But we both know the world ain't ready for us yet

Previously asahi-san. Hi, I'm Chelle, I'm over 18. PJO, VLD, HQ!!, BNHA, etc.

[medrawawi]

big baby🐥

[sinmonger]

Hudson Williams | Best Lead Performer in a Drama Series

I didn't write a speech but I do have a little thank you list. Immediately to all the other nominees, it's just an honor to be nominated alongside you. I'm honored to be Canadian and this is fantastic.

[russianblush]

Best Lead Performer, Drama Series is....Hudson Williams!

[thesweetiepienovels]

Some is better than none. Some is better than none. Some is better than none. Walking for three minutes, is better than nothing. Drinking a glass of water and eating a snack, is better than nothing. Wiping down the counter, is better than nothing. Small things are not nothing. Small things are not nothing. Small things are not nothing. You don’t have to achieve grand things if all you’re capable of right now is the smaller things. They are still achievements. Don’t do nothing just because you don’t think you’re capable of doing bigger things, just do something you’re capable of today. 

[thelastolympian]

Today was a Very hard day at work, but keeping up with the CSAs and seeing Hudson surrounded by his loved ones and being loved by every one and spreading even more love when he was saying his thank you speech! I was rejuvenated.

[marciabrady]

HOUSE OF MOUSE (2001-2003).

[my-2nd-account]

Do you ever think about the comfort Shane and Ilya found within eachother during their hookup era? The peace they were only able to feel in eachother's arms? Do you ever think of how some days one of them would feel so low so unsettled so sad and would count the days til the next Boston x Montreal game because only then would he be able to breathe again? Does it ever occur to you how sometimes Ilya would walk in into Shane's apartment and immediately dive into Shane's arms desperately seeking the warmth only he could provide? What about Shane walking down the hallway to Ilya's hotel room sweating at the thought of Ilya's comforting weight on top of him? And what about both of them lying to themselves about how they were only feeling this way because the sex was good which it was but they refused to acknowledge the fact that no one else could ever compare? No one else could ever make Shane feel so safe that he'd happily give up control of himself to them. No one else could ever make Ilya feel so wanted and so loved that he'd just be. And they had eachother. For a few hours every few weeks, they had eachother. Through every win, every loss, every Cup, every award, every injury, every fight, every Lily, and every Jane, the only constant was eachother. Amidst all the lies, the one unwavering truth was silently told in those precious seconds while they were lying next to eachother both spent and so relaxed and so at peace in a happy bubble where they could just be. A promise that they would always find eachother.

Do you ever think about that?

[my-2nd-account]

Heated Rivalry set the bar for on screen sex way too high now I'm disappointed every time I watch any sex scene and the people involved don't look like they're fucking in real time right in front of my salad.

[my-2nd-account]

It's so important to me that everyone who meets Ilya feels safe around him. Shane at age 19 trusting him with his body and his sexuality and his reputation therefore his whole career. Svetlana who left home and could've gone anywhere but chose to move to Boston because guess who also lives there. Every person he's ever hooked up with because that's 100+ of people trusting him and saying yes. Yuna and David who spent less than an hour around him (Ilyushka not Rozanov) and accepted him as Shane's boyfriend even though they've spent the last decade hating him on Shane's behalf. Jackie trusting him with her kids after only meeting him once. Harris's family inviting him over so many times. His neighbors' kids making it a habit to wish him good luck before games. Troy coming out to him when it's his first time saying it out loud. Luca asking him for advice because he's finding it hard to "meet people". Coach Wiebe coming out to him and telling him about the guy he was in love with.

He's the safe space he needed growing up. He's the comfort person he wished for when he felt like he had no one. He's the familiar warm presence who has so much love to give to make up for all the love that was taken away from him.

[my-2nd-account]

18 yo Ilya on draft day not being able to sleep feeling so unsettled like his nerves are on fire he needs to get out of bed he needs to put his shoes on he needs to leave his room he needs to go down to the gym he needs to go there's something for him there there's something he should be doing there's someone he should be with nothing feels right his skin is itching his mind is racing his heart is pounding. Until the moment he steps inside the gym and his eyes land on a sweaty Shane Hollander on a bike. And suddenly he's never been more sure of what he wants.

[gloryhollanovjah]

Man I know Shane ruined Ilya's sleepover plans but he really made up for it in spades. I'm sorry I couldn't spend the night; please come to my house for two weeks. You bought me ginger ale; let me buy you Cokes and Doritos and water shoes. You made me a tuna melt; let me make you more burgers than we can eat. You asked me questions I didn't know how to answer; let me make sure you know I'm going to be as honest as I can. I'm sorry I got scared and ran away when you asked for more; let me stay up all night planning the rest of our lives.

[finny-red]

Home Sweet Home 🌃🌙

[heymacy]

At minute 24 of Season 1, Episode 4, Shane can be seen climbing off of Ilya's lap after they use each other's first names. At minute 24 of Season 1, Episode 5, Shane can be seen climbing into Ilya's lap after he starts crying.

Shane's jersey number is 24.

Jacob Tierney, we owe you our lives.

(first seen on the Heated Rivalry Wiki)

[noahkhn]

↳ HEATED RIVALRY, The Criterion Collection (in/sp)

[scinnlaece]

We were supposed to stand alone at the top, but we will always be there together. We will keep climbing until no one else can reach us, but it will always be together.

Rachel Reid | Heated Rivalry; Chapter Three

[scinnlaece]

Shane & Ilya + focus shift

[peaches-and-dream]

Ilya is a yearner but Shane is NOT a yearner. Shane is a doer and a problem solver. At first he solves the problem of his feelings for Ilya by compartmentalizing and not feeling them. When this strategy stops working he hard pivots to going after his man. This man is not sitting around pining and suffering he is getting things done!