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fckdavidmatthews:

“Mhm, thought so” he teased and bit his lower lip as he watched him move out from the bed. Taking his hand, he smirked. “I have no idea what you’re talking about, mister!” he said and nudged him.

“Sure you don’t.” Theo smirked, walking into the bathroom and leaning across to start the shower. Turning back to David, Theo walked towards him and started to lift the other boy’s shirt. “Come on, let’s get you nice and clean.”

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fupdaxtonlawrence:

“Sounds good.” He nodded. “Oh! We could wait until everyone is asleep and steal some of their clothes? Then we could plant them in someone else’s room.”

“That could work..” Theo grinned. “Or we could just throw them all in the pool.”

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logancallaghan:

“It’s definitely as bad as you can imagine.” Logan nodded, “I’m kind of of just done with it now though, like they’ll figure it out eventually.” Logan nodded again with a shrug, “you’d think wouldn’t you? However everyone seems more bothered about shacking up rather than shagging around. Which is still fun but, not really the same.”

“Well I can’t really say anything about them choosing to shack up instead without sounding just a tad hypocritical so I think I’ll stay out of the one.” Theo laughed.

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brielleblackman:

Brielle let out a small laugh and shook her head. “Honestly this is the point in the season everyone loses their mind,” mused the tall brunette. “That’ll be funny at least.”

“The fact that it’s taken this long is a miracle in itself.” Theo laughed. “I thought so, now we wait I guess.”

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kodixcal:

“Nope, you’re like an open book. I can see everything.”

“Looks like I’ll have to be careful around you then.”

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fckdavidmatthews:

Looking at him, he smirked and chuckled as well. “Well, aren’t you gonna help me not be sweaty though?” he asked and pouted. “Like a shower would be nice” he added and took a deep breath. Poking Theo’s cheek, he giggled. “Wipe that smug look off your face, mister Walker” he whispered and winked.

“Now that is an offer I simply can not refuse.” Theo winked, sliding David off his lap as he rolled off the bed and reached out his hand for David’s. “Don’t lie babe, you love this smug look.” He smirked.

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fckdavidmatthews:

“I’m really fucking sweaty” he whined and sighed. “Good thing I don’t wear my makeup or glitter. I would have been pissed if my eyeliner had been ruined by sweat” he added, clearly a little grumpy. 

Theo couldn’t help but let the amusement show on his face. He shook his head as a quiet chuckled escaped his mouth and he wrapped his hands around David’s back, pulling him closer. “You being sweaty brings back fond memories.” He chipped playfully, wiggling his eyebrows.

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fckdavidmatthews:

Nodding, he ran his thumb over Theo’s bottom lip. “Thank you. We need to help each other. Just because I’m bipolar, it doesn’t mean I can’t help you” he told him and smiled. Running a hand through his hair, he cringed. He hadn’t noticed just how sweaty he was until now.

“I know.” Theo nodded. Laughing at David’s expression, he bit down on his bottom lip. “What’s wrong?” He asked, amused.

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Rolling his eyes at his compliment, he sighed. “No I don’t think so, babe” he said and smiled as he closed his eyes when he felt his touch. A soft hum leaving him, he smiled. “If you ever feel like you can’t breathe or things are too much, just come to me. You have helped me, it’s time for me to help you too” he whispered and opened his eyes, looking at him.

Smiling at him Theo nodded. “I’m okay.” He told him honestly, “but if it ever happens I’ll come to you, I promise I’m not going to run away again, no matter how hard it gets.”

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fckdavidmatthews:

He could feel that Theo had relaxed too, which warmed his heart. He never wanted him to feel like he had to dance around eggshells around David. He wasn’t weak, he could handle things. And he wanted to be there for Theo like Theo had been there for him. Leaving a lingering kiss on his lips before leaning back, he opened his eyes and looked at him. “So beautiful” he breathed out.

