Lightbringer, Shadowbringer.

I am trash, welcome to my trash blog. Call me Amethyst. I spend a lot of time in Final Fantasy XIV. You can find me on Jenova most of the time.

[lackadaisycats]

Some art for the new, upcoming edition of the Lackadaisy Volume 2 book.

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Lackadaisy is on Patreon - there’s extra stuff!

[heyatleastitsnotcancer]

I keep getting told on the internet I'm too angry about disability and ableism.

And I'm like of fucking course I am. How do you expect me not to be angry about people ignoring disabled people's existence at best but more often treating us like shit?

Yeah I'm angry at that and I have every right to be.

[rudecanadiantwo-deactivated2023]

You have the right to be angry.

You don't have the right to take it out on others. As a general rule.

[heyatleastitsnotcancer]

Which I'm not.

[rudecanadiantwo-deactivated2023]

That's good.

But everyone needs a reminder every once and a while.

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

Considering that so much as mentioning inaccessibility gets us labeled “mean angry cripples” and we’re constantly told we’re being mean, too angry, “taking it out on others” for doing nothing but existing as disabled and speaking about out experiences, I don’t actually think we need the reminder. but sure

[capydoodle]

[capydoodle]

i posted this and then woke up from an involuntary nap about 5 minutes ago... he cast an eepy spell on me...

[opalescentfeather]

I don't remember posting this and then I napped. what the hell is this power.....

[capydoodle]

like to charge reblog to cast my sleep deprived friends

[b4bysitter-deactivated20210208]

shout out to ace and aro kids who are constantly bombarded with the opinion that sex and romantic love are directly connected to living a happy life.

[b4bysitter-deactivated20210208]

Y’all are just reblogging this at the speed of sound tonight

[beaniebaneenie]

Since it’s almost valentines day, and this message is about to get hammered in even more, reblogging this again.

[thefaeriefeatherdark]

I’m sure someones already said this but I often see Tumblr described as a hellsite. This is fundamentally incorrect.

Tumblr is the faesite. Everybody is super confused and lost, you keep running into random places. Somehow you end up stuck there forever after interacting a couple of times. The people are all strange, everybody simultaneously seems to be from the future and the past as if time is meaningless.

[stargazing-at-the-moon-deactiva]

YES

[amysnotdeadyet]

also technology breaks at random, and sometimes you just suddenly feel a thousand years old

[c-ptsdrecovery]

(Seen on FB)

RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE. 

When I was at one of my lowest (mental) points in life, I couldn’t get out of bed some days. I had no energy or motivation and was barely getting by.

I had therapy once per week, and on this particular week I didn’t have much to ‘bring’ to the session. He asked how my week was and I really had nothing to say.

“What are you struggling with?” he asked.

I gestured around me and said “I dunno man. Life.”

Not satisfied with my answer, he said “No, what exactly are you worried about right now? What feels overwhelming? When you go home after this session, what issue will be staring at you?”

I knew the answer, but it was so ridiculous that I didn’t want to say it.

I wanted to have something more substantial.

Something more profound.

But I didn’t.

So I told him, “Honestly? The dishes. It’s stupid, I know, but the more I look at them the more I CAN’T do them because I’ll have to scrub them before I put them in the dishwasher, because the dishwasher sucks, and I just can’t stand and scrub the dishes.”

I felt like an idiot even saying it.

What kind of grown ass woman is undone by a stack of dishes? There are people out there with *actual* problems, and I’m whining to my therapist about dishes?

But my therapist nodded in understanding and then said:

“RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE.”

I began to tell him that you’re not supposed to, but he stopped me.

“Why the hell aren’t you supposed to? If you don’t want to scrub the dishes and your dishwasher sucks, run it twice. Run it three times, who cares?! Rules do not exist, so stop giving yourself rules.”

It blew my mind in a way that I don’t think I can properly express.

That day, I went home and tossed my smelly dishes haphazardly into the dishwasher and ran it three times.

I felt like I had conquered a dragon.

