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Here you will find the links to updates!

Here you will find series and works currently in progress, the number of chapters will be updated as the chapters are released, with all direct links!!! I hope you enjoy little star 🫂

The border between love and hate : Nie Mingjue x Wei Wuxian 32/?

Momentary deviations :

Labyrinths of the heart : Nie Mingjue x Wei Wuxian 1/?

Side Quest aka caos time :3: (empty)

Let's break the character.. like cracker aka analysis in progress:

Thirty-three red petals on snow : Lan Wangji x Wei Wuxian 12/? (Lan Qiren analysis)

Series :

Let's break the characters like crackers 🍘; See you on the other side of heaven :) ; (In)Correct Coffee ☕

Ship and direct links🐙:

Mingxian work 🐈🦖(number of works: 5) ; Ruoren work 🐧🦔(number of works: 3) ; Nielan work🐇🦖 (number of works: 5) ; Xicheng 🦢🪷 (number of works: 2) Wangxian 🌿🐇 (number of works 2) ; Qixian work 🍵🐈( number of works : 1 )

(I know graphics is what it is, but I made a quick one, HEY DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT)

HAVE FUN LITTLE STAR :D

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Since we are in Pride Month I want to share a very funny story

Because every now and then, parents I know because I have nephews who go to preschool and elementary school have accused us, me and the actual parents, of raising them with homosexual values. And every time I piss myself for laughs

Every carnival they dress up as flowers or fairies simply because they like colors o or pirates but very colorful. None of us have exposed them to "homosexual values" (don't ask questions because I DON'T HAVE ANY ANSWERS EITHER). They are too young to understand or start talking about gender or sexuality, they are children, let them be children god.

It happens that they see drag queens around the city because there are events of this kind usually, but I repeat nobody star with them the "sexuality" or "gender" question/speech , only the "oh well you see they dress that way because they feel good in that way of expressing themselves"

But getting back to the point

Every time there's a parent who sees the little one, they're all boys. They wear colorful clothes and play volleyball instead of soccer (so I don't even know what's wrong). At Carnival they dress up as I already said in the way they like best.

A guy went to tell the little boy, "You're a boy, you have to dress like a boy." The little boy yelled in his face, "At least I'm a beautiful flower and my girlfriend love that"

This is to tell you that people are a pain in the ass, leave them with their beliefs, it hurts not to be accepted or not recognized.

But remember the only sin is hate, not being yourself, not even love. Hate

If someone uses their religion to make you feel small and wrong, look who is talking to you because they are the smallest people on this planet.

Love yourself and the care , and remember this month is to be celebrated, celebrate the wonderful person you are, screw everyone else.

Look what you've become, you fought for this when you shouldn't have. Be proud of yourself!!!

You're valid, you're wonderful just the way you are. Gay, lesbian, trans, or non-binary people, pansexual, asexual, bisexual... And I could go on.

Be proud of yourself 🫂❤️

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Genuinely miss fandom culture where you got obsessed with a ship purely because it had amazing fic writers. I'm honestly so tired of people judging me for consuming media about ships they consider "unrealistic" like. They're fictional works. About fictional relationships.

Tl,dr: give me more amazing fics with weird ships

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Thirty-three red petals on snow : Chapter 14

He opened his mouth, and for the first time he didn't try to control the entire speech before it was born. He left it incomplete. "I..." The voice didn't come out like a master's. Not like Lan Qiren's. It was more fragile, more exposed, as if he had lost the support of his own internal rules. He swallowed. "Lan Wangji is not… he did not leave without reason."

Link here little star!!!

