It's Never a Fairytale

AdU ★ Forever Young ★ Wallflower ★ A melancholic story of someone who is afraid to love

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[betweenrealityanddaydream]

" I am not actually tired , but numb and heavy , and can't find the right words "

- Franz Kafka

[caintooth]

“You can do a lot of things with betrayal, but you can’t undo it. It feels irredeemable. To betray is to create a situation that there is no going back from.

If betrayal is one of the ways, or even the way, in which we change our lives, perhaps we should talk not only of the fear of being betrayed, but of the wish, the willingness to be betrayed, and to betray. And then we would be talking of consciously or unconsciously engineering our own betrayal, and looking for people (or things) we can betray. We would be talking of betrayal as a transformational act; we might even talk of it as an object of desire and start noticing how we seek it.”

from Judas’ Gift, by Adam Phillips.

(emphasis my own.)

[worldofherwords]

“Your love was the home I used to look forward to, now it’s the wound that I need to heal from.”

—

[occasionallyartsy]

You know, I haven't updated my journal since we broke up. I don't want to write down that we ended. It will make it real, and I'm not ready for that yet.

// Letters to lost lovers 03/? // Kurt Zen // 2023-04-01

[themasochist]

“It’s just a matter of willpower: The day you decide it’s over, it’s over.”

— This Is How You Lose Her, Junot Díaz (via classicbooks101)

[thingsirealizedwhen]

“One day I woke up and decided that I wasn’t going to write to you, or about you, ever again. That day was today and this is my goodbye.”

— ​Things I realized when I moved on with my life, part XVI

[aspiritualwarrior]

“But if you forgive someone for something they did to you, it doesn’t mean you agree with what they did or believe it was right. Forgiving that person means you have chosen not to dwell on the matter anymore; you have moved on with your life.”

— Idowu Koyenikan

[anancientheart]

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

[anancientheart]

whenever i post this it works  reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet 

[lyricsandsuch]

“Show me your scars and I won’t walk away”

Beyoncé; Sandcastles

[anancientheart]

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

[anancientheart]

whenever i post this it works  reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet 

[booksandcows]

[hermuis-blog]

i dont want you to be temporary

[tbfhprincess]

“No, we didn’t drift. You stopped talking to me and that was the end of it.”

— drifting doesn’t hurt like this.

[heathersbill]

“And it takes a lifetime to get close to you. Another lifetime to hold your hand. And then another to make you look at my eyes. So it’s ok. I’m patient. Take as many lifetimes as you need. You know where to find me.”

[kushandwizdom]

Never underestimate the power of Good Morning texts, apologies, random compliments and "I made this playlist for you"

- Meggan Roxanne

[junkiechurch]

oh u haven’t heard?? it’s all gonna be ok