Silent Horizons, are they still available? thanks.
i'm missing half my mods atm lol. i should have them re-uploaded somewhere eventually (and to the nexus) but idk when i'll get around to it.
i like to think the skyrim dragons vary in size, so here's some examples (next to an unchanged default dragon for scale)
The vanilla teeth kinda suck. Spent a while working with them, and got a higher poly version working, but the uvs are so bad it wasnt worth it. So I bought a model off blender market, hacked down the poly count to something reasonable and mushed it around to fit the game head. Made a bunch of shape keys so you can customize them in bodyslide too. Total overkill but whatever.
getting reacquainted with skyrim and giving reija a new design
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