The next day, I took a shower lying down.

A few days later. I folded my laundry and put them wherever the fuck they fit.

There were no longer arbitrary rules I had to follow, and it gave me the freedom to make accomplishments again.

Now that I’m in a healthier place, I rinse off my dishes and put them in the dishwasher properly. I shower standing up. I sort my laundry.

But at a time when living was a struggle instead of a blessing, I learned an incredibly important lesson:

THERE ARE NO RULES.

RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE!!!

(by Kate Scott 2018)

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

If you wouldn't go to someone for advice, don't take their criticism either.

[theeldritchbeesechurger]

Wait whoa

[landsword]

op woke up and chose logic today and idk how i feel about that

[guy-eating-cereal]

New Picrew tagging thing!

Make yourself with this adorable picrew: https://picrew.me/image_maker/400146 and idk tag people if you want

@bisexualcrisana​ @weatherbourne​ @achilles-was-better-than-u​

[backup-re]

hahaha i snipped the reblogs cause it was getting long but thanks for the tag @fuckinmarrian​ <3  i miss you too sdjksdjksdk but as you can see, im also very tired lmaoooo.

tagging: @atsu-mia​ @ush7jima​ @colorblendart​ @mlfweeb​ :))))

[favegumi-deactivated20240421]

yes girl, cry some more 🤩

da hoes/j; @atsumusc0ck @atsushi-stan-draws @asheigo @ash-the-cache @teyvatstories @ush7jima @0ik6lut @heartbrokenweeb @hikari-writes + anyone who wants to!

[ash-the-cache]

thanks for the tag! :D here’s mine:

idk who to tag uhhh

@atsushi-stan-draws @currentlyprocrastinating @lilikags :D

[currentlyprocrastinating]

Thank you! This is so cute~

Have a blushy Four hehe~ She probably saw a picture of catboy Seven >:3c

@yoosung-simp @this-mess-of-a-song @makialene @marmar-shii @space-kitten-606 @marshmallowprotection @cometcall

[space-kitten-606]

Thank you for the tag ~

I tag @shittylongcatposts @queen-of-northern-europe @poofyboo @flanabananacakes @korekiyo-shingucci @inthisblogwestanthechoitwins

[shittylongcatposts]

Have a hug from shitty!

Thanks for the tag fren! <3 @space-kitten-606

I tag @lisbellagesundheit @mrs-han @tavvyboo @anon-drabble @truth-be-told-im-lying

[anon-drabble]

current egg state of being is both overwhelmed and total zombie from work. 😂

@jafndaegur and @ishizusv go for it!

[jafndaegur]

Jaf in a constant state of anxious panic lol

@bananaduckbread @stormielikeweather @drosselmeyerwrites and @chierafied feel free to jump in if you’d like!

[drosselmeyerwrites]

Pretty much my state of mind right now…and usually. 😂

Tagging @ladygoshawk, @milomai19, @meldrymoon, @mythicamagic, @chierafied, and @stormielikeweather!

[meldrymoon]

Woke up at 6am and can’t get back to sleep. It me, you’re girl Meldry. 😅…..😭

Tagging @elevenharbor @sagemcmae and @shastuhh because these are always cute and fun 😄

[elevenharbor]

Sleep deprived, [still] sick, hangry, and running on fumes. Sounds about right 🥲

Tagging @mikodaiyo, @rey-kapkeyk, @cakeit0n​, @teaandcrumpets​ and whoever else wants to do this!

[cakeit0n]

Yo, these are like character creations. Now I want to play games!

Tagging…. I dunno, @nikkxb is always my first though. Hope you are doing well! And @nonsensicalsoliloquy

[nikkxb]

THIS IS SO CUTE.

