I’m gonna be so fr, I haven’t used this blog in over 2 years and going back thru it is actually kind of humiliating/triggering idk?💀
I made this when I was like 14 & had a crush on someone that turned really sour/toxic. then when I eventually got over that I just kept it going cos I liked the aesthetic. then I got a bf and used it during the lockdowns to vent cos it was so rough 😭 then we broke up lol. I think I forgot this account existed by that time cos I literally haven’t touched it again till now. I’m kinda glad tho cos I would’ve been so unhinged on here it would’ve been AWFULLL, the breakup was that bad.
I don’t feel like I necessarily relate to this aesthetic atm cos I’ve gone on a two year journey of healing and getting over the breakup, as well as my life changing constantly and being so different to what it was two years ago when I last used this account, and I haven’t been “in love” with anyone since so yeahhh
who knows maybe I’ll actually come back to this blog one day but I also kinda hope not cos going thru the posts… some of them were so toxic I don’t ever want to have that intense, one sided mindset again. only time will tell ig
