The Chronicles of A Caffeine Junkie

A personal non-daily, ranting, emoting and life-what-have-you blog. Probably an average one. OR NOT. or.. whatever. PEACE, YO!

[preaths]

when u be gettin bad vibes from a bitch and u turn out 2 be right

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[forever]

i like staying up at unhumanly hours but i also like getting 12 hours of sleep do u see my problem

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[asthmas]

[blows]

vintage

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[terrainmaps]

Liddicoatite Tourmaline

[thelifeofjavs]

Yay or Nay? 

[jaaaavs]

Hello, hello followers! Will you go to UST’s BLOGCON? My blogger friends are asking! :D

[thelifeofjavs]

My SUPER EXTREME ULTIMATE CHEAT DAY

Mom just wired my allowance for the month the other day and I spent almost half of it today- intentionally.

I paid my cellphone bills

Today is my designated super extreme ultimate cheat day

 What is a super extreme ultimate cheat day?

It's that one day every month where I spend tons of cash in hand for pampering and spoiling myself. A day designed to show that I love and appreciate my being and is a reminder that every once on a while, I deserve a break and I deserve to have the things I like. It is a day where I eat the greasiest and sweetest food without having to mind what others think. It is where I watch a movie, buy a book or dress, add something to my journal collection, buy a lipgloss, wear the most comfortable clothing that I have even if it looks trashy, indulge in caffeine and carbonate, and ofcourse, get a new pen. AND OH- IT IS IMPERATIVE THAT I DO IT ALL BY MYSELF.

What I Ate Today:

   MINI BUCKET OF FRIES

MOCHI ICE CREME

KFC SNACK BOX

SOYA MILK

HOT SHOTS

SHAKEY'S PEPPERONI PIZZA

OREO KRUSHERS

ALL THAT WHILE WATCHING THE NEW PERCY JACKSON AND THE SEA OF MONSTERS AT THE CINEMA

  BOUGHT A NEW BRACELET

  I ALSO BOUGHT A NEW JOURNAL (LEATHER SOFT BOUND BLANC PAGES)

AND TO TOP THIS DAY OFF WITH A CHERRY, GRANDMA BOUGHT A DOZEN OF FRESH CARNATION- My fave!!!

    SOMETIMES, BEING ALONE IS THE ONLY WAY YOU COULD SHOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED- BY YOURSELF. AND I BELIEVE THAT ASIDE FROM THE LOVE OF GOD AND FAMILY, IT IS THE BEST KIND OF LOVE THERE IS.

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[thelifeofjavs]

USTET Tips (College of Architecture)

1.) USTET is an easy entrance exam (compared to UPCAT and ACET)- thing is, you're not the only one who finds it easy so buckle up and study. Have this mindset: If you think you'll only get 10 mistakes, how many students will get 9 mistakes in a sea of 7000++ applicants who wants to be admitted in the college of architecture? The college only admits around 450 students each year by the way.

2.) Study MATH- people get waitlisted because of this subject (including moi). Trust me, literature, filipino, science: EASY.

3.) National Artists - Two words. UST's the only university which has produced such in the field of Architecture.

4.) You DO NOT need review centers- but if you're planning to take some chances in UPCAT and ACET then by all means do. 

5.) Don't Fret About Folded Receipts or Forms - Admins don't give a damn as long as it's readable.

6.) Propper Attire- just please? You do not need to wear dresses or short skirts, super tight pants and shirts. What you need is to be comfortable during the exam. 

7.) Visual Exam- No I am not talking about an eye test. It's a test of how much your imagination works. Example of such test here: http://www.we-r-here.com/cad_08/tutorials/level_3/images/isometric_dwg.gif

8.) Pray- it works

[thelifeofjavs]

A scorching sun (as seen in the last photo) went and welcomed me on my first ever journey to our university's botanical garden. I swear the whole time I was dragging my feet towards the place, I was convincing myself not to pursue the plan anymore and just use some crappy pictures and play a guessing game on their specs, but my gut keeps telling me that I should take a leap from my old bad habits in projects. Ugh, the things I do for my specialization (Landscaping). 

IT WAS AMAZING!!!

Although, I should say that it's still stinky and uncomfortable and full of insects. Gaaah! I hate insects!!

[thelifeofjavs]

"Secret Friends"

I just need to get this out and I swear everything will be back to normal.

I hope.

Is it me or are you ignoring me whenever you're with your "buddies?"

Fuck you!!!!!! <-- There I said it

You don't even look at me when they're there. Look, IDGAF about any of them, HELL I DON'T EVEN LIKE THEM, so if they have any fucking problems with me I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IT!!! But you know what? We were fucking friends. It was REAL friendship and you can't deny that. But you just suddenly fucking ignored me because your "buddies" are starting to see that we're close? FUCK THAT! I know I have issues. I have a lot of it!  So if you can't stand being seen in public hanging out with someone who has issues then you're a fucking fake-ass who lives to please others!!! Fuck You!!! As if you don't have issues yourself. Dude, you have a lot too!!! And I shielded some of it for you. Our only difference is you're a fucking coward who's scared that no one will like you if they knew the real you! FUCK YOU!!! Dude, you're so good at pretending that you're something else that you're actually making yourself believe in that shit too!!! And look where it got you! Remember all those nights when you kept telling me about how you feel sad and empty? Well, no wonder!!! YOU'RE A FUCKING FAKER!!! Hello!!! 

So, carry on. Go worship your "friends'" asses and act as tough and as gentleman and as funny as you can be. Go.. go make them laugh, go make them happy, be the perfect fucking flawless friend to them. But fuck you because you know at the end of the day you will never be satisfied!!! FUCK YOU! 

[thelifeofjavs]

THANK YOU LORD

Other than the daily blessings, family, life, shelter, finance, hope and education that you've given me, I want to specifically thank you for letting me pass ALL of my subject last AUSATs (Architecture Undergraduate Student Assessment Tests). I retook five out of six subjects and I nailed them! I did what was practical and you let me pass. Not all of my classmates did. Thank You Lord! Now all I have to do is to not fail any of my subjects this semester and the next to get my thesis. 

I am also thanking You for having me succeed in my major tests. Even if I was too lazy to review and even if I haven't seen all of the result, from what I see now, I am receiving more than I deserve so thank You.

[thelifeofjavs]

I bet painting and advertising majors have it tougher even if Architecture is a form of an art on its own way.

This photo was taken a few days ago during one of the many many cramming nights for our Interior Design subject. A traditional painting of a bathroom interior that's suitable for a writer done on a cold-pressed board (Bainbridge) and a Prang Watercolour for easy and fast usage (or so for me).

Canon 600D

[thelifeofjavs]

It's so lonely when you don't even know yourself.

Red Hot Chili Peppers

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A view from the Window

Canon 600D