[frozenskull]

 I DID ONE

tagging peeps in me notes: @birdblacksocialclub​, @giftofthegodess​, @allurasgrace​, @fierce-little-miana​, @meteorstricken​, @screamingvikings​, @rhyperographer​, @phlegethornspace​, @viktorsvector​, @brezifus​, @misswonderfrojustice​, @thelastenvoyyy​

[plegethornspace]

Here’s mine

I feel called out by myself. Tagging @feynren, @turtlenomore, @omniverbosity, @millennialtrance, @skybluescarf, @silversiren1101, @anapproachingstorm, @ladyramora, @cosmic-android, @deviledfrog​. You all are some of the top followers I have and therefore, You guys get to suffer with me too. <3

[ladyramora]

tagged by: @phlegethornspace​

tagging: anyone who’d like to do it

[thefourteenthascian]

Tagged by @ladyramora​ Tagging: @blakkfox​ and anyone else who wants to.

[glowstickhaloboy]

okay, let’s try this one!! “what’s your role in a found family dynamic?” on uquiz!!

[ladyramora]

the “comic relief”

yes, alright, you tell your jokes and do your bits. you break awkward silences and sing silly songs. but what about when you’re not keeping the levity? what else makes up the person who makes others feel good? you’re kind. you connect with people. you hate to see others sad. you have a vice or two–who doesn’t–but the point is, you are the epitome of what it is to be human, and you are able to encompass the absolutely zany improbability of life as we know it. people are comforted by you. they cherish your spirit and relate to you. but it can be difficult when you’re not laughing. comedy becomes a wall to keep worse feelings out, or in. a person who feels any emotion to the extreme will undoubtedly feel others the same way. laughing is great, but… perhaps a big reason you appreciate your family is because there’s something you can’t stand in a silence.

[thefourteenthascian]

the heart full of faith at some point in your life, you've probably been told you're "the glue" keeping a certain group of people together. you look on the bright side of things. you are able to convince someone that everything will be alright. your (found) family walks away from you feeling strengthened by your faith and--let's face it--wisdom. hopefully, you aren't being taken for granted in this. keeping morale up comes naturally to you. you probably do plenty without even realizing it. you're a good listener, thoughtful, kind. even leaders come to you for guidance. you may or may not be keen on being in charge yourself, but you are trustworthy, and you do right by the people who depend on you. the only person you can't always see clearly is yourself. it's easy to tell someone their potential but incredibly difficult to realize your own. you need the support of others just as much as they need you--but once you're put to the test, you'll realize you had the right stuff in you all along.

[space-jaams]

REBLOG IF YOU THINK FANFIC IS JUST AS IMPORTANT IN A FANDOM AS FANART

[medusaceratops-deactivated20210]

i keep telling myself i can’t handle longer projects but in the last four days i wrote 23,377 words just totally by the seat of my pants

[mirrorfalls]

This is the Good Post of seat-of-your-pants inspiration, reblog so you too may add 23,377 words to your WIP without a single moment of hesitation or self-doubt

[brawltogethernow]

Bursts like this are like

[slavery]

[macbethz]

Fuck I’m at a fencing tournament and literally a minute after I reblogged this my dad told me that he talked to the point people and I’m probably going to win a medal.

[seananmcguire]

BURN BAGEL BURN

[gothiccharmschool]

OH WHY NOT?

[harukami]

I need to follow up to say I reblogged this last night, and this morning I got some of the best news of my life, like, a life dream come true news thing.

Bagel what are your powers

[acabosetotal]

FUCK, I though it was just another lucky meme but LISTEN. Since a week ago I was waiting a phone call to confirm me if I got a job or not in my university. I reblogged this yesterday’s night “just for fun and because I don’t want any bagel to be mad with me”, and today’s afternoon, while I was losing my time as always, the professor I was supposed to work with called me and asked me for my personal information to start working with her.

THE BAGEL POWERS ARE WAY TOO MUCH FOR THIS WORLD

[token-white-friend]

I GOT A JOB THE DAY AFTER MY QUEUE POSTED THIS THE FIRST TIME AND I JUST REALIZED IT WHEN I SAW IT AGAIN HOLY GOD

[noodle-dragon]

The bagel hasn’t let me down yet!