Theo simply stared at the boy in his lap as he pulled back, a smile played at his lips at David’s words. “Yeah, you are.” He whispered, running his hand across the back of David’s neck. “Is there anything else you wanted to talk about?” He asked as he studied his face.

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fckdavidmatthews:

A soft smile formed on his lips when he felt him squeeze his hips and as he listened to his words. Sighing softly, he looked at him before he felt their lips connect and he closed his eyes. Cupping his face, he calmed down and the tears stopped falling from his eyes. He just felt more calm, now that everything was out in the open. A feeling he hadn’t felt before, but god was it a welcomed change.

Theo smiled into the kiss, for the first time since coming back he felt lighter. Everything on his side was now out in the open and that’s all he could do. He hated opening up to people but with David it was different, he didn’t want to hide things from him. That’s what had started all the trouble in the first place.

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fckdavidmatthews:

All of his emotions just let go and it felt so good, it made it easier for him to breathe again. Sometimes all you need is to have a good cry. “People can hurt me. Beat me, burn me or even torture me. They can do whatever they want with me, but god if they laid a finger on you.. all hell would break loose” he whispered and took a deep breath.

“If they tried to lay a finger on you they’d have to deal with me.” Theo smiled, squeezing his hips. “I wouldn’t just hurt them, I’d destroy their entire lives.” He whispered, lifting his upper body enough to lean in close to David’s lips. “They’d beg for mercy.” He muttered against his lips before finally connecting them.

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fckdavidmatthews:

A sigh left his lips when he felt his kiss, feeling lighter than he did before. Looking up at the ceiling, he shook his head and moved to straddle him. “I love you” he said and nodded. “So much” he added and felt the tears roll down his cheeks. “I’m sorry that people hurt you. B-But I’m also so happy because if it hadn’t happened, I wouldn’t have met you. And I.. have no idea how my life would have been without you in it” he whispered and sobbed softly. “I would burn houses and bridges to the ground than let anyone hurt you ever again” he sighed and shook his head.

Theo chuckled softly as David straddled him, his hands resting on the other’s hips as he looked up at him. “Hey, hey pretty boy.” He said quietly, reaching up to wipe the tears that were falling on the other’s cheeks. “No crying.” He said with a loving smile. “I love you and no one can hurt me like that again, not if you’re by my side.” He told him.

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fckdavidmatthews:

For a second, for one split second he could actually feel his heart stop. His eyes shot back to look into Theo’s, leaning into his touch. A soft whimper left him as he took his last words in, tears forming in his eyes. He would never get used to Theo being so raw with him, telling him how much he meant to the other. David could walk around, telling others and Theo how much everything Theo did was amazing, how he made him a better person. But when he heard the same things said about himself, he just felt so weird about it. Honesty was key, and he knew that. And he also knew how hard this must have been for Theo, for him to be this open about everything. And it only made him love Theo more than he already did.

Giving the other boy a gentle smile, Theo leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on his forehead. “I guess that’s pretty much everything.” He sighed, laying back in his spot. “I know I fucked up David, I know I should of told you before taking off like that but at the time I was strung out and well, riding a week long cocaine binge.” He admitted sheepishly. “But I didn’t and I can’t change that now, I can only try and make up for it.”

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fckdavidmatthews:

As he listened to him, he felt a smile form on his lips but that smile dropped when he took in his next admission. He had asked him to tell David everything, but with all the information thrown his way, he frowned a little and felt a lump form in his throat. He didn’t know why, but for the first time in a year he felt the sensation of vulnerability creep it’s way into his head. His eyes fell onto the corner of the room as he continued to listen, just nodding to every word he said. He had responsibilities now. Something David didn’t and he would never fully understand what that amount of preasure would feel like. Would he be able to deal with it? Probably not. And as his mind started to race, he took a deep breath. Overthinking like he always did, something he hated but couldn’t stop doing. Something he have done so much this past year, it always gave him a headache.

