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I will never stop loving these memes. “What animals should of been called...”

When I was 20 I tried to take my own life because I was in a very abusive relationship. He was emotional, mentally, psychologically, financially and physically abusive. I had to go with him to the store. He had to accompany me to the store. He would get drunk with his friends and have them call me in the middle of the night to come “rescue” him. I would go and run dropping everything because if I couldn’t and wouldn’t he said I didn’t love him enough. I would have to sleep when he slept. He would show up at my work place refusing to leave. In arguments he would grab me and shake me threatening to push me in the tracks ... and during that time there were moments where that felt like my only way out. He would scream at me I. Public and humiliate me. He would punish me with his silence and ignore me , playing these psychological games and he would make me beg in public for his forgiveness, make me beg him to just look at me and speak to me. I couldn’t take it anymore and went to his bathroom and swallowed an entire bottle of pills..:. And I felt life slowly slipping from me. The voices were all echos, my skin was on fire and I woke up in the hospital. I begged God to give me the strength to leave. And one day.... in the middle of the night, when he fell asleep I grabbed my things and ran barefoot for my life down Gates Ave. And that’s not even half of what happened. My story isn’t over. I’m turning 33 years old and the last time I saw his face I was 21. I don’t know where he is but I forgave him. For my sake. There is hope. Just fight for it. Don’t give up and don’t ever be afraid. Even if he/she threatens to kill themselves. He did the same and finally I said “ Go ahead and jump then..... “ #domesticabusesurvivor #suicide #suicideawareness #itsnotover #keepgoing #yourstoryisntover #yourstorymatters #keepfighting

#suicideawareness #keepgoing #yourstorymatters #keepfighting #suicide #domesticabusesurvivor #yourstoryisntover #itsnotover

This. You just have people who are filled with malice and narcissistic behavior. I don’t think people realize how dangerous a narcissist can be. I was with one for 5 years and that caused a lot of emotional and psychological damage that I am still healing from. Don’t let him/her #gaslight you! Stay away! 🏃‍♀️👣Run away! They can’t be saved, they don’t want to be saved. They are convinced, set and comfortable in their ways. Protect your ✨spirit, protect your ⚡️energy, choose YOU! . . . . #domesticabuse #gaslighting #narcism #narcissistic #narcissisticbehavior #emotionalabuse #mentalabuse #getoutnow #valueyourself #loveyourself #theywontchange #itsnotok #itsnotyourfault #publichumiliation #protectyourself #protectyourspirit #brokeness #letGodfixit #unhealthyrelationships #toxicpeople #energyvampires #dontletthemstealyourjoy #joycomesinthemorning #tradeyoursorrows

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Where’s Falkor my Luck Dragon when you need him ?! (at Never Ending Story)

Discovered this new artist (new me) and I thought of you my darling @midnight_____marauder (at Route 66)

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LOL - That’s why I B2 myself

🌺🌺🌺 but I love Cardi B

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@garnierusa has really been helping my sensitive and problematic skin. I have to pick up more facial sheet masks this week. I’m down to my last one 😫 I always have to be super careful with skin care products. I’ve had horrible reactions in the past. But their #garnierskinactive line has been greatvto my skin. A little product also goes a long way as well. . . . ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ #esthetics #estheticianschool #esthetician #skincare #latinabloggers #latinabeauty

#skincare #latinabeauty #esthetician #esthetics #garnierskinactive #estheticianschool #latinabloggers

To just wonder ...

A spiritual girly girl with a dark personality 🌑✨🔮

I really love being around dope women. And especially some dope moms. Like.... I don’t have time or patience or tolerance for petty competitive behavior. I want to uplift you women and moms. I’d love to have a moms night out .... so important for us to have a support system and time for ourselves. Let’s have a lunch/dinner date at my favorite spot @laflacanyc and just chill 💕 #motherhood #nycmom #singlemoms #nycmetro

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Hey babes! If you have a chance please follow my little cousins dope ass page. Such a talented artist residing in FL. All good vibes from her, super intelligent and has dope energy. Check out her page and support the movement ——> @deswitit

A much better shot of my nails courtesy of @nailsbynikki.nyc

Ladies 😘😚 it's #manbunmonday and check out there gorgeous buns.... i mean hair buns 😄 @thysonb @rhombuslansky @brockohurn @itsfalcon *swoons*

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