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@thehellsaint
🐛 endos pmo so fucking much. what do you mean you have a trauma disorder with no trauma. what the fuck r you talking about.
"BuT wE aReN't ClAiMiNg To HaVe ThE dIsOrDeR"
You might as fucking well be??? Intentions only matter to a certain extent??? You're actively harming the community you romanticize??? Causing even more mental anguish to already traumatized individuals???
it's true and you should say it.
coming out of the tags to say that some of us have been saying this for years and have been called all manner of degenerates, perverts, and pedophiles over it, and we really deserve an apology we will never receive
We DO deserve a fucking apology we'll never get, and not to soapbox, but lemme just throw out another fucking explanation of exactly why this shit keeps happening in the slim chance that it helps at least one person not fall for it: Fascism in ANY form will ALWAYS present itself as reasonable to YOUR sensibilities. It preys on a lot of things, your disgust reaction, your fear reaction, your own shame, your need for a tribe, your need to feel like you're part of something bigger than yourself, your need to protect your resources, your need to boost your own ego, your need to feel better than others, and in my opinion, the worst thing of all that it can prey on is your WANT TO DO GOOD. It turns that Want To Do Good against you, gives you "acceptable targets" and sets you loose, thinking that you're being a fucking super hero. Fascism will ALWAYS feel okay when you're doing it because you understand why you're doing it because you've been told why you should be doing it by someone who's fucked the narrative to make you feel good about hurting other people because they've convinced you that you are protecting people by doing it!! Fascism tells you: "The sort of people who value a sex scene in a movie are perverts, and perverts are dangerous, right? Oh god... What if they're a rapist and that's why they like that sort of stuff? Yeah, that trans girl that made that post about movies needing sex scenes... She pisses in a diaper, that's fucking disgusting right? And she likes weird fiction... And diapers are meant for kids... So... Yeah... Exactly, you got it! See you figured out what she was too! So you should trust your gut with these people, you're really good at spotting them! You know when someone is evil! And you DEFINITELY should not listen to a pervert explain themselves, because... Right, exactly, what's the point? They're just going to lie about it and probably say gross shit to you." Did you catch how that worked? It let YOU make the conclusion. It let YOU answer the questions and start setting shit in stone in your own mind. And the next thing you know, you're using fiction as proof, anything outside of your own comfort levels as evidence, you've become an emotionally reactionary fascist who genuinely believes you are making the world better, and safer, for the people you love, and who love you in return. Fascism doesn't begin with violence, it begins with a kind hand held out in your direction from someone else who believes they're helping. You might not even realize you've fucked up. Ever. That's how it works. That's how it thrives.
THIS!!!
Degenerate art - Wikipedia
If we don’t learn from history we are doomed to repeat it.
I'm going to say this knowing that I could get some push back from people who follow me, but if you've fallen into the whole proship/anti-ship discourse and you're on the anti-shipper side of things, then you're on the slide.
You're heading toward that fascist mindset, because the whole purity culture/anti-ship mindset is designed to do specifically that.
It's designed to make you feel like the Good Person doing the Good Things being the Good and Sensible One Standing Against all The Bad Things. And chances are part of it is because someone told you proshippers are pedophiles, or whatever - they might not have even said anything concrete and just let the implication hang there.
I'm not a fan of proship vs antiship just because stuff like that gets distilled down into very simple statements, and oftentimes simplicity loses the plot. But after a couple years I will say seeing "proshippers DNI" in someone's bio will cause me to either block them, or step back from them.
It makes me nervous because even if they're not actively being aggressive, they've got a foot on the slide and that's an easy slip. I've watched too many people go down that slide, and I've had my arm dislocated trying to help some of 'em.
And look, there's assholes everywhere. Every group, every ideal, every nook and cranny you can possibly find for people has assholes. If you're letting the assholes cause you to Other an entire group of people
You're On The Slide.
