That afternoon, I had a doctor's appointment.
The fourth this month between physical therapy, measurements for my custom wheelchair and brace fittings to try and keep my joints in place.
I climbed into the car and sat back against
the leather seat, running my hands through
my hair. "I'm so sick of this. I'm twenty-one
years old and the rest of my life will be doctor's
appointments and pain management. Forever."
I sighed, turning to look at Lucas, barely
meeting his gaze. "Are you sure this is what
you want? You can back out, but please do it
He gently tilted my chin up to look at him, holding my gaze with his. "Cel. You are
everything I've ever dreamt of."
I scoffed lightly. *So you've only ever had
nightmares, huh?" I shook my head. "What
good, am I to anyone now?"
He nudged his shoulder against mine, took my
hand, squeezing it lightly. "You're good to me
You're good to your family. To the Castle and
Lilac. You're an amazing friend to Meadow,
Rhys and El. You know you could take over the
world, and I'd gladly let you lead.. but I'd want to
be your secondhand man." The jovial sparkle in
his eyes made me smile. "Oh god, Luke. Don't
He leaned in and kissed me, both of us smiling
so that it was more of a bump. I laughed and
dropped my head onto his shoulder. "How
do you always do that? Just make everything