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Bakit ang dami-dami kong namimiss ngayon? Siguro dahil sa panahon at pwede kang magmuni-muni sandali. Magrelax nang konti. Kailan ko ulit sila makakasama? Kailan ko ulit mapupuntahan ang lugar na ito? Ang lugar kong saan ko itinapon lahat ng mga ala-alang di na kaayaaya. Pero bakit sa tuwing nakikita ko ang larawang ito, naaalala ko ang mga bagay na matagal nang nakabaon sa kaibuturan nang aking puso. Mga ala-alaalang di na dapat at kailangang kalimutan na. Bakit kasi ang hirap makalimot?

Pero ganun pa man, habang tinitignan ko ang larawang ito, sabi ko sa sarili ko, ‘masaya naman ako dito’, kaya dapat yung mga masasayang alaala ang dapat kong naaalala. Masaya ako. Masaya na ako. Salamat sa mga dumaan sa buhay ko. Gayunpaman, kahit dumaan lang kayo, marami akong natutunan. At sa konting panahon lang ay napasaya niyo ako at yun ang importante. At masaya na ako kung masaya na kayo.

Salamat cousins sa araw na yan. Nakalimutan ko lahat ng problema. Sana maulit to!

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Nakahanap ako ng bagong pamilya. Akala ko noon, hindi na ako muling makakapasok sa hospital dahil nga ayoko ng hospital setting pero dahil sa kailangan na (daw), kahit ayaw ko, pumasok pa rin ako. Buti na lang, dahil sa kanila, hindi ako nahirapan sa aking pagsisimula. At hanggang ngayon, nagpapasalamat ako sa kanila at parang naiba ang ihip ng hangin at medyo nagustuhan ko na magtrabaho dito. Sabi nga nila, para san pa daw yung pinag-aralan ko kung di ko lang naman ito prinapraktis. Hays, napakahirap talaga mamili kung saan ka dapat at kung saan mo gusto. Kailan ko kaya magagawa yung mga bagay na gusto ko? Pero sa ngayon, dito muna ako, mag-iipon para magawa ko yung mga bagay na gusto ko. #gregjournals

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I just missed the god damn place! <no more follow-up stories needed> #thefeels 😭

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Date with my TF "true friend" 👫 I never thought we'd be this close. My first impression about her, wayback in college, was 'natangsit' ( i dont know the english word for that) and she really was 'natangsit'. But when you're close to her, or you get to know her better, there's something in that attitude she have. We always argue with each other, and that made us close together. Ironic isnt it? Yeah, we always have something or someone to argue about and we cant arrive at one answer and after the argument, we dont talk to each other. But the next day, we cant afford not to talk to each other, that's why either of us makes the first move. We watched a movie, had coffee conversations and just talk and talk to each other. She's one of the persons I can really open up my problems ad those things that I keep it as a secret, she knows. That's why she's my TF. A true friend. And not just that, she's also rich. Haha. Hi, rich friend! 😁

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There's no place I'd rather be 🎶 When I have my own house someday, I want it to be like in this spot. I mean, the view would be like this or anywhere peaceful. It would be awesome if it's on top of the mountain like Adams. I always wish that kind of place where I shall spent my years with my partner, maybe. And just the two of us, growing old together, enjoying the beautiful scene whenever we wake up in the morning and watch the sunset together. I wish.

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Yay! I just turned 5 today! 😁😁😊😊

Because we are bored at home, we went walking down to Pagudpud. Our plan is just to go find something to eat at Lanao or Dumalneg, but our foot took us at this bridge. My cousins were taking selfies while I get to capture those beautiful sceneries down and up the bridge. The beautiful sunset made it more eye-catching and more senile to the mood. Very peaceful to look at. And also, with the doves flying around and I captured this one. My 2015 will be the start of my freedom. Freedom to do anything I want like those doves. Time also for me to dream high and grab all oppotunities that comes my way. Still, I dont like doing plans like this day, cause I know that it will be more adventurous and challenging seeking for what you really want. Make love, not war this 2015! Peace of mind.

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The fears that once controlled me, can't get to me at all. - Let It Go This is a new experience for me. First, because I'm not pro at biking. (I just learned how to ride a bike when I was in my third year in college. It's really hard, though, maintaining the balance. But what I learned is that you must keep going in order to maintain the balance. It was another achievement for me, tat time, which should have been achieved when I was still a child.) And it's been months again since I rode a bike and I really am afraid to ride it but I get excited everytime I saw people biking and I just want to ride a bike, at that moment. That excitement made me want to do it, again, cause im really bored just drinking coffee and reading books at the four corners of my room at home. Second, we decided to go on biking from our place to centro which is kilometers away from where we will start. So, that's kind of an adjustment for me and I'm really nervous of the idea but like I said, I get excited though. It was an exciting, challenging, happy, nerve-racking, adventurous experience. I went biking with my two cousins and I am always the one left behind because they're already a pro. They even laughed at me when I decided to just walk with my bike when we were at the highway cause I am afraid because of the vehicles coming my way and behind me. But when we head home, I faced my fear. If they can do it, why cant I? I'm the one in front of them so they can see me on the way. Finally, I said to myself, this is not so hard at all. It's a tiring afternoon but it's worth it. We ate "miki" first at the centro before heading home then we passed by another eat house and we eat barbecue and "tuno-tuno" dishes. And now, I couldn't feel the tiredness I've been and I just want to go biking again. The urge is what drives me to do it again. When can I go biking again? I really need my own bike right now. Like, at this very moment.