The sooner you come to terms with that, the sooner you can make changes, the less it's going to suck balls for you and everyone else.
in the context of endos, have you heard of all the bullshit of the org/site called "pavillion" from the 90s? before pluraldeepdive turned pro endo (i seriously cant believe they put all that research into the real tangible harm endos have done for DECADES and still fucking turned on us) they had compiled research up on it. dunno if the post is still up but its absolutely horrifying stuff
You have lead me down a rabbit hole anon... I do not know whether to thank you or not, bu yes I have found the post you're talking about and many more. I am. ill. I do plan to make a post on it all because. . what the fuck. But I'm just. fucking hell. Posting this now just because I'm I don't even know. This feels like too much for me to handle but it also enrages me enough that I feel a need to talk about it. I was already planning a post on the endogenic community and how harmful they are anyways, but this is. jesus. This is a lot.
I do not reccomend anyone reading up on this if you're triggered by endos/their rhetoric and extreme ableism. It is bad. Like really fucking bad.
being anti-endogenic is punk btw!! u cant be punk while supporting blatant ableism ^_^ anyways!! endos dni and stay off of my blog!!!
i genuinely wish endos and shit would just take up roleplaying. stop saying your a system when your not. you cannot be a system without trauma. just say your roleplaying and have ocs or are a fiction kin or whatever the fuck. PLEASE. GET OUT OF SPACES THAT DONT BELONG TO YOU
YES. LITERALLY, DO ANYTHING THAT ISN'T FAKING A DISORDER. PLEASE FFS. Stop claiming to be plural, stop introducing your stupid fucking OCs as headmates, go RP and leave us systems alone.
"Endo neutral space" just means you're accepting of ableists and disabled people, the space is hostile to disabled people no matter how weirdly centrist you try to be.
stupi-did is -genic labels
no i will not call us "traumagenic" just because some loser wants to roleplay as a system
no i will not call us "traumagenic" because some loser "created" their system
we are DISORDERED and TRAUMATIZED!!
(this isn't to insult anyone who likes calling themselves traumagenic, btw. the term just sounds weird to us personally)
THIS
I get people wanting to stay away from the syscourse scene but I genuinely hate it when someone doesnt have a stance on endos listed SOMEWHERE on their blog. I need to know if you support ableism or not or I won't know whether or not I need to block you
stupi-did is seeing "non disordered systems, do you ever feel like disordered systems talk over you?"
.....it's almost like you're not a system
Imagine that! Lmao
I'm so sick of people (including systems) saying that you can be plural without CDDs... My neurodivergence, my lifelong disability is NOT your costume nor your identity. If you want to be quirky and unique, get a HOBBY that does not involve the mockery and fetishization of disabled people and severe childhood trauma and abuse.
Points points points
Tbh what even is non disordered plurality anymore 😭
im relatively new to Tumblr, but im primarily a tiktok, twitter, discord and reddit user, and can i say how shocking it is that endos and polyminds are so normalized here? i have a long block list on every social media im on, but that's through years of being on there. my tumblr block list is already quite long for a person who BARELY uses the site. it's actually disgusting how much random bullshit i see on here. ive never even heard of "build an alter" before i started looking into system content on here?? ive seen people on twitter admit to the weird things that they did during 2020 with faking did, so i thought that kind of thing stayed in 2020. clearly i was VERY wrong. ive been sharing the stuff ive seen here with my friends and on my twitter and i feel like i come across something even more absurd every 5 minutes. i hope endos and polyminds know they ONLY get support here, and basically live in an echo chamber. bring any weird "build an alter" bullshit anywhere else, and you get laughed off the site LMFAO
Yeah,, they're very common here, sadly. Makes me hate this site a little, though I also do love it (for unrelated reasons). They probably already know they aren't supported elsewhere, hence why they're all here-- or on discord servers ig. It's just really disgusting how normalized ableism has become here, to the point that it just feels dangerous interacting with anyone who doesn't explicitly share their stance because god knows when they could just decide they want to be ableist one day
Why the actual fuck do so many endos not like to respect DNIs..?