HAVE FUN LITTLE STAR :D

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Now that I have things clear for a moment I CAN actually say what will come out towards the end of June beginning of July, there will be some poll stuff. Because obviously we started this tradition better continue it

Because aziracrow have a big question mark in my head, big as a house. I've noticed too much negativity about just two and about Good Omens in general, especially on tumblr… and honestly I could do without it LMAO

Because what I want to write doesn't take place after season two or three or one, it just exists and I won't be the one to ask too many questions about it lol. So I'm waiting for it to cool down a bit, I wanted to release it this week but I repeat, people are pulling their hair out and I'm happily staying out of it :D

But the two of them are a problem for later BECAUSE Nielan appears and I will let her out and stay there ,this time seriously and I'm not playing… I'M NOT PLAYING. I'M NOT.

And that Nielan has to come out, because after months of me falsifying their plot or getting Lan wrong in the wrong FanFiction, even if the analysis will come back. Oh Lan Xichen will be dismantled, but with someone else 🌚

Nielan and Nieyao take precedence. I think I'm ready to analyze Jin Guangyao and Nie Mingjue together… I think so, but am I? NAH, BUT I'LL DO IT STILL. Give me time to quit my job and get settled and that will come out

Obviously, there are things I need to finish first. This isn't a race, but I can't wait to finish Lan Qiren's analysis. At this point, I don't know how it will end. I guess I'll find out as I go along. But just know that maybe a sequel will emerge from this one.

I'M JUST TELLING YOU, it depends on how I end it :)

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The idea of JGY crawling into NMJ's bed just to push him over the edge during his Qi deviation, only to blink his eyelashes with feigned innocence afterward, lives rent-free in my mind.

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I'm taking notes ....mh

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The day will come when I'll release that nielan

I'm still working on the plot, but that day will come when it will come out and Nora will actually sue me for moral damages.

That day will come

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The border between love and hate : Chapter 33

Lan Xichen's voice became more fragile, almost held between two thoughts that couldn't coexist. "Mingjue... . where have we arrived? We weren't looking..." But the sentence never found its ending. It snapped in the middle, like a rope stretched too far that finally gives way without a hint of failure. It wasn't fear, it wasn't rejection. It was simply the sudden impossibility of giving a precise name to what was approaching.  Nie Mingjue didn't respond right away. He kept looking at the house, as if recognizing it was more important than explaining it. Then, with a calm that had nothing solemn about it but something inevitable, he let the words fall as one lets fall a weight that has been carried for too long. "Home."

Link here little star!!!

HAVE FUN LITTLE STAR :D

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i dont "go on walks," i dont "use character sheets" and i dont "plot before writing," i raw dog it, and if it doesnt flow, I FUCKING CRY.

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Oh baby... I SO BACK 🌚

For the idea of "Kiss me with your eyes closed" thank the tiktok of @/sapperlot_doc, it reminded me of an old idea I had in my drive and I have to say is that….. chef kiss

These days, while I'm recovering from my tooth extraction, I think I won't touch anything until the last tooth is out. Of course, I'll try to update if I feel like it, but I can't promise anything!

So in exchange I'll show you what I have in store when I get back, but I won't post everything. Except maybe a Nielan and the long-awaited analysis of Jin Guangyao and Nie Mingjue, and maybe the Aziraphale x Crowley one-shot. Just to repay my debts to the priest HAHAHA

But I'm cooking well, especially with "Labyrinths of the heart" after a month of wondering "what the fuck does Lan Xichen have to do with it?" Then I realized it was the wrong Lan between Nie Mingjue and Wei Wuxian :D

It took me a moment, but I got there, better late than never lmao :D

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Anyway I wanted to say that I didn't disappear HAHAH

Forgive me but I'm changing my phone so I'm sorting everything out calmly and I'm recovering from my wisdom tooth, I still have the stitches that hate me and I hate them 🙃

Give me this week off, I have a thousand things to sort out and I'll come back to update a little bit little star 🫂❤️

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I'm thinking that a possible sequel to "I will love you beyond the sunrise" could be a good and right thing :D

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Labyrinths of the heart : Chapter 1

“What? He discovered about making a goose talk now, besides restoring consciousness to a walking corpse?” Nie Mingjue said, not really raising his voice, more as an observation than an attack, but with that dry edge he had when something seemed wrongly out of place.  Lan Qiren stopped completely, his fingers tensed slightly on the edge of the table, and for a second his perfect posture seemed more contrived than usual, like something requiring effort not to collapse. When he spoke, his voice was lower. “It’s been said,” Lan Qiren began, and Nie Mingjue immediately noticed that this wasn’t the way he normally introduced information, “that someone has found a way to remove the lovers’ seal from people’s wrists.”

