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So take me out Cause I'm a mess when I'm alone And if anyone can help I'm losing it so this one goes out To all you love struck fools I've got news for you I know a thing or two on giving up To all you heartless souls I think it's best you know I play the leading role on giving up...

[theforsaken-son]

I'm a lil fucked up rn but it's ok. The world's fucked up too so I fit right in anyway.

[heavensghost]

[theforsaken-son]

Same feeling; different name

[theforsaken-son]

Depression Has Ruined Me

I’ve reached a point where my depression has distorted my entire reality. I’m losing my grip on everything and it’s not okay. Every day is filled with either feelings of overwhelming depression, or unimaginable emptiness. I now question why I have a heart at this point. I don’t sleep at night but I no longer feel tired in the morning. Waking up every day has become a burden that I can barely carry. My body floods with a heaviness that I lack the words to describe. I’m usually a rational & logical person but I’m now plagued with emotions that I don’t think I’m currently fit to handle. I’m so horribly unstable. Mental breakdowns are becoming more common for me. 1 second I’m fine, the next I’m struggling to keep my mental sanity intact as the sudden flush of emotions is forcing me to cry, and the aftermath is bittersweet emptiness & sorrow. I want to be put on antidepressants so strong that I’ll never feel anything again. I can’t live my life like this. I don’t want to feel anything anymore.

[theforsaken-son]

I now cry at the mere thought of my own depression

[theforsaken-son]

I'm so alone

[theforsaken-son]

Mental breakdowns have become a daily part of my life

[thatkid-was-different-blog]

1-800-273-8255

If you or someone you know is suffering, please let them know, they have resources like these. Please make them informed that they CAN get help. Don’t just sit by thinking that they’ll be alright simply because they’re still around or have “made it this far”. You have no idea of the things that could be going through their minds, and if you do, then always assume that it’s at least 5x worse in their head. Sometimes YOU are the only thing that’s keeping them between Life & Death. I know the thought of that alone can be really burdening, it’s true, and in no way is it an easy thought to wrap one’s mind around. But just imagine how it must be for THEM, having the last shreds of their sanity and life, completely dependent on maybe just ONE person. No one, ABSOLUTELY NO ONE, wants that.

So please, make a difference. Be the change.

The change in THEM can make all the difference in YOU.

This is only the Link & Number of the National Lifeline here in the U.S. I will try to gather other lifelines here in the future and compile them into posts like this. Please give this a share, it could mean the world to someone out there.

[theforsaken-son]

I've become so horribly unbalanced & unstable

[theforsaken-son]

Even after washing my face, I still can't get rid of the feeling of tears running down from my eyes

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

depression blog

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

depression blog

[theforsaken-son]

This is so depressingly true

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

depression blog

[theforsaken-son]

Today I had 2 mental breakdowns mixed with a panic attack and a lot of crying. My face, hands, and pillows are battlegrounds stained with tears from a war I'm struggling to survive.

[shareaquote]

Loving you was the only way I knew how to ease the never ending pain that had conquered all parts of me.

dreamerthinkerwisher, You Let Me Breathe (via wnq-writers)

[findingpeaceinquotes]

Please, make me feel, make me feel anything. Please. Make me feel alive again. Please