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if yearning was a person, it would be me

[theflourishingpast]

The evening star is the most beautiful of all stars

[ariart0]

Support course! Deku <3

[theflourishingpast]

OBCECADA

[theflourishingpast]

will anyone else love me the way you did?

i still think of you, wishing you still think of me

i think i might be cursed

i hope we'll cross paths again in the future

i create scenarios where it does happen. we exchange glances. we mourn what he had and what we'll never be having again. you're still with him. i'm still by myself.

[beelze0-0]

What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you

Prints available here

(ID: sequential art

image 1: Medusa sits in the middle pulling Marie towards her right and wrapping her arm around Spirit to her left in an eerie dim setting

image 2: a close up of a bright red coiled snake, the pattern on its head and body is the vertical eyes of Asura

image 3: Stein lying shirtless on the floor of a dim room holding a cigarette to his mouth and gazing towards the hallucination of Marie, Medusa, and Spirit together

end ID)

[theflourishingpast]

i fear that having a routine is triggering my anxiety

[theflourishingpast]

I hope this letter never finds you

i bumped into our old photos, and instead of deleting it, i chose to keep it – that photo where we are kissing at the pool. i even marked it as favorite (after staring at it for at least five minutes). It's been three years since I broke up with you, the fourth year is around the corner already, and as pathetically as it will sound, I don't know if I'll ever get over you. it feels like no one out there will ever stand a chance against what you were to me. i wish things had ended up differently. i wish i could still contact you now. i wish we weren't toxic to each other at the end. i wish to forget you forever so I can stop seeing the ghost of you everywhere.

(i don't really mean the last one)

i admit: im totally flawed as a person, i am selfish. i hope you're not happy enough with him. i hope everything you see reminds you of me. if we can have something reciprocal, then let it be we mutually yearning for each other.

[cityelf]

this poem is about being nonbinary.

[theflourishingpast]

im trying to learn frenchenese, but by myself it is so hard 😔😔😔

[theflourishingpast]

I guess I will never get over "when every no turns into maybe" god bless the one person who wrote this masterpiece (((o(*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)o)))

I found a pynch fic named after stray italian greyhound, and it gave me WAR FLASHBACKS and that's why I'm thinking about That One Woosan Fic

I swear my vision got blurry I almost CRIED. this fanfiction is so dear to me. the dearest of them all

[theflourishingpast]

shhh changing aesthetics

[theflourishingpast]

the parasites in me keep whispering diluven diluven diluven. like. they had no business in being a great ship. some of you might not get me, but I Get Me in a way no one's got me before. it's not about the size difference bc i don't really like this stuff, it's about their ✨️ clashing personalities ✨️ and how insufferable diluc would consider venti until he's finally caught in venti's ✨️charm✨️

im feeling very normal .

[theflourishingpast]

heeeyyy, can someone recommend some pynch fanfictions? preferably longer than 10k words 🥺🤲🏻 I'd be grateful

[theflourishingpast]

currently obsessed with pynch

[alexiaugustin]

the dream thieves is the most perfect book ever because adam and gansey are going through a divorce, blue is breaking up with adam, ronan lets go of his crush on gansey in favor of perusing his para-religious devotion to adam full time, kavinsky is obsessed with having a threesome with gansey and ronan and sends gansey a dick pic from ronan’s phone, gansey starts dating blue behind adam's back the second they're freshly divorced and adam and blue have broken up, ronan turns kavinsky down and as a reaction to that kavinsky kidnaps ronans brother and then kills himself in front of their whole group. everyone is completely unfazed by this except for gansey who seems to care a little bit which adam thinks is cute. it's also in this book that the hitman who killed ronan’s dad starts hitting on blue’s mom. sound off in the comments if you know of any other ya books similar to this

[theflourishingpast]

oh damn I'll really need to overcome how boring the beginning of the second book is in order to reach the juicy plot

[theflourishingpast]

SO. I've been binge-watching the Twilight Saga with my friend... and because of that, now I'm craving some queer vampire story. a LONG one. it could be a book. it could be a fanfic. anything.

i browsed through the alternative universe - vampire and vampires tag at Ao3, but nothing scratched my brain in the right way.

WHERE are the gay twilight-like books?!?!?!?!?!

[theflourishingpast]

LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

What really sucks is when you know you should be doing something but physically/mentally cannot bring yourself to do it no matter how important doing that thing is.