Link here little star!!

HAVE FUN LITTLE STAR :D

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I managed to find the PLOT that actually had to come out without chasing its tail like a dog, I did the whole plot and I have to say it's absurd enough to be my child

So now I'm going back to bed since I've finished working on it and then I'll publish it

MY BABY IS BACK HOME YEEEEEE

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I see posts from people who say AO3 is down.....

NOW YOU EXPLAIN TO ME HOW THE HECK IS IT POSSIBLE THAT I AM UPDATE A CHAPTER WHILE AO3 IS DOWN. I'M IN THE WRITING PAGE AND I'VE RELOADED IT SIX TIMES AND I CAN WRITE ON IT

I HAVE THE AO3 MAIN PAGE DOWN BUT WHERE AM I WRITING..NO? WHAT KIND OF MAGIC DID I PULL OUT?

HOW????Am I the gods' favorite?????????????

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Little star I understand the confusion regarding the work of Aziraphale and Crowley, I really understand but don't worry.

Yes, it was a gift for a priest for his birthday, but he and I had an honest talk. It's not like I took the gift away from him, saying, "No, screw you, I'm the author and I can do whatever the fuck I want." It's a very valid thought, but it's not my style.

I went to talk to him and explained why I didn't feel like continuing it. Because yes, nice idea, nice plot, I like to get out of my safe zone.. But the question remains there, "Why now, why this way?" And I found my answer and what I'm not even ashamed to admit out loud lmao.

Deleting GO 3 posts wasn't a hasty decision like "oh I didn't like the ending so fuck something where I'll go out of my way to make it" Because you read it in English but the people I know translate the page into Italian, I'm very careful that both English and Italian make sense.

So let's stop this "you have the story eliminated for the finale" story, little stars I loved the ending and I even said so, I cried like a newborn baby and it felt like I was beaten with bricks for exactly 27 minutes. But I certainly don't make a decision about whether or not I keep something for a season finale.

I can't tell you if Aziraphale x Crowley will return to my profiles, maybe yes or maybe no, honestly I don't even know at this moment.

And you are completely free to unfollow me, stop watching me, leave my space, do whatever you want. It's not something I'm interested in controlling or chasing.

Because I'm not here to decide what to write based on whether "everyone likes it"—that's never been the point, and it won't be now.

If my heart is elsewhere during this period, it is not a choice against something or someone. It's simply a different direction of creativity. Right now, I want to write NieLan, Mingxian, and whatever I truly feel is mine. That's where my head is, that's where my energy is, that's where what comes naturally to me now.

Good Omens isn't right now. It gave me inspiration, ideas, strong images, but it moved them onto other tracks. And that's okay.

It's not a goodbye, it's not a cancellation, it's not a denial of what has been. It's simply the fact that creativity doesn't stay in one place. It changes, it moves, it shifts.

And if it returns one day, it will be because it truly does, not because it has to.

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I would like to reassure you that I have not completely gone out of my mind by eliminating the two Nielans, Aziraphale x Crowley, Nie Mingjue x Wei Wuxian x Lan Xichen and Lan Qiren x Wei Wuxian.

It like pruning a bush; the branches need to be lightened.

But after writing the same couple several times with different names and plots, the core remained the same. It's become an AU split into other storylines and I'm really pissed off about this.

I can understand that I helped to enrich stuff but like no, so I made a decision not "let's save them by driving them to inertia until I go crazy" but more "I noticed you and I swear I won't throw you into oblivion, but not now"

So I recover, finish what I have to finish calmly and in the meantime I cook from scratch heheheh 🌚