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Goodbye 2014! Hello 2015! 😁 The start of my 2015 was a blast! I had to spend it with my cousins and we went to Adams, Ilocos Norte. Actually, it was only kilometers away from my hometown but I had not been to the said place my entire life. Until now. My first reaction: Baguio? Subic Bay?! Wow! It's because of the way going UP there that made me react that way. The road is steep and it's like going up the mountain, which is REALLY going UP the mountain because Adams is located uphill. The forest, the wilderness, the cold breeze of the wind, the smoke that comes out to your mouth when you wake up in the morning, the bodies of water that makes it more exciting upon going up, the silence of the place that relaxes your mood, the many water falls, the river that made me wanna go swim, and the eerie sounds of the creatures during the night and the little fireflies that lit the forest when we went there because we did go there during the night. The place that is called as the "land of the bridges", the little Baguio, has now been my favorite place in Ilocos Norte. The actual reason that we went there is for the funeral of my uncle, my cousins's father. So we decided to stay there for his last night. We stayed up late and they prepared us they're wine specialty, which is the Bugnay Wine. It's very sweet with a sour-y taste like vinegar because it has been preserved for a year and yeah, it's very delicious. And some of my cousins were drunk, but not for me. I dont know, maybe, it's because I had not drink for ages, that's why I can tolerate the alcohol content in it. Haha. The next morning was the funeral. We went UP again the mountain because it's where their cemetery is. And when we're there.. Just WOW! I really can't believe Adams is beautiful as this. The picturesque view of the mountain top, just majestic! I can't even.. I can't breathe Adams! It was the first adventures this 2015 and yet it turned out as the best! Hoping to go back there again and I wish the road construction will be over soon. Thank you Adams! It was a great start!

#gregawesomeadventures2015 #itsmorefuninadamsph #adamsilocosnorte #page1of365

#2015 let's do this!!! Let's get started! 😊🙏💭📖

Day 1. Baguio City 🌲 Dear Diary, Travelling always start going to the mall. Am i right? So we began our tour to the mall and it's already lunch time that's why we decided to go to the mall first. So, here's our captured moments at the mall. I really love photography. Of being the photographer. I've never dreamt of being the subject of photography but because it's my first time there, i want to have some memories of my own. Not just memories of the place, but the place with me in it. Haha. Mostly, i took the shots cause i really love the concept of photography. With the strap on your neck while holding your professional camera and you're ready to shoot. I learned some basics in photography and some people love the results on my photographs and that makes me feel just a little bit overwhelmed cause only my close friends comment on the photos i took. I forgot when was the time i decided to learn photography(on my own) but i remember those days (when i was still in high school) that i first hold a camera. Digital camera in exact. Haha. My subjects before was my cousin ( i dress her up first before doing the photoshoot. I even teach her how to pose like LOL), nature (which i found so interesting and until now it's my favorite subject especially when it's raining), and little things (small things just scattered on the floor or those insects that i always see when i am bored in class or daydreaming). The interesting thing about me when taking photographs was i focus first with the use my eyes (as lens) then capture the subject. Haha. I wish i had DSLR camera now so that i could capture my subjects in high definition. Well, that's on my wishlist already.

Dear Diary, I've never been so excited about travelling. In fact, I hyperventilate, anxious and VERY excited when I'm going somewhere: somewhere I have not been to or have been to. I just have this feeling that I always want to travel (even if just to the neighborhood places) cause there's so many place I have never been to. Actually, I'm a stranger to my own place. Really! But this adventure that happened just a week ago, and still in disbelief and in shock that I finally landed on that place. The land of the Pines, Baguio City. Actually it's not my first time going to Baguio cause I went there during our field trip when I was in Grade 1. Hahahaha. So, it's been 14 years (I think) and the best part is I went out of town with my bestest friends ever! The main reason that we went there is to file and register for our upcoming Nursing Licensure Exam (and Im so anxious right now!!!!) which is the only excuse that we know to say to our family so that we can have a rest because of the stress on our upcoming board exam (just stop mentioning that!!!!) and just to find peace of mind and just relax for we know that when we go back again, we'll face reality (sleepless nights, endless cups of coffee, etc.). It actually is and reality sucks! It's a 3 days, 2 nights escapade and it feels like we're there forever ( cause we cant move on and until now, we have separation anxiety to that place). The best feeling I've experienced going to that place was that the steep road overlooking sceneries that quite heart-stopping. It feels like you're on top of the world (literally), the ambiance and everything. Just about everything. Sigh. And now, we're facing reality and still hard to sink in that we parted that place. But someday, I know, we'll be going back there to receive our Licenses (grab your license!!!!!) and as nurses already. Thank God it's Mine!!!! #wanderlust #gregcscyntravels #baguiocity #cityofpines #morefuninPh

#Repost from @yengconstantino with @repostapp Hello Pink hair! 😊 Fink na siya! 🐽😍💙

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Phone case. #septemberphotochallenge #day02

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Yes! Gagawin ko to. #SeptemberPhotoChallenge. 😊 I nominate kuya marcelosantosiii dito sa challenge na to haha Thanks.

#feelingdetermined 👍 Good morning.

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