[blackcatgodess]

I got a job offer after reblogging the bagel. Believe in the bagel!

[anayely420]

🙏🏼

[sonsfantasies]

Worth a try lol

[theblizzardsix]

i could use some good news or even a good girl 

[pantspooplover]

Go lil bagle! Show me your power!

[itaachiyama-moved]

Okii then!

[blastlight]

THIS IS THE FIRST THING ON MY BLOG

I GOT ASKED OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME AFTER I REBLOGGED IT

[cuappatea-deactivated20200216]

wait but whats happening with the bagel tho

[dukemz]

It’s burning, as is everything I’ve hoped for whenever I’ve reblogged a post like this

[gone-dw-abt-it-deactivated20260]

I just kinda wanna watch something burn?

[dukemz]

Mood

[rip-paramour]

You guys didn’t listen when I said Bagels hold an ancient and wonderous power.

[teathattast]

Bagel time

[castielismyhusband2266]

I need this

[dwintu]

do it

[robinswraith]

I’m at an all time low I need this

[magnus-chase-rights]

ok sure

[soulful-guy-deactivated20251026]

no loss in trying. so here wo go

[skeleton-deactivated694225]

😌👀

[anxietyfilledvoidfrog]

Its bagel time. I believe in you bagel. 🥯

[aleijaiiiii]

Ok so.

Last time I reblogged this, I was complaining to my mum how I never got to go on walks alone. Then, she legit said to me, “well why don’t you go down to *censored*?” Which she’d never let me do before. I had three hours. In a place half an hour from home. It works.

[thatonepanperson-deactivated202]

I need all the luck i can get

[spiderways-a-vampire]

(*-*)

[literallylmm]

Uhhhh worth a try

[batpeggy21]

I doubt it will work but….

[marsieonlife]

i dont lose anything trying…

[diya-a510-deactivated20200919]

BAGEL

[marsieonlife]

again, YES?!

[marsieonlife]

OK SO I DID THIS ON THE MORNING AND GUESS WHAT HAPPENED AT SCHOOL? 

TWO TESTS WERE CANCELLED!

NO HOMEWORK!!

WE HAD A BREAK OF 30 MINUTES (we normally have a break of 5-10 min)

AND MY CRUSH ASKED ME TO WORK ON A PROJECT WITH HIM!!!

I don’t know how you do it bagel, but you’re awesome!

[sleepy-sho]

Bagel time

[nucleariguana]

guys the more you add text to your reblogs the more time it takes to reblog, therefore stealing our good news

[bluef00t]

“you talk like a smart/pretentious person” actually I just forget simple words constantly and am forced to rummage through my brain for the nearest synonym, which is usually twice as long and needlessly specific

[peachdoxie]

#see also: the exact feeling im trying to convey with my sentences doesnt get across the same way without that specific word

[totallycorrectffxivquotes]

WoL: I’m running on an hour and a half of sleep, tears, depression, and green tea.

[lgbttiktoks]

A movie

[smatter-deactivated20220909]

An Ally

[whitepeopletwitter]

[nineprotons]

Dolly’s absolute amazingness aside… She is who she wants to be, and shows herself as she wants to. Anyone who sees her as a joke is in fact the joke themselves and I’m quite happy to laugh at them.

[injuries-in-dust]

The real joke is that she’s the one finding it, not the government.

[elfwreck]

[villainous-queer-deactivated202]

She purposely does this, y’all. I have been fascinated by her for years and she has purposely crafted this and people reacting like this is her intention. She is a master. Like, how many country artists can get away with openly being a queer ally and funding AIDS research and COVID research and all this other stuff and yet still I defy you to find a person–no matter how conservative–who will say anything worse than ‘she’s trashy’ to you–but it can’t even insult her because she says she’s trashy!! She is so good at this y’all. A master at the whole concept of reclaiming and owning one’s image. All hail Dolly.

[ultrareginarules]

An American icon. A hero.

[skogsdotter-draws]

does the post-shadowbringers sadness ever go away