Like I know DNIs are a request to others and if someone breaks it you have to enforce it (ie block) but I’ve had so many endos interact with me. I’m fine when it’s a neutral interaction, but when it’s “endos aren’t misinformation” or “I don’t care about your DNI” it’s just so ahhh
Cause they feel like they're entitled to support. Whenever someone disagrees with them, they feel an insistent need to target that person and scream at them until they get blocked or until that person caves (or, if that person screams back, until they get tired ig). They don't understand nor care about boundaries, the same way they don't understand nor care about ableism or what it actually is (see; endos calling anti endos ableist because they... dont support ableism?). They're just pathetic, ableist assholes with nothing better to do than to fake DID and to target those who actually suffer with the disorder
It is not racist to say that endos are not real. Endos appropriate eastern religions all of the time in order to fit their narrative of being a “system”
heyyyyy so ♥️ THIS DISORDER ISN'T AN IDENTITY YOU CAN HAVE IDIOT ♥️ IM TRANS MYSELF DUMBASS ♥️ AND I HAVE BEEN AFFECTED BY "WILLOGENICS/ENDOGENICS" MYSELF FUCKFACE ♥️ DON'T TREAT DISORDERS LIKE GENDER-ID'S ♥️ IT ISN'T CUTE, AND YOU LOOK GENUINELY STUPID ♥️
"gAtEkEePiNg a DiSoRdEr" Do you want children to have inescapable childhood trauma? Do you personally think the constant derealization, depersonalization, headaches, isolation, confusion, amnesia, all of that is fun? Do you? Because apparently you wanna share this with everybody! Okay, you go do that! But me? I will ALWAYS fucking hate on those privileged bitches who get to "choose" this life. Because this wasn't MY CHOICE. IM SURE EVERY SYSTEM WHO ISN'T A FUCKING WILLO DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS!
And fuck yes i AM name dropping because people like this should be fucking BLOCKED and SHAMED.
"this blog is for ALL systems"
okay well you literally, medically, cannot be a system without trauma, alters and systemhood are literally symptoms caused by repeated trauma in developmental years severe enough to the child brain that it fractures to try and protect itself.
you cannot just Decide you are a system, and if you're looking at systems and saying "man i wish i was a system" either you're experiencing something where it feels like systemhood or whatever would be nice just to have an answer or you're ableist piece of trash or maybe you're actually very mentally unstable because wtf do you mean you WANT to have a trauma disorder? i am in a constant state of fake claiming myself mainly because i WISH it wasn't real, but then i feel my chest tighten the way it always does when bo leans in close, or i get that deep gut nausea that tells me some protector is getting triggered and/or defensive, or i straight up hear galinda humming in my head and rambling about all the pretty outfits we should wear and pouting when i remind her we have no money... i love my headmates, the ones i know, even if i have limited knowledge about most of them and it still feels like we're primarily just acquaintances who happen to live in the same brain... but god, life would be so much easier without dissociation and trauma and always feeling like i will never truly know who *i* a, because between the dissociative disorder and the bpd and the people pleasing and the compliance and the adhd and the autism and the millions of other things... i just have no idea who *me* even is, who would i be if my identity hadn't fractured? who would i be without the trauma?
Polyminds: stop interacting with my page knowing that I dont like nor respect you. I will not debate with you. You will get your feelings hurt.
A system is a collection of alters. Alters are chronically dissociated self states or ego states, with different neurological pathways that are often accompanied by a varying degree of amnesia. Dissociation is caused by stress/trauma and in many cases other mental illnesses. Alters are a byproduct of dissociating from the trauma that occurred that caused your ego states to not form into one. You can’t dissociate from trauma you do not have. You will not form DID/Parts without trauma, as the brain would not purposely sabotage itself.
You cannot be a system without trauma. Argue with your mama about it :)