“I wasn’t going to come back.” He admitted, it was the first time since he’d walked through the house doors that he’d admitted such a thing out loud but if David wanted him to be honest then he wasn’t about to start holding back now. “I’d been gone for so long and then everywhere I looked there were articles about you and joey not to mention all of the work piling up around me for responsibilities I never wanted.” Sighing, he placed his hand on David’s cheek, drawling circles on his cheek. “But I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t stay away.” He told him softly. “Through everything you were the one thing that kept me going and I couldn’t just throw that away. So was I had everything running smoothly, I came back to fight for you because even if you never take me back, I had to try. You’re it for me David, you’re the end game.”

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fckdavidmatthews:

As he continued to listen, he instantly felt this cold feeling take over his body. A homophobic father, ah amazing, don’t we all just love those? Looking at him, he sighed softly. It all just made sense now, and it hurt him knowing that Theo had been in pain. Nodding slowly, he felt a small smile form on his lips when he heard the rest of his words. He may not be able to put himself in Theo’s shoes, but that didn’t mean that he didn’t feel for him. Because he did. No one deserves to feel like Theo must have felt for so many years. No wonder why he was so on edge around him a year ago. Rubbing his back, trying to be there for him as much as possible, David just couldn’t stop staring at him. 

“You kind of fucked up my plans.” Theo admitted with a small smile. “I wasn’t meant to fall for anyone again, especially not in here. But I did, I fell for you against my better judgement and for awhile, I thought it might be alright and that I could handle it all. However, then there was the whole engagement thing with Joey and everything else that happened, I dealt with it the only way I knew how, drugs and alcohol.” He admitted, dropping his eyes a little when he became too hard to look at David. “There were a few times I thought of cheating on you, because I knew it would push you away and I wanted that.” He chocked out. “I wanted you gone because I was scared of what we were becoming and that you’d eventually choose someone or something else, just like he did” He said quietly. “But we got past it all, somehow.” He chuckled softly, looking up at him. “And I knew I had to stop the shit, I had to leave and get myself together so I could be someone you deserve, be the person you actually thought I was. So that’s where I was at first, rehab.” He sighed. “I was there for a few months and it was hell but you were always on my mind, reminding me exactly why I was going through it all. My plan was to come back after those few months and beg you to forgive me and take me back basically but then my dad died and things weren’t that simple anymore.” He shook his head. “I may of never liked the bastard but he was my dad you know? Plus, I’m the oldest so it was up to me to get all of his affairs in order. It became apparent pretty quickly I couldn’t just up and leave, it’s not just about me anymore David, I have whole companies full of people replying on me.”

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fckdavidmatthews:

As he started to listen to him, he wasn’t exactly surprised. Letting his finger tips softly run circles on his back, he nodded slowly. He wanted to in a silent way show Theo that yes, I’m listening. And he thanked the gods above for being how he is and not reacting at all when Theo mentioned a name. Slowly, his mind started to picture it infront of him and he felt for Theo even though he hadn’t finished yet. Planting a soft, tender kiss on his jaw, David smiled a encouraging smile. He didn’t want the other to stop now, not when he was finally opening up to him.

Theo gave David a thankful smile before he continued. “Christopher was the first guy I ever had feelings for, I mean I guess they were always sort of there but I’d buried them for my father’s sake. A gay son was the last thing a man like him wanted.” He sighed. “Things with Christopher started off hot and heavy and kind of stayed that way, I fell for him pretty hard and I thought he felt the same but then our father’s found out and we were given a choice. Each other of the money, Christopher chose the money.” He admitted with a slight shrug as though it didn’t bother him. “I was kind of a mess, so I went back to collage at my father’s wishes but my heart wasn’t in it. I’d never wanted to be a lawyer and seeing Christopher in my classes every day with his new very much female fiance just got too much. So after a few months of drinking myself stupid, quick hook ups and pretty much every drug I could get my hands on I applied to this show and dropped out.” He told him. “I thought it’d be the same shit but without that reminder of how pathetic one guy could make me walking the same halls. But then, I met you.”